Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 155: Little Jellyfish

Yujun’s POV

’My pup’ my omega whimpers, everything hurts right now, lying on my back seems to make the hurt even more as I turn to my side.

The pain I am feeling inside of me is excruciating.

It feels like something is tearing me apart, my head hurts and so does my stomach, it forces my eyes open, and I find three faces looking down at me.

Gawon, Jaehyun and Yunah, they are all looking at me with fear on their faces and panic in their eyes.

I can’t breathe properly and the words I want to say keep coming out as groans and short gasps.

I feel the bed dip beside me as Yunah climbs in, she’s crying for me, Jaehyun is starting to pace the room and Gawon is frozen.

I want to tell them not to worry, that I’m okay but I can’t formulate the words, I can’t even see clearly.

My sight blurs with tears as I breathe through my open mouth, fighting through the raw pain and frustration.

I clench my teeth as tears slip out of my eyes.

The pain gets even worse with each clench of my stomach, with each new memory that comes to light, and every new detail of how much of a terror Chan is, that returns to me.

The wall and the screams of be good that has been echoing in my head is slowly drying away...leaving my mind and my body like someone is performing a surgery on me.

A sharp pain shoots through my belly, causing my breath to cease and my heart race to increase.

I’m scared.

"Please..." I whimper and press my shaking hand down on my stomach, Jaehyun’s whimper makes me look up, and my omega whines at him in return...we want this to end.

We wanted to be with our alpha so bad, we imagined it being a beautiful union...not this.

The alpha looks like he’s on the verge of tears with worry.

"Hold on for me, Junnah...you just came back to me" he says and Yunah hugs me, leaning her weight as she pumps her pheromones to try and give me some comfort.

"Yujun-ssi...how does it feel?" Gawon asks and I try to look at her, but the pain is too much.

"Hurts...like my stomach is tearing itself apart from inside" I say and sob as her face morphs into pain, like what I am going through is something she recognizes.

Cho Yujin lost her baby due to stress...

The article I read about the omega comes back to my mind, and I shake my head, refusing to let it be my experience.

NO.

No, please, anything but that can happen to me...I am willing to suffer anything else but losing my baby.

The thought of losing my pup just when I have fallen in love with it breaks my heart, and I hear myself let out a guttural scream.

"NO!" I scream; the scream is so raw that I taste blood in my throat.

"My baby..." a choked cry leaves my lips.

"Mom will be here, y-you’ll be fine...please" Jaehyun says and runs his fingers through my hair.

My silent omega whines again, longer and more painfully as I lean into his touch.

I wish I never left. I wish I had stayed with Jaehyun here...

’What about Gawon?’ a part of me whispers and I shut my eyes, sniffling as more tears run down my cheeks.

If I had stayed here, Gawon would still be in that place, I brought her out but at what cost?

My phone chimes once, then twice, then again and again.

"Is that a text?" Gawon asks as she fishes the phone out of my pocket, she looks at the screen and freezes.

"What is it?" Jaehyun asks and Gawon hands the phone to me, with blurred sight and shaking hands, I read the texts.

Have you arrive?

It’s been two hours, Yujun, don’t you miss me?

I’m still waiting for you.

Yujun. How is your pup? Biologically it will take only one hour before you need me.

The text keeps coming and I growl at the phone with the little strength I can muster, growling as if the phone is Chan himself.

Do you feel it yet? I was the shield that kept your pup strong.

You need me.

The last text triggers all the hate I didn’t know is possible for me to have as I throw the device at the wall.

I cry out and wrap my arms around my stomach.

"Oppa" Yunah says and hold me even tighter, I will never go back there, I will never let him take advantage of me.

"Where is he?" Yeon enters the room, dressed in his nursing scrubs and a frown on his face.

He comes to my side, and my omega makes a pitiful noise, seeking comfort from the older male omega.

"Pup, are you okay?" he asks and I shake my head.

"It’s okay, everything is going to be okay, I will make sure of it" he says and press his hand to my forehead, my eyes slip shut from his touch.

I start to lose consciousness, but I can still hear the murmurs around me, my body is only present with them while the rest of me is gone.

The water I have become familiar with now around me.

I turn around to find the moon goddess and the jellyfish but I find only the small jellyfish.

The water moves me closer to it, and I see just how strongly it is glowing, the closer I get, the stronger the light becomes.

"Your glow is back?" I ask softly and I swim around it, watching the immaculate glow of the jellyfish.

It’s even more beautiful like this.

I place my hand on my stomach as a dull pain goes through me, even here, I can feel the pain from the real world.

I feel the pain but the jellyfish only grows strong, passing a message without words to me.

"You’re not leaving me?" I ask, my eyes fills with tears.

There is no response, no words but as I sniffle, I just know...everything will be fine.

My pup will be okay.

The smell of patchouli floods my nose, and I slip deeper into the waters.