War of Roses: The Proud Tycoon，Please Surrender!-Chapter 333 Yanyan, Will You?

There’s no way.

But there’s no way!

She knew from the start it was a dead end; she just couldn’t resign to it.

Between them lay the two lives of her closest kin, and no matter what, she couldn’t betray them.

So, must she be heartless to Tang Yuxiu?

Was she fulfilling her filial obligations or just tormenting herself and Tang Yuxiu?

Things have come to this, all one can say is that fate plays tricks on people.

Fate brought them together, yet left them helpless.

Gu Yan bit her lip, her nose tingling, suddenly crashing into his arms, holding him tightly as if grasping the last piece of driftwood in a flood.

She breathed heavily, feeling overwhelmed by the weight of these matters.

Tears rolled down, dripping from her cheeks and soaking his shoulder.

Feeling the dampness on his shoulder, he embraced her even more tightly.

Gu Yan gradually cried out, her sobs growing louder.

It had been over a month, more than a month of repression, not daring to cry, holding back tears, avoiding thoughts, so she refrained from thinking.

Whether it was knowing the truth about her parents’ death or facing the abrupt loss of the little life inside her, she exerted all her strength to endure.

If she expressed these emotions, it would only cause more pain to others.

She could only hide away silently, deceiving herself into believing that as long as she didn’t cry or think, it all was just a dream.

But dreams must come to an end someday.

The day had finally come; only now, with her departure settled, was it unavoidable, she had to face it.

And the outcome of facing it was discovering she couldn’t bear to leave here, leave Tang Yuxiu.

She thought she could part with Tang Yuxiu on good terms, with them going their separate ways; even if not together, knowing he was well would bring her peace.

But it was only at this moment that she realized, all talk of going separate ways, letting go calmly was all deceitful!

She didn’t want to leave, truly didn’t.

Even if there was deep resentment between them, and they were destined not to be together in this life, she still wanted to live in the same place as him, breathing the same air, guarding their shared memories, and seeing him whenever she missed him, always knowing how he was.

Perhaps one day they would finally look past their feelings and start anew, but for now, as long as she still loved him, she didn’t want to leave here, leave the place where he was.

"Tang Yuxiu, I don’t want to leave, I know I can’t be with you anymore, but I don’t want to leave, I want to see you every day, to know you’re doing well every day, I don’t want to go to a completely unfamiliar place."

"Yanyan, don’t cry, then don’t go, stay here. As long as you say so, I promise, no one can take you away!" Tang Yuxiu said in a solemn voice.

He, too, didn’t want to let her go.

"Tang Yuxiu, I love you, really love you! Even if we can’t be together, I hope we’re not separated by the world, hating each other."

"Yanyan, I’m sorry." Tang Yuxiu took a deep breath, "Originally we had a chance..."

Gu Yan understood what he meant, shaking her head, "Stop thinking about it, that child was not destined to be with us, let’s forget, okay?"

"If you say forget, then it’s forgotten." Tang Yuxiu hugged her, burying his face into her hair and neck, murmuring softly, "Yanyan, my Yanyan."

A kiss fell involuntarily on her neck, causing her body to tremble slightly, yet she didn’t retreat or stop him.

Tang Yuxiu’s heart ached and trembled; he had missed her very much in the past month, missed her scent.

The kisses lingering on her neck gradually moved to her cheeks, finally landing on her lips.

In front of the car, under the streetlight, their tightly embraced shadows were elongated.

It gave a kind of heavy illusion.

The gradually igniting feelings became uncontrollable; both had yearned for each other for too long, the suppression of these days made them urgently need comfort and release.

At this moment, neither thought of stopping.

They kissed for a long time until they couldn’t breathe, and then parted, foreheads touching, Gu Yan breathing heavily, Tang Yuxiu’s breaths were also somewhat ragged.

Their gazes collided, and Tang Yuxiu quickly kissed her again, after a while, he carried her horizontally towards the villa, opened the door with one hand, then carried her inside, closed the door with his foot, kicked off his shoes, didn’t even bother to wear shoes, and directly carried her upstairs.

Gu Yan kept her face buried in his chest.

This moment should have been rejected, should have been stopped, but she couldn’t say it, didn’t want to stop.

They can’t be together anymore, then, is it illegal to go wild once?

Tang Yuxiu felt her compliance, his heart subtly trembling.

They arrived at the familiar bedroom; Tang Yuxiu placed Gu Yan on the bed, and lying there, she realized she also missed this bed, the bed they’d once shared.

Rather, she missed everything related to Tang Yuxiu.

Tang Yuxiu held both hands at her sides, looking at her, "Yanyan, do you want this?"

If it were before, and Tang Yuxiu asked such a question, Gu Yan would have blushed, been at a loss, but now, she openly nodded in agreement.

She couldn’t deny her desire for him, as if only by truly becoming one could they both be satisfied, seeking warmth through each other, the warmth of the heart.

She nodded, Tang Yuxiu’s gaze gradually deepened, "Yanyan, no turning back."

"No turning back."

The searing kisses fell again; Gu Yan wrapped her arms around his neck, responding to this hopeless affection with all her strength.

People are inherently selfish, in the face of immense desire, they’ll disregard any consequences, only for the present moment of pleasure.

Tang Yuxiu’s kiss fell on her earlobe, her whole body shivered, "Yanyan, I miss you so much."

Miss everything about you.

Gu Yan clasped him tighter.

Tang Yuxiu’s closed eyes hid emotions no one could see.

Guilt, remorse, affection, pity.

There was once a child here, yet due to his recklessness, he caused her to lose it.

And cost them a great opportunity.

Yanyan, I’m sorry, I’m sorry...

Tang Yuxiu murmured in his heart, incessantly kissing her, imbuing each kiss with regret and apology.

Gu Yan clung to his shoulders; it had been too long since they’d done this, plus the previous miscarriage left a shadow over her, so she tried to adjust.