The Mob Queen Wants to Claim Me for Herself (In a Reverse World)-Chapter 37: Eyes Like Constellations

[Adam's POV]

I'm floating somewhere between consciousness and oblivion, my mind drifting like a balloon untethered from reality. Time has no meaning anymore, minutes could be hours, hours could be days. The bedroom swims in and out of focus, the expensive decor blurring at the edges of my vision.

Caterina left me naked, perched on the end of our massive bed. My useless casted hands resting awkwardly in my lap. The racing helmet still encases my head, the visor tinting the world in a strange amber hue. It's hot inside, my breath fogging the interior, but removing it seems impossible with my shattered hands.

Through the tinted visor, I watch the bedroom door open. Caterina glides in, completely naked, her golden hair cascading over her shoulders. Even through my drug-addled haze, her beauty hits me like a physical force. Her statuesque figure moves with predatory grace, each step deliberate as she approaches.

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My body responds instantly, hardening at the sight of her perfect form despite everything she's done to me. The betrayal of my own flesh makes me want to scream, but the drugs muffle everything, transforming rage into a distant, muted sensation.

'At least she's hot.'

"Honey," she purrs, standing before me now, her crimson eyes level with my visor. "I need to take off the helmet now, okay?"

Her words reach me through layers of fog, taking too long to process. I blink slowly behind the mask, struggling to form a coherent thought.

"I feel like John Halo," I mumble.

Caterina's perfect brow furrows in confusion. "I... I have no idea what that means."

A sultry smile spreads across her face as she leans closer, her naked breasts inches from my visor. "Mr. Halo, the helmet needs to come off. It's pill time."

I stare at her through the abyss, trying to remember why I should be afraid. There's something important I should recall, something terrible, but it floats just beyond my grasp, dissolving like sugar in water whenever I try to focus on it.

"Kay," I slur, nodding slightly, the helmet suddenly feeling impossibly heavy on my shoulders.

Her hands move to the clasps beneath my chin, fingers working with practiced efficiency. The helmet lifts away, and cool air rushes against my sweat-dampened face. The world shifts from amber to normal colors, too bright, too sharp.

I blink rapidly, my eyes adjusting to the unfiltered light. Caterina stands before me, crimson eyes studying my face with that strange mixture of possession and concern that always leaves me feeling like a treasured pet rather than a person.

"There you are," she says with a warm smile that transforms her face, softening the sharp edges of her beauty into something almost nurturing.

She reaches for a small pill bottle on the nightstand, the orange plastic bright against the muted tones of the room. Her movements are languid and deliberate as she shakes a single white pill into her palm. The medication looks innocuous, tiny, and harmless, but I know better now.

Her crimson eyes never leave mine as she places the pill on her tongue, letting it rest there like a communion wafer. A sultry look crosses her face, her pupils dilating slightly as she watches my reaction.

"I'm glad you liked my cousin's helmet so much." She says through the pill. "She's an F1 driver."

"Nascar is kinda lame, though, isn't it," I mumble.

"No... Thats not... Nevermind."

Before I can process her words, she's moving toward me, straddling my lap with practiced ease. Her naked body radiates heat against mine, skin impossibly soft where it makes contact with my thighs. The weight of her feels both comforting and suffocating, a contradiction that mirrors everything about our twisted relationship.

Her hands cup my face, thumbs gently stroking my cheekbones with deceptive tenderness. She leans forward, her lips hovering just above mine, close enough that I can feel her breath warming my skin. "Open," she commands softly, the word barely more than a whisper.

My lips part automatically, body responding to her directive before my mind can intervene. She closes the distance between us, pressing her mouth to mine in a kiss that starts gentle before deepening with hungry intensity. Her tongue pushes the pill into my mouth, guiding it toward my throat with deliberate strokes that make swallowing reflexive.

I breathe out, my hard cock rubbing against her body, twitching with involuntary desire. The medication slides down my throat with ease, its journey into my system marked by the lingering taste of Caterina's mouth. A moan escapes me, low and guttural, an animal sound that seems to come from somewhere beyond my conscious control.

"More?" I hear myself ask, the word slipping out unbidden, a Pavlovian response to the promise of chemical escape.

She laughs, the sound musical and slightly unhinged, her crimson eyes gleaming with a manic light that would terrify me if I weren't already floating at the edges of consciousness. Her perfect white teeth flash in a smile that's equal parts affection and predation.

"Oh baby," she purrs, reaching back to the nightstand drawer, "today I'm gonna give you a few extra, okay? So hang in there, okay?"

Her fingers return with more pills than I can count at the moment. They rest in her palm like tiny white eggs. They're different shapes and colors. Part of me, some distant corner of my mind still capable of rational thought, wonders if I should even take them. It's not like it matters.

'Worst case, I die anyway.'

*****

The world dissolves into a kaleidoscope of sensation as the last pill melts beneath my tongue. Colors bleed into one another, the bedroom's cream walls pulsing with hidden patterns that seem to breathe and dance. Every texture feels amplified, the silk sheets beneath me like liquid silver against my skin, the air itself a tangible presence caressing every inch of my exposed body.

"Fuck," I mumble, my voice sounding distant and unfamiliar to my own ears. "Everything feels... different."

Caterina's face hovers above mine, her features impossibly beautiful, almost luminous. Her crimson eyes seem to contain entire universes, pupils dilated into black holes that threaten to pull me in completely.

"That's because you're feeling good," she whispers, her voice reverberating through me like music. "I gave you something special tonight."

My heart hammers against my ribs, each beat sending waves of pleasure cascading through my nervous system. Everything is connected, the pulse in my throat, the throbbing in my fingertips beneath their casts, the almost painful arousal between my legs. I can feel blood rushing through my veins, can practically hear the electrical impulses firing between neurons.

"Cat," I gasp, overwhelmed by the intensity of it all, "I need it. I need..."

She shifts her weight above me, the subtle movement sending a deluge of pleasure through my hypersensitive skin. Her naked body gleams with a thin sheen of sweat that makes her look like she's been dipped in liquid diamonds.

"I know," she purrs, her hand trailing down my chest, fingernails leaving trails of fire in their wake. "Look at you. So desperate."

She leans back while straddling me, her perfect body on display. The room's dim lighting catches the curves of her breasts, the smooth plane of her stomach, the slight flare of her hips. In this moment, she's terrifying and beautiful, a goddess of pleasure and pain who holds complete power over me.

Her hand wraps around my cock, and I nearly levitate off the bed. The touch is electric, sending currents of pleasure so intense they border on pain, shooting up my spine. My useless, casted hands twitch at my sides, desperate to touch, to hold, to claim some tiny fragment of control.

"You look like you're about to burst, baby," she says with a horny smile that transforms her face into something almost feral.

She looks at me with a wicked grin. "What do we say when you want your mistress to fuck you?"

My mind is a hazy blur of need and chemicals, but the answer spills from my lips with instinctive urgency. "Cat, please fuck me."

"Technically not correct." She tilts her head, weighing my words with a thoughtful expression that sends a shiver down my spine. "But...Cat is a better choice tonight," she decides, her voice softening into something almost tender. "Tonight, we're going to have loving, gentle sex, okay?"

Before I can respond, she's guiding my cock inside her, the sensation so overwhelming that I nearly black out from the sheer intensity of it. Her warmth envelops me completely, and she leans forward to hug me tight, holding me as if I might shatter under the weight of everything I'm feeling.

She starts to move, gently rocking her hips in slow, deliberate motions that draw whimpers from deep in my throat. Each thrust sends ripples of pleasure through my drugged body, the rhythm lulling me into a state of blissful surrender.

"Cat," I moan again. My casts rest uselessly at my sides while she does all the work, her naked body gliding against mine in a dance of friction and heat.

Her breath is hot on my neck as she whispers soothing reassurances between gasps of pleasure. "I've got you," she murmurs. "I'll take care of you."

The drugs amplify every sensation, turning each touch into an explosion of bliss that radiates through my entire being. Her fingernails scrape along my chest, and I shiver with delight. Her lips find mine, capturing them in a deep, possessive kiss that leaves me gasping for air and wanting more.

"You're mine," she breathes against my mouth, her voice fierce and loving all at once. "Only mine."

Her hips move with slow, deliberate precision, each thrust measured to bring me to the brink without letting me tip over the edge. It's maddening and intoxicating, a careful torture that leaves me panting and desperate beneath her.

"Caterina," I gasp, struggling to form words through the haze of overwhelming sensation. "I can't... it's too much..."

She laughs softly, a sound filled with affection and triumph. "There's no such thing as too much for you," she teases, her body moving faster now, driving me wild with need.

I feel like I'm coming apart at the seams, every nerve ending firing in euphoric harmony. My world narrows to the points of contact between us, her skin on mine, her breath mingling with mine.

"Please," I beg again, not even sure what I'm asking for any more.

Her hips move faster, and I'm teetering on the edge of something monumental. The world narrows to a pinpoint, focusing solely on the overwhelming sensations coursing through me. My body tenses, and I let out a raw, animalistic whimper as I explode inside her, every nerve ending lighting up in euphoric chaos.

I feel so overwhelmed with manufactured emotion mixing with my lust.

"I love you, Cat," I gasp, the words tumbling out before I can stop them. Regret hits me like a freight train, shame flooding in to fill the spaces between my rapid heartbeats. It was a slip, words said in a moment of drugged vulnerability.

'Fuck.'

Caterina's eyes light up with a passion I've never seen before. Her gaze is searing, and for a terrifying second, I think she might literally consume me.

"You love me," she says, her voice trembling with an intensity that makes my heart skip. "You really love me."

'God, no.'

Even as she holds me tight, my body is still responding, still hard inside her despite just coming. The drugs keep everything alive and electric, refusing to let any sensation fade.

"Cat," I mumble in disbelief, but she's already moving again, her hips rolling with renewed fervor.

"You have no idea how happy this makes me," she whispers fiercely. Her hands grip my shoulders like she's afraid I'll vanish if she lets go. "I love you too. More than anything."

'No.'

She rides me harder now, her movements fueled by an almost manic energy. My mind struggles to process what's happening, the mix of pleasure and emotion threatening to drown me completely.

"Fuck," I moan as she moves faster and faster, determined to wring every last bit of feeling from my overstimulated body.

She laughs breathlessly above me. "I'm going to make sure you never forget this night," she promises with wild determination.

The room twists around us as she drives me relentlessly toward another peak. My head is a dizzy mess of chemicals and emotions, each moment blurring into the next in an endless cascade of sensations.

"Cat!" I cry out again as I feel myself building toward another climax far too soon. She doesn't slow down.

"Cum for me again," she urges with desperation in her voice. "Give it all to me."

I'm helpless against the tide that crashes over me once more, my entire body convulsing with the force of it as I spill into her again. She holds me through it all, her presence grounding and overwhelming at the same time.

I collapse back onto the bed, gasping for air while she watches me with those impossibly bright eyes that seem to see right through all my defenses.

Caterina looks at me like she won the lottery. "Say it again."

I stare at her mouth ajar, feeling like a complete drug addict, scared and lost, wondering what I did in my other life to be here now.

"SAY IT!" Caterina screams with a deranged smile.

I give up another piece of me as I sink further into the event horizon.

"I love you," I speak with complete resignation.