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MTL - Sweetest Top Actress in My Home-Chapter 836 I feel bad
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Ren Xinghe finished his last sentence, leaned into Ku Jie's arms, and fell asleep to sleep.
When she woke up again, her mind was awake a lot, but her throat was still dumb, and the man who had taken care of her all night was really sleepy on the sofa beside him.
Perhaps feeling her eyes, Ku Jie suddenly opened her eyes and looked at her: "Awake?"
Ren Xinghe stood up, with a little sickness: "Last night ... did I talk nonsense again?"
Ku Jie also stood up and looked at her: "What kind of nonsense?"
"For example, I'm tired ... I can't keep it up ... and so on," Ren Xinghe explained. "When I'm unconscious, it's easy to shout this slogan."
Ku Jie heard the words, chuckled, and squatted beside her: "Before me, allow you to be weak."
"Then don't take it seriously, no matter if I say I can't persevere or if I want to give up, don't take it seriously."
Ku Jie nodded her nose and nodded. "Not serious."
Last night, for Ren Xinghe, it was a divestiture and transformation.
Withdraw from the shadow of any mother completely.
So for Ren Xinghe, this is not a bad thing.
"Want to sleep or get up for breakfast?"
Ren Xinghe came here last night and hadn't had time to look at Ku Jie's private space. Moreover, she felt drowsy for a night and felt only weak.
"I choose to get up ..."
"The bathroom has new toiletries, brand new, but a bit masculine, you can bear it."
Ku Jie helped her to get up and watched her enter the bathroom before he went downstairs and cooked a pot of white porridge.
After Ren Xinghe closed the bathroom door, she saw herself in the mirror. Because she had a fever and sweat, she now looked embarrassed and embarrassed. Her clothes were sticky and uncomfortable.
Later, Ren Xinghe began to look around the man's bathroom. There were traces of industrial style everywhere, but it was tidy and clean, and it seemed to be even hotel-like.
He shouldn't go home much ...
Ren Xinghe guessed right, because there was almost no life in this home.
Many things haven't even been able to tear off the labels.
After Ren Xinghe refreshed quickly, she went downstairs and saw the busy figure of the open kitchen. She sat down at the bar and said, "Why don't you come home?"
Ku Jie is pouring milk. He hears the inquiry and nods. "There is a rest room in Agency X, and there are other places to stay."
"Can you ... tell me your loved ones?"
Ku Jie put the hot milk in front of Ren Xinghe, and then sat down opposite her: "I don't know where to start, you ask, what you ask, what I answer."
"parents?"
Ku Jie ’s pupils are deeper, and he smiles. For him, recalling things before the age of eight is the same as Jiang Yuning ’s feelings about the ruins of a 19-year-old family. Of course, he has experienced more and more than Jiang Yuning. profound.
When Ren Xinghe saw that he looked different, he immediately understood what it was, and quickly waved his hand: "If it is a bad memory and you don't want to remember it, don't think about it. I'm not curious. You don't need to know so clearly."
"Nothing can't be said." Although Ku Jie's mouth was frank, but his tone was wrong. "I have no parents. After eight years old, I was funded by Uncle. When I was in college, I knew that Uncle's family had difficulties, so he left his studies. When I returned to China, I entered the entertainment industry and set up X to take care of my sister. "
"Why ... didn't ...?"
"My father was born by name, but compared to Uncle, he can only be called passable. He was a professor at the university, and then went through a blind date to marry my mother. At first, the two met each other like a guest. My father's first love found him. The two didn't know how to get together. They were also discovered by my mother. At that time, my mother was in the confinement. She suffered from postpartum depression. "
When Ren Xinghe heard this, he immediately caught Ku Jie's hand.
"She was unsuccessful and was stopped by my grandmother. But after that, her spirit was not normal, and because of my crying, she ... tried to strangle me several times."
"But even so, my father still fooled around with his first love, and this family relationship has spent such an abnormal year."
Ren Xinghe's heart was choked tightly by Ku Jie's frustrated words, and it hurt a lot.
She thought of meeting Ku Jie for the first time and contacting him for the first time. He seemed to be naturally immune to the family ethical dog blood plot.
Ren Xinghe felt that he was not sympathetic and even indifferent, and could speak such cruel and realistic words to the children.
Want to come now ...
Ren Xinghe couldn't listen anymore, suddenly got up from the chair, walked around behind Ku Jie, and lay on his back: "Don't say it ... don't say it ... I feel bad."
Ku Jie immersed in his thoughts and continued:
"My mother's illness was good and bad, and I was very scared of her stimulation when I was young, because she had no other outlet for venting, she could only be angry with me. This kind of life of embarrassment lasted until eight years old. I remember that year My father came to my mother to divorce with his first love with a big belly. My mother went crazy and beat them both. The man was crazy and the other child was gone. There is no need for this family to exist anymore. After that, I Uncle came forward, took me, and finally pulled me back to the track of a normal person. "
Ku Jie didn't tell anyone about these things.
Even Jiang Yuning didn't fully understand the details of the year.
His childhood encounters made him very numb to the outside world and lacked empathy. If Jiang Zhitong had used a lot of love to drag him back, he might be a perverted murderer now.
Over the years, times have changed. Although these things are not enough to affect his world view of life, he is still troubled by nightmares.
Resentment and anger, only then, will be so intense that there is nowhere to vent.
Fortunately, Jiang Yuning and Gouzi were surrounded by a group of people. Although they were noisy, they always dragged him forward.
At this moment, Ren Xinghe didn't speak, and hugged him tightly from behind: "It's all gone, isn't it?"
"Um." Kujie nodded. "So Xinghe, sometimes, I envy you. After enduring so much pain and suffering so much damage, you still have a firm goal and you will go all out. To achieve, but I did not. "
"My sister, I'm very happy now, I don't need me anymore, I don't need me anywhere, so I'm panicked, I keep learning and changing status, but I never find my value in where."