Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 113: I am just like you

Yujun’s POV

Social anomaly?

My eyes trace his features...he looks undeniably handsome.

His eyes are beautifully hazel; he looks like every normal person, but the power he used on me is not.

The alpha voice is something that can only be used by a pack alpha because of the authority given for their position, and even then, that authority is limited, a once in a lifetime power.

The other set of people who can use the alpha voice are the mythical Born alphas, because of, well...they are just born with that much power.

This guy is not a pack alpha from what I’ve seen so far, and he certainly can’t be a Born alpha, that’s a myth.

"Social anomaly?" I say out loud, my voice coming out cracked and rough.

"Like me?" I ask and he moves himself backward on his butt, holding his arm up, "just, please don’t hit me again...please" he says and my arms fall at my sides.

"What are you?" I ask again.

"I’m a Born alpha" he says and I stare at him in disbelief.

"Wow...you’re truly crazy" I say and he shakes his head, still on the floor in front of me. 𝒻𝑟ℯℯ𝑤𝑒𝑏𝑛𝘰𝓋𝑒𝓁.𝒸𝑜𝘮

Who introduces such a powerful status while seated on his butt in front of the omega he...asked for.

"That’s why no one knew me in school" he says with a sad expression on his face and my posture relaxes even more.

He still doesn’t change his position, he just looks up at me, and I keep my eyes on him, unsure of what to make of him.

"I didn’t present as an alpha...I was born one" he says and his eyes turn a golden hue that forces my steps backwards.

No way.

"I...will never hurt you" he says when he sees my reaction of fear, and his eyes switch back to their normal color.

"H-how?" I breathe out, my hands instinctively coming to my stomach and I put them down when I realize my action.

"I don’t know" he says honestly and his shoulders fall.

"I don’t know why I was born like this...the same way you might not be able to tell me why you are born a male omega" he says.

He’s right.

Isn’t fate...cruel?

"But...you’re a Kang" I say.

"The same way you’re a Choi" he says.

"But..." I don’t know what else to ask.

I have never met someone else like me before, someone who is born as what they can’t explain or explore.

"I chose to stay out of family business...being a doctor is more fulfilling than taking lives" he says.

"Why were you hidden? that doesn’t make sense" I say suspiciously.

He chuckles slightly and gets up on his feet; his full height is imposing but I don’t run this time around.

He looks trustworthy, his carriage and expression is the opposite of who he claims to be.

"I moved out of the country to study and to get away from it all" he says.

He puts his hands into his pocket.

"I’m sorry I brought you in like this, and for touching you...like that" he says awkwardly.

"You-" I start but stop myself from saying more.

"I won’t hurt you, I swear" he says gently and I sigh, "I can hear your blood rushing...you’re scared of me" he says and his shoulders fall even more.

"Not being afraid of you should be stupid, you are almost a god" I say and he blushes, turning his head the side in embarrassment.

What is this man truly?

"I have so many questions" I say with my arms folded across my chest and a guarded look.

"And I will answer everything honestly" is his response.

My stomach rumbles, and immediately he looks down to the food I had tipped over.

"I will ask the staffs to prepare something else" he says before squatting to clean up the mess I made, I make a growling noise as his hand brush my feet.

"Sorry...there was..." he mumbles, his ears turning red as he wipes the jam off my toe and gets up with the eggs and bread he picked up.

"I will be back" he says and walks out of the room.

With him gone, I stumble backwards till I sit on the bed.

A born alpha?

The ones ever documented are known to have the ability of ten alphas combined, brute strength, exceeding speed, heightened senses...is that why he could smell...

But I’m not pregnant.

I can never be.

I shut my eyes as flashes of the hospital returns, Yubin noona had given me too much water during one of my heat to flush down the pills and I had fainted.

When I woke up in the hospital, I was informed of a full body test done, of an NDA signed by doctors and of a permanently damaged womb.

I remember the doctors being killed on the spot to keep my omega status between family and I remember accepting that I’ll never have that pup I’ve always dreamed of.

I wrap my arms around my stomach and the flutter that has been plaguing me return.

’It’s Dolvian...isn’t it?’ I ask my omega, but I am met with silence.

There is a knock on the door and Chan returns with another tray.

"I asked for another meal for you...I hope it’s easy...you smell disturbed" he says, still holding the tray in his hand and standing at the door.

"You said...I’m pregnant" I say and he frowns before he nods.

"You said you’re a doctor" I say and he opens his mouth to respond, "yes, I work-"

"I don’t care" I say and take in a sharp breath.

"Show me, show me I’m pregnant" I say to him, and he moves his head to the side.

"We’ll have to go my hospital" he says.

"We can do that" I agree immediately, "okay, just eat and I’ll see if I can find something for you to wear" he says and places the tray carefully on the nightstand.

He walks to the door to leave when I call his name.

"Kang Chan-ssi" I say and he turns around to look at me.

"If you are playing with my emotions" I say and his face shows off the confusion he’s feeling.

"I will kill you" I say.

I will not have my hopes up just to face another heartbreak.

I won’t.