MTL - Quick Wear: The Host is Dangerous and Sultry-Chapter 1043 Women disguised as men: the delicate palms of powerful officials (44)

   Chapter 1043 Women disguised as men: the palms of powerful ministers (44)

   Concubine Zhao stumbled back to her room, holding the handkerchief in her hand, recalling the past, and tears could not stop falling.

   What a similar scene just today!

   At that time, she was just as old as her daughter is now. She thought that with her skills, knowledge and insights far beyond the people here, she could change everything and firmly control her destiny in her own hands.

   But the reality, the **** reality, still gave her a slap in the face.

   At that time, she was two months pregnant, kneeling straight on the ground, and her eyes were as stubborn as her child today.

   Her father's slap slapped her, her face slanted to one side, blood overflowing from her mouth, and she was dizzy. But when she looked at the people around her, she only felt cold and endless ridicule.

  My father always wanted to make the family's property bigger and ignored his children, not to mention that she was just an insignificant prostitute. This is the first time that she has received so many people's attention.

   "You say it again, to marry or not to marry?"

   She did not compromise: "That person said that he would come to marry me."

Her father smiled sarcastically at her: "It's been a long time, and he hasn't come back. If you look like this, it's not bad if someone wants you, otherwise you'll only have to soak in the pig cage! My father is hiding this for you. It's already made the whole family risk beheading for you!"

   She clutched her hands tightly, with a sense of uncertainty in her heart, but compared to the pain of her lover abandoning her, what she couldn't do was to arbitrarily arrange her life like this.

So she sneered: "It sounds grand, but father, are you really for me? Have you ever come to see me once? Have you ever had a daughter like me in your heart? If not this time. The person who takes your fancy to your daughter is the current prime minister, who can take care of you in business, will you still present my daughter as a gift like I am now?"

   But my father would never have imagined that everything he wanted in his life had already been easily squeezed into her hands, and it was even a thousand times bigger! She wants all the industries in this area, the entire Kyoto, to be held in her hands, and she wants her father to have no place in this world, and be driven out of the capital in vain!

   But all this, she will not tell him. Because he doesn't deserve it! It's a pity that she was born in a merchant family, and there is only so much she can see and hear.

   "You!" Her father's eyes widened, and another slap slapped her to the ground.

   "You are like this, you are lucky to be alive!"

   Feeling the dull pain in her stomach and her hot cheeks, everyone surrounded her, watching from the sidelines, there were accusations all around, and they wanted to spit two saliva on her face. He accused her of being a womanizer and had a two-month-old child before she got married; accused her of not keeping her filial piety and, as a child, dared to talk back to the father who gave birth to him; accused her of being inhumane as a member of the Zhao family One of them dared to disobey the Sheng family and waste hundreds of Zhao family lives.

  Yes, it's all her fault, it's her fault. But, is it her fault? Is it her fault, or the whole world? !

   She covered her face, crying and laughing, but there was not a single tear on her face. There is no pain inside, no sadness, just endless despair.

   She was deeply disappointed, and more and more disappointments accumulated into despair, towards the world in front of her.

But she still stubbornly insisted: "It's just a child, if he doesn't come to me, it's a big deal. But it's impossible for me to marry into the prime minister's mansion!" If a man makes a mistake, he can start over. She is still young, She can afford to lose! But if you enter the prime minister's mansion and enter that cage for the rest of your life, then everything will really be ruined.

   "Look! Everyone, come and see, that's what a man can say!" They pointed at her.

   She also sneered.

   It doesn't matter if she doesn't agree, she doesn't need anyone's approval here, she just feels disgusting to stay here. What will the people of the Xiangfu have to do with the Zhao family and her, they are not worthy of her to worry about their lives! She's going to get out of here, run away

   It's just all that, when her blind mother arrived, it all collapsed.

  Niang has suffered so much in her life, and she has worked so hard to pull her up so that she will not starve to death, and then she has what she is today. But now she was groping all the way over, and the first thing she did was punch and kick her, crying out of breath.

   "Yu Ru, you ruined the family! Are you worthy of the Zhao family and your father!"

   The dry tears filled up again, and she collapsed to the ground weakly.

   Mother, don't you know that I have only you, I have only you, you don't know, why don't you stand on the same side as me, why didn't you stand with those people when I suffered the most painful thing in my life? why why why? ! you tell me why...

   Am I really wrong? ! Maybe it's wrong

   It's that I'm so outrageous, that I'm really so deviant, that I'm sorry for the world, that I'm a heinous sinner! Otherwise. Why even you are unwilling to stand by my side?

   Her heart began to shake, but she still had a glimmer of hope, it was that man.

   He clearly said that he loved her, and he clearly said that he would come back to find her.

   But on that day, when she saw the man in the dragon robe passing by, she already understood, that man, he really won't come back.

   In this world, she is alone, she comes alone, and she also goes alone.

   She is still married.

   Dressed up to get married, red makeup, no smile on his face, and a cold heart.

  These **** dignitaries, most of the dignitaries in this world deserve to die!

She married for herself and for the entire Zhao family. Even though no one in the entire Zhao family was worthy of her efforts, even though her father was born without raising and was inhumane, in her life, she still had to serve those who were not worth it. people pay. Why? Maybe she was born to atone for her sins. Who makes every child have to do her minimum filial piety? Your parents are already kind to you when they give birth to you. Why are they not important to you? What matters is that you should be filial. Those who are not filial are guilty. You should enter the eighteenth hell!

   "In the beginning of human beings, their nature is good, their natures are similar, and their habits are far apart."

With children reading to her, she sneered: "In the beginning, **** must be evil, and as time goes by, it will get worse and worse. Those so-called sage books just teach people how to hide Arouse their own evil, and use a sanctimonious delusion to drive those weaker people, blind their ears and eyes, and make them foolishly enslaved by others, thinking they have done the right thing, paralyzing themselves , self-motivated."

   (end of this chapter)