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The Big Boss & His Dainty Wife-Chapter 713 - : Have I Lost You Forever?_1
Chapter 713: Chapter 713: Have I Lost You Forever?_1
The words he wanted to say suddenly become inexplicably impossible to utter.
He called her just to hear her voice, as for what he wanted to say, even he didn’t know.
“I’m going to hang up if there’s nothing else,” Qiao Ning said straightforwardly when she noticed his prolonged silence.
“Don’t hang up!” Chai Xiyang hurriedly stopped her, then asked in a low raspy voice, “Qiao Ning, have you ever hated me?”
He didn’t understand why he felt compelled to ask that, but he asked nonetheless.
Surprise flitted through Qiao Ning’s eyes: “Is that all you wanted to ask?”
“Yes…” Gripping the phone tightly, Chai Xiyang stared into the distant night sky, “All these years, I’ve only been hurting you. I want to know, have you ever hated me?”
Because he had hated her, for so many years…
Did she also…?
“No!” Qiao Ning suddenly responded assertively.
Chai Xiyang was momentarily stunned, this answer was both within and beyond his expectations.
Qiao Ning used to like him so much, how could she hate him? But later, when she went to jail, he thought she would hate him.
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But she didn’t…
She never hated him from the start to the end!
A heaviness suddenly filled Chai Xiyang’s heart, making it hard for him to breathe!
Because such a wonderful person as Qiao Ning, made him feel unworthy, made him yearn for her even more, and yet it was her he lost.
Chai Xiyang’s current feelings could only be described with regret!
Never before had he despised himself so much for not recognizing what was right in front of him!
The most precious treasure in the world had always been by his side, yet he had discarded her like a worn-out shoe, failing to recognize her value. Only after losing her had he realised just how valuable she was.
Even regret was not enough to describe his current feelings!
He only wanted to ruefully kill himself to atone for his past deeds.
Again, Qiao Ning didn’t hear his voice, but inexplicably, she sensed that everything was not right with him on the other end of the line.
“Chai Xiyang, if you’re alright, I’m going to hang up…” Qiao Ning tentatively spoke.
“Qiao Ning, what should I do?” Chai Xiyang suddenly spoke in a low voice, filled with indescribable pain, “What should I do now?”
Qiao Ning slightly furrowed her eyebrows, “What do you mean?”
“As I think of all the times I’ve hurt you, I wish I could kill myself! Qiao Ning, I feel so awful right now, what should I do?” Chai Xiyang’s tormented, hoarse voice startled Qiao Ning.
This was the second time she had heard him speak in such anguish.
The first time was when his mother died. Back then, he had also asked her in pain, “Qiao Ning, my mother is dead. What should I do now that I have no mother?”
Chai Xiyang, back then, even broke down crying because of the pain.
That was the first time she saw him shed tears, his pain cut through her deeply.
Seeing his pain, she too, felt incredibly distressed.
Then she hugged him and said, “Brother Xiyang, don’t be sad. You still have me. Qiao Ning will always be with you and will never leave you!”
She still remembers that night; he had held her and wept silently all night…
She didn’t know why, but recalling that scene from the past and hearing Chai Xiyang’s painful voice now, made Qiao Ning’s heart ache uncomfortably.
“Qiao Ning, have I lost you forever?” Out of nowhere, Chai Xiyang asked in pain.
Qiao Ning’s heart quivered, her feelings complicated.
She understood what he meant by that.
After losing his mother, she had once promised to stay with him forever.