Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 136: The mother and the child

Yujun’s POV

No. no. no.

I start to panic with my phone held to my chest.

I have no way to contact Jaehyun, I can’t call my sister, I can’t call my mother.

"What do I do?" I ask myself, pacing the room as my omega whines at my stupidity.

How could I have forgotten a detail this important?

I run my fingers through my hair and pull on it in frustration as tears well up in my eyes, what is wrong with me?

Why do I keep doing everything wrongly.

The curtain is being blown lightly by the wind, and it catches my attention as I look outside; it’s getting late and I blink twice as a thought comes to mind.

If he can’t come to me, I will go to him. I know the men guarding the house won’t let me through, but I’ll fight if I have to.

I will go to Jaehyun...I will go to my sister.

Again, I open the door and find the same guard still standing at my door, he looks at me and drops his gaze to the floor.

"I’m hungry" I say and he grimaces like I said something offensive.

"Um...what will you like to eat?" he asks robotically, and I pretend to think for a few seconds, "kimchi" I say and he nods.

"Pa Kimchi" I add and his jaw drops, "that will be difficult to get at this time" he says and I sigh.

"If I eat anything else, I will fall sick...Chan said..." I start and the guard’s back straighten.

"I will go find it" he says and quickly walks away from me.

I wait till he turns around the corner before I sneak out of the room. I have nothing to take with me except my phone.

Stealthily I step out of the house, moving with the shadows, grateful for the days I have spent on the field.

"Who is there?" the gateman asks and moving quickly, I land a strategic punch to knock him out.

His body falls to the floor, and I run out of the house before anyone spots me.

I stop the first taxi I see and give him the address to Hwangyeon, sure that he would be there...unless...

’No’ my omega growls, refusing to accept any negativity in regard to my sister and Jaehyun.

’They are fine’ my omega insists and I sit frozen with my breath held, I don’t know what to expect.

The drive is long, but I don’t move, my heart is tight and my palms sweaty.

I hope they are fine.

"Here sir" the driver says when we arrive, and thoughtlessly I hop out of the car and run to the gate.

"Excuse me" the taxi driver calls after me, but I am too occupied with the need to see if Jaehyun and Yunah are okay.

"Hello" I call out to the man keeping the gate and he gets up from his seat to look at me, "C-choi!" he exclaims and runs away from the gate.

The exact same way the maids at my home had run from Jaehyun when he stood at the gate.

"Yah! you didn’t pay me my money" the taxi driver gets out of his car and grabs me by the collar to turn me around, his hand is lifted to deliver a punch, but his mouth drops open as he realizes who I am.

"I-" I open my mouth to apologize, but he releases me and drops his hand before bowing twice in apology.

"I-I’m sorry" he stutters and runs back into his car to drive off.

"Junnah?" Jaehyun’s voice calls me, and my omega perks up.

He opens the gate and holds my forearm gently to pull me inside.

"What are you doing here so late?" he asks and I let my eyes roam his body before letting out a sigh.

He’s okay. They’re okay. I can breathe now.

"I was worried" I say and he nods, "I called to tell you I brought Yunah here...I couldn’t reach you" he says.

I let out another sigh without giving him a response and my pheromone swells with happiness with a hint of desire.

Oh goddess...

Both of us stand in front of each other, awkwardly staring at the floor, aware of the monstrous misunderstanding between us and the unignorable smell of desire on me.

"You smell like him" Jaehyun says and my head snaps up to his face; he is looking at me with yearning in his eyes.

’Wont you hold me?’ I scream in my head.

’I came all the way here for you’ I say again and he blinks as he takes in my clothes...Chan’s clothes.

"Oh" he says softly.

"It’s not what you think" I say in a rush, frowning at my own desperation to make sure more misunderstanding doesn’t grow between us.

"I didn’t think anything" he says in a flat tone I would have assumed to be disinterest if I hadn’t seen the flash of pain in his eyes.

"I don’t have any clothes...I was taken there with nothing of mine...not even my phone" I explain and he draws in a deep breath.

He tilts his head upwards as he lets it out.

"Jaehyun" I call but he doesn’t respond for a while, "my sister" I say, bringing our attention back to what really matters. Yunah.

"She asked me to bring her here" he says and steps back.

The gap between us hurts my heart but I know...I have no right to complain or ask for more, at least not right now.

"I understand" I respond with faux nonchalance.

"Follow me, she’s in the room with my mom" he says quietly and turns around, he doesn’t look in my face.

I follow him as he leads me into the house, the place I have grown to love...the place my father attacked.

I heave a sigh and keep walking behind him.

We arrive at a door and he stops.

"You can go in" he says and I grab his shirt before he leaves.

"We need to talk" I say with all the boldness I can muster and he nods.

"Go see your sister" he says softly and I let my hands drop...he still won’t look at me.

"Okay" I say and he opens the door for me, always a gentle man to me.

I look at him once before I walk in.

The room is small with a big bed in it, on the bed, Yeon and Yunah lay together.

They look like mother and child meant to be together forever, it’s so soft that it melts my heart...this is the love she deserves.

The omega man has his arms around her, cuddling her to himself and looking at her with the love of a true mother even as she’s sleeping.

"Y-yeon-ssi" I whisper and he lifts his head to look me.

I expect hate from him, I expect him to yell, the last time we met involved my clan invading his home.

Instead, he smiles at me.

"Come here you" he says and my body moves on its own to them.

I climb in with them and join the cuddling.

It feels like home...where I should be, if I dare to stay...

Can I?