Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 114: Pride and survival

Yujun’s POV

I want to act nonchalant.

I want to act like I don’t care but the hunger I feel is too much to ignore and the toast looks so appetizing.

Wolfing down the meal so that my captor wouldn’t see me eat his food.

Pride.

I choke on a piece of toast when the door opens and Chan peeks in.

"I brought some clothes, they are...new" he says, holding them up and examining them himself like he’s unsure.

Still coughing, I gulp down the warm milk in my cup.

"Are you okay?" he asks with round eyes when he finally realizes that I had been partially dying when he entered the room.

A born alpha? Who is this goof kidding?

’He commanded us, shut you down with a few words’ my omega whispers and my back straightens.

This is the first time he’s speaking since Jaehyun walked past us.

"Would you like more?" Chan asks and gestures to the tray.

I want to say yes, but...pride.

"I’ll ask a maid to pick it up, when would you like to leave for the hospital?" he asks.

"Right now," I say and he purses his lips, his eyes running over me like he’s studying me.

"I will trust you not to run" he finally says and I growl deep in my chest at him. 𝒻𝑟𝘦𝘦𝘸ℯ𝒷𝑛𝘰𝓋ℯ𝘭.𝘤𝘰𝘮

"And if I do?" I ask in the trained alpha-like tone I have been trained to use when necessary.

He doesn’t respond immediately, he walks over to where I sit and squats to my level.

"I might not be able to protect you the way I want to" he says and brings his hand up to cup my chin and swipe at something with his thumb.

"Milk mustache" he says in English and I frown.

A growl sound in my chest but he doesn’t move, instead he tucks my hair behind my ear.

"You have such beautiful hair, like you were kissed by the moon goddess" he says and I punch his shoulder.

"Stop saying stupid things" I say and he stands straight, rubbing his shoulder.

"I might have to do an X-ray with how hard you keep hitting me" the alpha says with a small laugh.

"Hand over the clothes" I demand and he does, without a word, I go into the bathroom to change into them.

It’s simple sweatshirt and black pants but the lack of scent on them makes me feel queasy.

I step out tugging on them uncomfortably.

"Oh, they are a bit big" he notes, "you’re smaller than you appear" he says and I bare my teeth at him.

"You seem uncomfortable" he says softly. "The clothes makes me feel weird" I say and he smacks his head lightly.

"That’s right, you would need scents on most things" he says and purses his lips again.

"I can scent it for you" he says and I shake my head, I won’t have a random alpha scent me.

Not when Jaehyun...

"You don’t have to accept...I can smell your disapproval" Chan says quickly and I wrap my arms around my body instinctively.

"Yujun..." he calls my name.

"I said I will never hurt you, I mean it" he says with a serious expression and I sigh.

"So you said" I say and he gives a curt nod.

"Let go?" he asks and gestures to the door that he opened for me, I give him a suspicious look once more before going through the open door.

We step out of the room and down the long hall, the place is big and feels even more empty than my home.

At least in my home, I had Yunah, she was there with me.

"My phone, they took it from me" I say to Chan and he nods, "we will get you a new one, I wanted everything to be new for you" he says.

"You...you just pointed me out and your father paid?" I growl at him.

"That’s what it seems like to you..." he mutters before lifting his head with a more confident look.

"You will see, just...you’ll see soon that I care, and I mean no harm" he says with sincerity.

My eyes drop to his neck, and I notice he doesn’t have on a scent patch, but I can’t smell him.

"Why can’t I smell you? You claim to have had a rut, but you are as composed as the next person" I ask, my brain finally waking from being manipulated.

"Because of who I am, I have more control over myself than other alphas" he says and I keep glaring at him.

We get into a car and immediately, the driver ignites the engine and starts his drive.

I keep my head to the side, not wanting to look at him, still fuzzy and scrambled from the alpha voice he used on me.

I don’t speak, he doesn’t speak, the driver keeps his focus on the road.

My stomach flutters with nervousness and hunger, can I handle what I am asking for?

Can I really handle what I’m asking for?

The car pulls up in a grand hospital and Chan steps out to open the door for me.

"Don’t hide" he says and I look at him, "none knows you’re with me but they know that you belong with the Kangs now" he adds and holds his hand for me to take.

I slap it away and get down by myself.

I am a man who can stand for himself. I don’t care if he paid for me.

He gives me a small smile before leading the way, going into the hospital first and he seems like an entirely different man.

His posture is confident and sure as he walks into the hospital with me following behind.

"It’s doctor Chan" I hear a lady says.

"Isn’t he just handsome?" another says and I cringe.

He doesn’t look at them, but his ears turn red.

"Doctor! Didn’t you say you were taking a rut break?" a man says and approaches us with a bright smile.

"Woojin, hello" Chan greets the man with a bow.

"I need to run a few tests for my...friend" he says and I wince at the title, wishing to smack his head upright.

We are not friends.

We are captor and prisoner.

"Oh, a test? What type?" Woojin asks with concern as he looks at me and then his eyes widen.

"C-choi Yujun" he stutters in fear.

Ah, he has probably not seen any of the news concerning me these days.

I am no longer Yujun the feared alpha son of Choi, but Choi Yujun the Hwang whore and Choi Yujun the Kang property.

"Hand me the keys and I will do it myself" Chan says and Woojin hands a key to him with shaking hands.

"This way" Chan gestures and I give Woojin a small bow before following.

The hospital is big and busy; a number of patients and staff keep waving at Chan or praising him.

"I will perform an abdominal scan first of all" Chan says, he even talks differently, like a real doctor.

He gives me the instructions to follow for it, and I do everything without question, preparing to kill him right here and now if this has been a waste of time...and hope.

I shut my eyes to block out everything, listening only to the alpha’s movements around me.

What am I doing?

I feel a cold substance being spread on my stomach.

"Here..." Chan’s timbre and oddly soothing voice says.

"...is the heartbeat, its weak but..." he says as a strange noise fills the room.

The noise I had stored in my heart from when Yunah was in my mother’s womb.

"Yujun, Yujun open your eyes and see...that’s your baby" he says and I only squeeze my eyes tighter and a single tear slip out of my right eye and down my temple.

I’m pregnant.

I’m really having a pup growing inside me.