Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 33: Pandora’s box

Jaehyun’ POV

Jasmine.

I feel like I am lying in a field of jasmine and the beautiful scents of the flowers surrounds me, wrapping me in a warm hug. I take a deep breath and fill my lungs with as much of the jasmine scent as possible and then I come back to reality.

I wake up to a foreign weight on my body and my head is pounding hard, like there is a parade going on inside my skull.

Exhausted, I let out a weak sigh and hold the body on mine closer, it’s Yujun.

I am having trouble remembering why we’re here in this place and how we ended up here in this position but the feeling of him being this close to me is like heaven, like this is meant to be.

He shudders in my arm and I pull the weighted blanket up to cover him properly.

’No! no! don’t do it’

A flash back of Yujun’s voice fills my heads, alongside an image of him fighting a feral version of me off himself.

Terror fills my body at the flashes and sweat breaks out of my skin, I must have harmed Yujun while I was sick.

"Shit..." I curse and push myself away from him making him land on the pillow.

"Why?" he mumbles into the pillow, and I pull him up, "Junnah, wake up" I say urgently, shaking him awake gently, the omega sits up and glares at me, "why? He hisses at me as he rubs his eyes with the back of his hand.

"Did I hurt you? Did I do anything?" I ask him and he looks at me as if I was a mad man sprouting nonsense. He has no idea how I will rather go mad than to put him in danger.

"Yah, Hwang Jaehyun" he calls my name with that smooth voice of his, "I am trying to get some sleep, you bastard" he says and his fist at me before proceeding to shut his eyes again.

I whine in agony to let him know that I am truly having a turmoil, and at the sound of my whine, he opens his eyes again to give me the most tender gaze.

"Jaehyun-ah, calm down" Yujun says in a stabilizing tone and my alpha whines again, bowing to the omega, "you didn’t hurt me" he says and I open my mouth to speak but he places a finger over my lips, "shush, I asked you to bite me but you didn’t...even in that state you protected me first" he says and my shoulder falls with relief.

The omega placed his palm on my cheeks and smiles softly at me, he’s so beautiful...I don’t want to imagine hurting him in my life.

"I will never forgive myself if I ever hurt you" I say to him, leaning more into his palm that is rested on my face, unashamed of submitting myself like this.

"Careful there alpha, I am still your enemy, remember?" Yujun says in a whisper with his face scrunched up in a frown, I see in his eyes that he means those words but I don’t care.

"I am submitting to you with everything I’ve got" I say with a smile and his face melts into one of sadness as he takes his hand off my face.

"Why would you do that? You’re being a reckless alpha" he says and I laugh, "I can’t explain it, I just know this is how its meant to be" I say.

I push myself up completely and notice the lack of pain in my body, "I feel fine..." I say, looking at him in confusion.

"My omega insisted on scenting you all night and somehow....you just seem to be better" Yujun says and I tilt my head in a questioning manner. I know Silver wolfsbane doesn’t just go away like that, and know there is more to it than what Yujun just said but I don’t press.

"Since you’re here, do you want to see Hwangyeon better?" I ask brightly and Yujun blinks, "you’re exposing your hideout to an enemy" he points at himself as he says so.

"You’re not my enemy" I sigh deeply and hop out of the bed. I feel more energetic than I have felt in days as I stretch my limbs, "wow being sick sucks" I say and look down at Yujun on the bed with a smile, ready to face the world again.

While I am bubbly and on high energy with my arms stretched above my head, Yujun has his face down, looking at the uninteresting sheets with rapt attention and avoiding my eyes. "Junnah, why..." I ask and I see how his cheeks are redden in real time.

His sudden change in demeanor makes me look down at myself in confusion, "oh shit...sorry" I apologize immediately and bring my hands down.

I didn’t realize my pants are hanging low on my hips, showing off the hard line my vline and the fine dusts of hair trailing down to my intimate part, the worse of it all is that I am hard under my pants, "sorry" I apologize again and clear my throat.

"You should shower" Yujun says and I nod, "yes shower...I’ll be back" I say and rush to the bathroom only to hear Yujun plop down on the sheet muttering ’stupid alpha’.

I chuckle to myself as I step into the bathroom, Choi Yujun just keeps getting interesting with every day that passes.

Humming to myself, I wash my body as quickly as I can, excited to return to the omega and to show him the beauty of my world...to introduce him to a whole new world.

I know I am playing a dangerous game, giving myself to the one with the power to destroy me within seconds...having Yujun is like having the Pandora’s box.

I know I shouldn’t open it but I just need to see...I need to know what is within the box...I want to heal everything that has been broken in him

And I will do it with my life if need be.

After dressing up, I step out of the bathroom and find him on his knees with his phone pressed to his ear and his face pale.

"Jun?" I call and he looks at me with his eyes dead and blank, the look I have worked so hard to take away from him.

"What is wrong?" I ask him and walk slowly to him.

"It’s coming again...my heat" he says coldly.