The Big Boss & His Dainty Wife-Chapter 714 - My Hatred Will Only Hurt You_1

Chapter 714: Chapter 714 My Hatred Will Only Hurt You_1

But now, he had lost her too…

“I’ve lost the two women in this world who loved me the most, haven’t I?” Chai Xiyang asked again, his eyes also teeming with redness, “Why, why did I push you away? I knew full well that there would be nobody else in this world who would ever love me as much as you did. So why did I push you away?!”

“…”

Chai Xiyang’s hand clenched the rail, each knuckle protruding sharply.

“Because I knew you loved me so, I brazenly hurt you! There was hatred in my heart, and I didn’t know how to vent it, and nobody cared about my hatred!

But you did care, I knew you did, and my hatred would only hurt you!

I’m an asshole. I wanted to let loose the hatred in my heart so I put it all on you!

Because I knew that you were the only one who cared about my hatred, the only one who would suffer because of it. My life was miserable, and I gruesomely wanted to drag someone down with me…

And then, I found you, the one who loved me the most, only you would accompany me in my suffering. Every time I saw you in pain, I was elated, because I wasn’t alone in my suffering, I had someone with me.

To gain more pleasure, I retaliated against you even more, I lost restraint, but the pleasure I got became less and less…

I didn’t understand why this was happening. It’s only now that I realize it’s because I was burning the love you had for me to satisfy myself!

I was like a bandit, constantly plundering from you, while you gave and gave without reservation, without questioning what I took!

I’ve taken everything from you, and you withered slowly. When your love for me finally died, I realized, this wasn’t the ending I wanted at all!

I just wanted you to love me always, not to ‘die’ for me!

Now that you’re gone, I truly have nothing left. But it’s not until you were gone, did I understand this truth…

Now I want to return all the love I took, but your love for me can’t be resurrected, you can’t return!

Qiao Ning, what should I do?

What can I do to revive you? If it means giving up everything I have, I’ll do it. Just to have you come back to life!

But what should I do, tell me, what should I do?”

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Deeply anguished, pouring everything out, Chai Xiyang was already drenched in tears.

And on the other end, Qiao Ning, her eyes were welling up too.

She was shocked. She didn’t know that this was what Chai Xiyang had been thinking all along.

He was just lost in how to vent his hatred. He longed for love and chose such an extreme way to satisfy himself.

But all along, he had been going about it the wrong way…

She really didn’t know he saw things that way.

If she had known earlier… they wouldn’t have ended up this way.

But talking about it now, it’s really too late.

She was too tired to look back…

But her heart was still aching, hurting for their mutual love and hate, feeling sorrow for their shared destiny.

Qiao Ning didn’t answer Chai Xiyang’s question, not uttering a word, she simply ended the phone call.

But that night, she couldn’t sleep the whole night through.

Her mood heavy to bear, sleep stayed out of reach.

Even before dawn, she had to get up and go to work.

Even though she put all her effort into her work, Qiao Ning was a bit distracted, and her energy level wasn’t very high.

The scenes they filmed this morning were extremely exhausting, and the crew was also visibly fatigued.