Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 51: Black tear, mad queen

Jaehyun’s POV

Spending a few days with him and seeing his omega side has made me completely forget just how strong this man is...his fist against my face fucking hurts.

I stumble backwards with the force of Yujun’s punch, the metallic taste of blood fills my mouth, and I hold my cheeks, "that hurts!" I whine like child as I spit the red liquid out of my mouth, wondering what I must have done this time around.

"Are you happy Hwang Jaehyun?" he asks with his eyes red and raw pain coloring his voice, his tone wipes the playful smile off my face, and I frown in confusion, what is he talking about?

"You won. You got me right where you want me, you own me" he says to me with a tired voice, like he’s giving up and he then turns immediately to return to his car before I can process anything.

Huh?

"Wait..." I say a bit too late, and the car zooms off, leaving me standing confused and dazed in the left behind fumes.

I can swear I have been quite sane and I haven’t done anything crazy to him.

"What is going on?" I ask myself while rubbing my sore cheek, suddenly I hear laughter echoing in the large space and I look back to see Sehwa standing there with her little purse in hand and her face flawlessly made up.

The way she hunches over with her laughter and the way her eyes seem glossy with tears from laughing so hard. "So funny" she says and wipes a drop of tear off before she starts another round of laughter that makes my skin crawl.

This is who she is.

She is taking off her mask for me to see exactly what she has become. This is the true Sehwa, not the woman who cried at my parents’ home this morning.

"What have you done?" I hiss and rush to her and she keeps stepping back with every step I take forward, "what have you done?" I roar and she stops her maniacal laughter to take a deep breath.

"So it’s true?" she asks, her soft voice contrasting her harsh expression, "this is how bad you’ve become? Fucking a fellow alpha..." she says and doubles over laughing again, "I will kill you" I say and she smiles brightly.

"Wouldn’t it be fun? Yoon Sehwa, murdered at the hands of the useless alpha?" she asks and I growl even louder holding myself back from tearing her to shreds the way I want to, even at the sound of my rage she doesn’t flinch, instead she purses her lips as she eyes me.

"An abomination, there is so much wrong with this pack" she says and walks closer to me to press her body against my arm, and I push her off.

"So mean, I came sobbing and pouting and you didn’t even bat an eyelash...is the Choi alpha’s ass that good? Or are you the bitch?" she asks and without thinking, I wrap my fingers around her throat.

"If you don’t shut up..." I hiss in her face but she only continues to speak, unfazed by me.

"Everything about this pack is an abomination" she says with my hand around her throat, "an omega male ruling along side such a soft alpha" she keeps speaking and I tighten my grip on her throat.

My alpha is more than ready to snap her neck.

"I will kill you" my alpha says.

"You wouldn’t dare" Sehwa says and lifts her eyes to the security camera above our heads and I also look into the camera, realizing that once again, she is successfully setting me up.

Not in front of them" she wheezes and keeps smiling even as her veins are bulging in her temple and her eyes are turning red with the strength of my grip.

"Yoon Sehwa" I hiss her name, getting it off my tongue like it’s a powerful venom that needs to be expelled before it kills me, "I don’t know what has changed in you, but I assure you, I am not the same Jaehyun you left behind" I growl in her face and release her.

"You know what I’ve always wanted don’t you?" she asks as she falls to the floor and her face morphs into the bitterness of her words, "I will be queen of this pack, one way or another" she spits still seated on the hard floor breathing harshly to catch her breath.

Taeho rushes in and sees Sehwa on the floor in front of me and my eyes glowing red with my alpha’s rage.

"What the hell did you do her?" he asks and lunges at me, aiming a punch that I reject by pushing his hand away.

I will do a lot of stupid and reckless things with my life but taking a hit for something that I don’t deserve to be hurt for will not be part of it.

I have done too much of that in the past to do more now in the present, I growl at Taeho as he protectively stands between me and Sehwa, having no idea the monster he is shielding.

"Taeho, get your head straight. I am the one you should be loyal to" I say to him and he scoffs, "how dare you question my loyalty when you’re the one rolling in bed with a fucking Choi" he hisses at me.

This conversation again.

"Who I chose to be with is my fucking business" I say coldly to him, "and you chose a Choi bastard, the heir of the same pack that ruined our Sehwa" he raises his voice at me and I flinch at the implication of his words.

Taeho still believes that I had caused Sehwa’s kidnap that night...even I still believe it is my fault but her behavior makes me think otherwise...did I really cause it?

Sehwa rises to her feet feigning weakness as she does so, her eyes are wet with tears and the tip of her nose is red in a way that makes her look vulnerable and even more fragile than her appearance suggests.

’Let’s rip her to shreds and dance in her blood’ my blood thirsty alpha demands, forever seeing her as the omega who put us through so much pain during our first rut, hating her far worse than I do.

"Taeho-ah please, let it go...it’s all in the past now" she says softly to him, her voice cracking a little as she speaks, and I scoff in disbelief before I run my fingers through my hair, messing up the gel that was used in styling it.

I clench my teeth and heave as a cold laughter bubbles in me; her pretense is forcing me to lose my mind, luring me to go psycho on her and show her just what I can do.

Does she really thinks I fear the presence of the camera? Does she really thinks I respect the opinion of the public? I chuckle and tilt my head, taking a deep breath to calm myself.

Maybe this is what she wants from me, maybe she wants me to prove the lies she has been telling Taeho and some of the pack members to be truth.

I will never understand her motives or whatever diabolical reason she has but I won’t let her have this. I won’t let her control my thoughts and actions the way she did seven years ago after the fire.

"Really?" I asked with a leveled voice and give her a chilling smile, I see shock flash across her face, obviously not expecting this type of reaction to her gimmicks.

"Really Sehwa-ya, is this the game you are playing now?" I ask her calmly and Taeho growls protectively, knowing me well enough to know that my calmest is my worst, quickly he pushes himself into the posture of challenge.

Holding a stance that clearly shows me that he stands between me and Sehwa, that he stands for and with Sehwa, his eye flashing red as we face each other off silently.

The trio who once stood together as one is now standing against each other.

"Please don’t fight...please" Sehwa says with a concerned tone as she holds Taeho’s arm and looks between us, playing her part well and letting a streak of black tear run down her cheek, the stain coming from her mascara is nothing but a perfect depiction of her heart.

Black.

"My brother" I say to Taeho, a code word for; I am loyal to you, I live for you and die for you, I trust you with my life and will do anything for you.

The simple word disarms Taeho slightly and he relaxes his posture a little bit but keeps his face straight and emotionless towards me.

"You fail to protect her, but you go the extra miles for your rival. Watch him Jaehyun-ah, I won’t care if he warms your bed" he says, and I nod coldly at his words.

Since he wants to protect her so badly, I will also protect what’s mine far worse than he will be able to handle.

I turn around and walk away from them wordlessly, remembering that Yujun is somewhere with Sehwa’s poisonous lie stewing in his head.

I need to protect him from them now before they damage him the way his clan’s lies have been destroying him.

I need to see my Yujun right now.