The Lycan king-Chapter 91

Chapter 91

*Leonora*

Everything had changed. Not in a good way but definitely in a bad way. That weekend left an ugly taste in my mouth and I don’t think Jax and I could ever recover from it. That weekend, I saw a part of Jax I never knew existed or maybe I did and I just didn’t want to believe. I had been telling myself all these while that I should fully trust him and if I didn’t there was no need being with him not knowing he didn’t trust me around other guys.

That night I had begged him to take me home and he refused so I walked for a couple of blocks until someone offered me a ride. Imagine seeing a girl walking, heels in hand and crying her heart out. On getting to the apartment, Jax was waiting outside and when he saw that it was a man, he walked to the apartment we were staying at and locked me out. I had to go to my apartment and sat outside until Devon and Bethany opened for me. I slept on the couch that night with a pillow on my head, trying to drown out the sounds of Devon and Bethany.

Ever since then, I had stayed clear of Jax. The moment he brought me home, I went over to his room and packed a few of my things back to the room Bethany and I shared. I didn’t want to give Jax anymore access to me. He had shown me that he doesn’t me and I’m not sure I can trust him too. All our plans of trying for a baby we’re thrown out the window and I didn’t care.

"You’re going to have to talk to Jax some day." Bethany said as she walked into our room holding a tray of food and I shrugged. Bethany was on my side but she had been trying to get me to talk to Jax, which I didn’t want to.

"That some day should be on the coronation day. I don’t want anything to do with him." I said as I sat up and walked to the window that had a little cut out and a small bed. That was where we had our food. We usually looked at the compound and talked.

Bethany walked towards me and I perceived the orange juice with made my stomach churn. As she walked closer the feeling of nausea hit me and I had to run in the bathroom. I fell to the ground and threw up in the toilet.

"Are you okay?" I heard Bethany ask as she walked to me. "What just happened?"

"I don’t know. The smell of the orange juice made me nauseous." Bethany handed me a glass of water and I rinsed my mouth before getting up and flushing the toilet. "Maybe the juice is bad." 𝗳𝚛𝚎𝚎𝘄𝕖𝕓𝕟𝕠𝚟𝚎𝕝.𝗰𝕠𝐦

"No it was freshly squeezed. Maybe you’re pregnant?" Bethany offered and I shook my head. When we went to the doctor, no one mentioned anything about me being pregnant and we didn’t have sex after that.

"No. I’m not. Just take the juice away." I said as Bethany picked it up and drank a bit of it before talking it to the bedside table. I knew she wasn’t going to throw it away. She loved Orange juice.

"You really have to talk to Jax now. What if you’re pregnant. You guys can’t keep fighting throughout the whole pregnancy. It’s not fair to you and your baby." Bethany said as she walked back to join me.

"I am not pregnant! We are not ready for a child. I can’t have a child with a man that cannot trust me." I confessed. That was the one thought that had been playing my mind since that weekend. "Lets just focus on the coronation and get it over with."

"I’m really sorry that your wedding won’t be like you wanted it to be." Bethany said as she pulled me in for a hug. When it came to the decor, it was exactly what I wanted but when it came to the relationship, It wasn’t. I wanted to be in a love filled relationship with a man I was head over in heels for and I wanted him to feel the same way about me but it seemed like every single time Jax and I finally get some sort of normalcy, he reverts back to this evil thing. I was tired of it. I wasn’t sure if I would even take him back after this. It was better if we just stayed in our separate place and lived separate lives.

Bethany pulled away from me. "It’s not a big deal." I brushed her off. I picked up the cup of coffee and a wave of nausea hit me. I dropped he cup and ran to the bathroom. I fell to my knees on the floor and quickly threw up in the toilet.

"Here, take some water." I heard Bethany say as she handed me a glass of water. I rinsed my mouth and spat it out. I felt so tired and weak from the running. I just wanted to sleep.

"That coffee is definitely bad." I said to Bethany and she walked out of the bathroom. I placed the cup beside me as I tried to catch myself. I didn’t think I had to energy to stand up again.

What if I was really pregnant?

There is a possibility that I was seeing that Jax and I weren’t really holding back and we never used protection. Not even once. There was no way I could trace the exact day I got pregnant.

Bethany walked back into the bathroom holding a cup of coffee. "We will test this again. I want to be very sure." She passed the cup in front of my nose and the nausea hit me again.

I quickly threw up inside the toilet. I felt so weak and I wasn’t use if I had the strength to do this test.

"There’s no denying it. You’re definitely pregnant."