Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 137: Hold me... comfort me

Yujun’s POV

The room is silent.

Blissfully silent, and it feels comfortable, almost dream-like.

Yeon’s smell grows slowly to envelop us both, and I melt into the bed as I breathe in the soothing smell of fresh rain on leaves.

He is deliberately filling the room with comforting pheromones.

I hear a small sigh from Yunah and I know she has woken up, she’s lying in the middle of me and Yeon.

My sister seems small and precious between both of us. Yeon is spooning her, while I lay in the front of them.

"I’m so happy" she says quietly with her eyes shut and I see Yeon’s lips stretch into a small and warm smile.

"Hungry?" he asks and Yunah shakes her head before opening her eyes, her eyes are blue as she looks over her shoulder at Yeon.

"No, I’m just really sleepy" she says and Yeon’s eyes turn blue as he leans in to rub his nose to Yunah’s, the mother and child gesture of affection.

"You can sleep as long as you want" he says to her.

"Oppa, I’m so happy" she says to me and leans in closer to Yeon.

I have never seen my own mother hold Yunah like this, not even when she was a child, it’s sad what our reality is.

"I’m happy too, baby" I say and cup her cheek, she smiles brightly and it makes my own heart swell...this is my Sunshine, our happy girl.

"I’m never going back" she says and Yeon pulls her closer, "you don’t have to if you don’t want to, child" he says.

"Really?" Yunah asks and looks into my eyes, as if to confirm if she can stay here.

"It would cost so much" I say softly and lift my eyes to Yeon’s, not wanting to dash Yunah’s dream, but at the same time, not wanting to give her too much hope.

"A price I am willing to pay, me and my husband and this clan are willing to fight for you and your sister" Yeon says with the confidence of a lioness.

Why was I not born to him? Why did I have to be the son of a Choi? Why did I have to go through so much pain and heartbreak when he could have been my mother?

"You are not allowed to cry here pup" he says and stretched his hand to wipe my tear away.

"Sorry" I say with a small laugh even as my sight blurs with the rest of the tears that threaten to fall.

"Oppa, don’t cry" Yunah says with aegyo and three of us burst into laughter, giggling like excited teenagers before Yunah lets out a big yawn.

"I don’t know why I am so sleepy today" she says with her hand over her mouth.

"Emotional exhaustion can make you feel that way, don’t worry about it and just sleep, okay?" Yeon replies lovingly.

The way he treats Yunah like he carried and gave birth to her by himself fascinates me.

"In the morning, I will introduce you to the clan members who live here in Hwangyeon" Yeon says and Yunah hums.

"Hwangyeon? Hwang Yeon?" she asks and Yeon nods.

"My husband built it for people like me, I am a male omega that shouldn’t exist...I had faced a number of...unfair treatments" he says and my mind flashes to the day he told me about his life before now.

"Here is a safe haven especially for omegas...and if there ever will be more...for male omegas" he explains.

"He named it after you" Yunah says and he nods.

"Beautiful...I want to be loved as much as your husband loves you" she says and my heart sinks.

She doesn’t remember the broken bond...she might remember Sehwa but don’t remember their bond’s breakage.

I’ll tell her...later.

"Oppa? What’s the matter?" she asks when she notices my sudden silence and I press my lips together in a thin line.

"I-" I start, unsure of what to say but then I remember...

"I’m pregnant" I say in a small voice and both omegas go completely silent.

Oh?

"You both knew?" I ask and they nod their heads.

"I knew the last time you were here, I could smell it on you" Yeon says with a soft tone, almost like a proud mother, and I respond with a small ’oh’.

"I knew a while ago" Yunah says and I sigh, they both look like they feel guilty about not telling me.

"Woah...everyone but me knew that I was pregnant, isn’t that funny" I joke and Yunah laughs but Yeon doesn’t.

The joke dissolves into the air and we go silent again, Yeon looks like he’s lost in thought.

"Mom" I call and he looks at me.

"I understand why you didn’t tell me" I say and he gives a weak smile.

"I didn’t tell Jaehyun either, his alpha could already sense it...I knew he would cause chaos if I told him" the older omega man says.

"He knows now" I whisper sadly, Yunah whines and moves forward to give me a hug.

"I’m scared..." I confess, feeling safe enough to share my heart with the two omegas that have made me feel like I belong.

"Why are you scared?" Yeon asks, brushing my hair out of my face tenderly.

"The both of us...I don’t know if we can be together...I kept hurting him" I say and I hear Yunah whine in her throat again.

"Oh you silly rabbit" Yeon whispers and I feel most of my worries melt, "if there is one thing I can say for my son, it is that Jaehyun is a lover boy" he says.

"You don’t understand..." I say and he shakes his head.

"Do you know that he shut down when he knew you were going to the Kangs?" Yeon says and I shake my head.

"I couldn’t come home, he was devastated" he says.

"He loves you Oppa, I know he does" Yunah adds and my eyes fill up again with tears.

"Now, go and see him" Yeon says with a sigh.

I pull myself up to go to him, feeling shy, guilty and happy all at once.

"Don’t be too loud, some of us want to sleep" Yeon says with a sly smile.

"MOM!" Yunah and I yell at the same time before bursting into laughter.

I get out of the bed and walk to the door with my heart racing.

It’s time...