His soul-Chapter 508: Massimo’s feeling

"I trust my wife, I really trust her. But after she repeatedly disobeyed my orders. That trust slowly faded, especially since the person she met was my eternal rival who was also trying to snatch her from me. If you are in my position are you going to be quiet, doc? Aren’t you going to be angry like I was very angry at that time?" Massimo’s breath was shallow as he spoke, being reminded of what had been the source of his quarrel with Gina made Massimo’s emotions rise. "The man named Lucas Dom whom Gina met at that time was the one who wanted to see me my divorce with Gina the most, then how could I be silent when I saw my wife secretly meet him without my knowledge."

"Gina went to see Lucas when I was working, everything I’ve done so far is for Gina, to make her happy. I know Gina’s childhood was very bad, that’s why I tried to fill her with all the luxuries that she had never felt before. Then after all that I did, could I just shut up when I found out my wife, the woman I really love, met another man secretly behind my back. I’m not a saint, doc. I’m an ordinary man, a husband who has great jealousy. If you want to say everything that happened was my fault then I will refute it. All of this happened because of Gina’s provocation, all of this happened because of her selfish act of disobeying me, her husband...and at that time I didn’t know that Gina was pregnant, I didn’t know that she was already pregnant with my baby. If only I had known my child had grown in her stomach, I would have held back and not divorced and left her like I did two months ago."

Massimo’s normally firm and dignified voice was replaced with a voice filled with great despair, his breaths shallow and deep. His short speech made him look so pathetic. Massimo is a person who is not good at hiding his sadness, especially when it comes to Gina. The first woman who made him feel love.

Doctor Olivia who previously thought Massimo was the source of all the misfortunes that be fell Gina now feels guilty and sorry for the accusation what she did earlier, hearing and seeing Massimo speak for himself made her believe that Massimo really loves Gina and regrets his stupid act two months ago.

Meanwhile, doctor Dorothea who had provoked Massimo seemed to smile meaningfully at all the words of Massimo, the psychiatrist who already has a name that big seemed satisfied with being able to get Massimo del Cano to speak without resorting to complicated methods.

"I really don’t know if Gina is pregnant, I just found out that Gina was pregnant yesterday after one of my men followed Gina secretly without my knowledge," said Massimo again.

"Following Gina without your knowledge?" Doctor Olivia repeated Massimo’s words in a tone of thick disbelief.

"Darius, he is one of the bodyguards who used to often escort Madam Gina when she was still studying in Barcelona. He left Los Angeles secretly one month ago, we all thought Darius had betrayed at that time. But all our suspicions were not proven when Darius bravely returned to Los Angeles risking his life to bring news of Mrs. Gina’s pregnancy."

"Risking life?" Doctor Olivia unconsciously repeated Martin’s words.

Martin smiled. "A gruesome death is the price a traitor deserves, because Darius is currently receiving intensive care in Los Angeles." Martin deliberately didn’t go into more detail, he didn’t want to make the two female doctors in front of him think too much about them. Even though without Martin speaking, Doctor Olivia and Doctor Dorothea knew what misfortune Darius had to face at this time.

Doctor Dorothea cleared her throat softly, breaking the awkwardness. "So you just found out that Gina is currently pregnant?"

Massimo nodded slowly. "The second I found out Gina was pregnant, I asked my men to prepare a flight back to Barcelona."

"The problem between you two is a small problem that should be solved well if you both can think calmly and maturely, you are two people who both love each other. Gina who still can’t put her position as a wife and child who is so thirsty for her father’s love and you are so demanding that Gina stay by your side without seeing that Gina still wants to spend a lot of time with the people she loves, be it family or friends. Just so you know, Gina has absolutely no feelings for him, that guy named Lucas Dom. The feeling that Gina has for Lucas is sheer compassion, Gina sees herself in Lucas."

"Speak more clearly, doc," said Massimo in annoyance, hearing Doctor Dorothea speak in fragments since earlier made him angry.

"At that time, when Gina met Lucas. Gina just wanted to give moral support to Lucas who had just lost his only child, Gina did that because she felt how devastated she was when she lost the only member of her most precious family. That’s why Gina met Lucas secretly, without asking your permission first, sir," Doctor Dorothea answered quietly. "Gina did that because she knew if she asked your permission, you wouldn’t allow her to see Lucas."

"Of course I won’t allow it!" cried Massimo loudly.

"So don’t blame Gina for that," doctor Olivia said quietly, joining the conversation. "Gina is the purest hearted girl I know, she can easily say that she loves her father so much even though her father has abandoned her all this time. I know Gina is guilty but you can’t just look at her from her fault, sir. You have to know the reason Gina did that, there was a noble intention that Gina brought when she went to see the man named Lucas Dom. Even though I’m not a psychiatrist like Doctor Dorothea, I can tell that Gina did it purely in the name of humanity without any other feelings.

Doctor Olivia really wanted to talk again if it wasn’t for Doctor Dorothea who had touched her shoulder gently, understanding that Doctor Dorothea was actually trying to get as much information as possible from Massimo, finally Doctor Olivia chose to remain silent and be a good listener again.

Massimo himself had lowered his head because of Doctor Olivia’s words, he was thinking about what Doctor Olivia had just said. Massimo really wanted to believe that Gina didn’t have any feelings for Lucas but there was a part of him that forbade him to believe that.

"If you had the last chance to be with Gina would you take it, sir?" asked the doctor Dorothea suddenly.

Massimo raised his head quickly, his still wet eyes staring intently at Doctor Dorothea. "Of course, of course I’ll take that chance, doc. I really want to go back to Gina, I want to start over with her. I really really love her, doc."