Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 129: His golden eyes

Yujun’s POV

Yunah jerks again.

Her entire body is shaking, trying to fight for her life in the arms of Jaehyun, the alpha she chose to trust.

My words already hang in the air between me and Chan.

Jaehyun didn’t hear, too busy tending to Yunah to realize the sick request I just made.

Chan’s hazel eyes hold mine.

He stares wordlessly for a few seconds like the words I said are too hard to process.

"What?" he asks me quietly and I draw in a breath through my nose.

"Use your alpha voice on her" I repeat myself, louder and firmer, Jaehyun’s head snaps up and Chan’s face turns stony.

"No" he says and I growl at him.

"Use it" I insist and he shakes his head at me

"I won’t do that, you hated it when I used it" he says and I press my palms together, willing to beg for it.

Anything to save my sister from this pain.

If watching her like this hurts me this way, I wonder how much more it will be hurting her.

"Junnah, what are you talking about?" Jaehyun asks, still holding Yunah up in his arms, staring from Chan to me with confusion.

I don’t respond to Jaehyun, instead I keep my full attention on Chan.

I know he can do something, I know he can spare my sister of the pain.

"Please, I’m begging you, help my sister" I say, my pride melting away.

Have I ever even been given room to be proud?

All my life, I have been subjected to something, to someone...all of my life, except when I was Jaehyun’s and he was mine.

"I will do anything you want me to do, anything" I say and, in his eyes, something shifts.

He doesn’t speak just yet; he slowly tilts his head like he’s weighing my offer.

"Don’t say things that will get you in trouble" he says and I whisper another please.

"Okay" he says softly and moves forward to touch Yunah, but Jaehyun refuses to give her up to Chan, holding on to her like she’s his own.

"Jaehyun, let him help her" I say and a growl sound in his chest before he releases Yunah’s body slightly.

Even the young omega doesn’t want to be let go by him, she whimpers weakly but doesn’t open her eyes or move. 𝐟𝐫𝕖𝗲𝘄𝚎𝗯𝕟𝐨𝕧𝐞𝚕.𝕔𝕠𝐦

Bending forward, Chan holds her cheeks in his hands.

"Tell her to open her eyes" he says to Jaehyun, Jaehyun’s eyes turn red, he wants to refuse but he does it anyway.

"Pup, can you open your eyes for me?" Jaehyun asks her softly and she does, slowly opening her eyes.

They are still glassy and unseeing, still blue with her omega forcing the both of them into pain.

"Please..." I say, staying on the side of the bed and holding her small hand.

The little hands that have brushed my hair, treated my wounds, comforted my heart.

The hand that is always warm and full of life is now cold and clammy with sweat.

I won’t be able to go through life if anything ever happens to her.

"Look at me" Chan says, his eyes turning gold as he speaks and I see Jaehyun freeze.

"You will go to sleep and not hurt anymore" Chan says.

"You will have a good dream, no more mating bond breaking pain, in five hours, you will forget" he says and she keeps looking.

She doesn’t blink for the few moments of silence.

"Now sleep" he says and immediately, Yunah closes her eyes, and her entire body relaxes in Jaehyun’s hands.

"What have you done?" Jaehyun whispers, holding the sleeping girl close again.

"Helping her" Chan says as he returns to stand by where he had been observing everything from silently.

Jaehyun growls and looks at me with rage.

"You...how can you ask him to do that?" he asks me.

"I can’t watch my sister go through that pain! It’s too much" I say and he frowns at me, he looks disappointed.

"So you’ll take away her memory? Really?" he says and I hiss as tears fill my eyes.

Why are we fighting over this?

"Hwang Jaehyun, this is my family not yours" I say, my voice betrays the pain I’m feeling.

Hell, I know it’s wrong too but...Yunah.

She doesn’t look like she’s in pain anymore, she doesn’t look like she’s dying anymore.

Jaehyun doesn’t say anything else, he just turns his face to Yunah’s sleeping one, he looks so conflicted.

The three of us are on the same bed but are experiencing different feelings; Yunah, peaceful and asleep. Jaehyun, conflicted and in pain. Me, confused and divided.

"We have to leave" Chan says and I lift my head.

"Not yet" I say without looking at him.

"Yujun" he says my name in a tone that makes me turn my head to look at him.

"We need to leave now, your father is on the phone with a maid" he says and I sit up, "what?"

"How would you know that?" Jaehyun asks with a snarl.

Chan ignores the question and his ear twitches; a sign that he’s listening to an ongoing conversation even from here.

"He will be here in a few minutes" Chan says again, his face twists into a frown.

"What is it?" I ask, my hand subconsciously tightening around my sister’s hand.

"He’s furious, he will want to know about why his son is embarrassing him by sobbing and why..." his eyes drift to Jaehyun.

Jaehyun doesn’t give a reaction or a response, already knowing the dysfunctionality of my family firsthand.

"Why a rogue is in his home" Chan continues speaking, emphasizing on the last part.

Rogue. Mad man. Psychopath.

What will he say if he ever finds out that I am carrying the pup of a psychopath.

"Does he know about...about my pup?" I ask.

Chan holds my eyes for a few seconds.

He lets out a heavy sigh.

"He wants it gone"