Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 60: Please...I want him

Yujun’s POV

"Baby, stay awake for me...you’re losing so much blood" Yeon’s gentle voice says but it sounds like it’s coming from somewhere far away and magical.

At the mention of blood, I feel a warm sticky liquid flow from my hairline, down my forehead and over my closed eyelids. My head must have broken when Sihyuk threw me to the floor earlier.

It hurts. Not as much as the beatings I’ve gotten all my life, but it hurts still, the heat makes it even more painful, every pain is amplified ten times, and I can’t help but wheeze.

That bastard’s scent is burned into my lungs and I heave, "Sick..." I manage to say, and I hear Yeon order for the car to stop and with my eyes still shut, he carries out to empty my stomach.

"That it...breathe..." he says and rubs my back, he feels like the mother I will never have and the mother I will never be, a hard sob leaves my lips, and I try opening my eyes but don’t, the blood over my face is too much.

"You’re going to be alright" Yeon says and I once more pass out in his arms.

By the time I open my eyes, The first thing I feel is the wave of pleasure that shoots up my spine, my body getting ready for the full heat.

My memory is hazy, but I know I am not where I should be, nor am I in the state I should be.

I am oddly cleaner than I usually am during my heat, it doesn’t make any sense to me. I turn to my side to examine the room I’m in and even my surrounding doesn’t make sense to me.

I should be on the hard floor with the alpha who owns me for the three days of my heat panting over me like dog. Instead, I am lying in a bed surrounded by soft materials, I breathe in one of them and my eyes widen even more.

Patchouli.

’Alpha, we’re safe’ my omega says.

My body responds to the smell of the alpha we want with a gush of slick sliding out of me. I moan loudly and I fold myself, preparing for the pain that would come with the next minute of not being knotted, but nothing comes.

Heaving, I shut my eyes to ease the dull ache in my head, the softness surrounding me seems to help with the cramping, so I press my face into a soft fabric, and I open my eyes to see, it’s a familiar hoodie, Jaehyun’s hoodie.

"I shouldn’t have let him leave the room" I hear Jaehyun say from another room and out of curiosity, I sit up even as my core shakes with lack of strength and my body burns with the heat.

Am I in Hwangyeon again?

"I should have tied him to the bed. Hell, I should have gone down to his useless family and put a fucking bullet in each and every one of their heads" Jaehyun says again and I press my thighs together.

I want to call him and have him see that I’m okay, I want to have him scent me and keep me in his arms.

’Alpha’s knot’ my heat clouded omega says and I whimper needily, I am hard and leaking, my body hurts but I crave the alpha I...love?

"Stop throwing a tantrum, it won’t help him" I hear Yeon’s voice say sternly, and I hear footsteps coming to my room, "don’t hover either" he adds and the door to the room I’m in opens.

"Alpha" I whine as Yeon steps in without Jaehyun, "He can’t come right now child, both of you are in not in the right state of mind" he says to me as he approaches me with a plate of food that churns my stomach.

"I want alpha" I hear myself say, my voice weak and whiny, different from my usual confident and strong tone.

"Junnie, you’re in heat and he’s in rage..." he says and places the tray of food on the table and I retch.

"Please..." I cry out, my body feels even hotter as sweat beads develop on my forehead, "please...I want my alpha" I sob pathetically and Yeon sighs before he sits on the bed next to me.

"Need him..." I whimper, tears starting to slide down my cheeks as I beg for the alpha I wanted to send away from me just hours ago, "mother..." I call Yeon and he squeezes his eyes shut.

"Child..." he says and I sob at the motherly love he radiates, "please..." I say and he runs his fingers through my hair, comforting me.

"If he touches you, I will break his fingers" he warns and I nod my head in acceptance of his condition, leaning into the male omega’s touch as well.

Yeon heaves a sigh, a habit that is consistent with his son Jaehyun. He pats my cheek before leaving the room and I fall back into the soft bed, unable to hold myself up any longer.

The door opens and his whines reaches me before I see his face.

My Jaehyun.

"I came back to you" I say as he kneels by the bed and buries his face in the crook of my neck. "Junnah" he murmurs into my neck like he’s in pain and I turn my head as best as I can to let him scent me.

He groans deeply and the rough sound makes my scent sweeten even more, craving him, needing him.

"Alpha..." I gasp as he yanks himself away from me, "I-I want names" he says and I shake my head, "I want you" I moan and he drops his head to my shoulder.

"Junnah..." he calls my name through his teeth.

"Get out" Yeon’s voice says and I hold Jaehyun’s arm, "no, please...I need you" I cry out and the alpha whines painfully.

"Get out before I have to force you out" he says and Jaehyun grabs me by the back of the neck to give me a kiss that only adds fuel to my desire.

"I’ll be outside..." he says and separates himself from me and I cry out in pain.

"Jaehyun! Alpha!" I sob and jump off the bed to run after him only for Yeon to stand in the way.

"Shut the door!" he orders and before the door slam shut, I lock eyes with him through the little gap. It’s him...that Taeho man.

No.

He shouldn’t see me like this.