MTL - Mr. Rong’s Lovelorn Diary-Chapter 43

He has been depressed for too long.

The feeling of Chen Kezhen has long since deviated from the category of heartbeat, and even if he deliberately ignores it, he cannot be self-defeating. Such emotions gradually swelled and thrived on his chest, and when he had to face it, he had already filled all his thoughts.

Yi Yi can't hold it anymore. Can only be controlled by it.

But the impulse is ultimately a bad thing.

Chen Kezhen’s lips are as soft as in memory. But unlike the original, he was a stiff person.

The pleasure of a kiss that is not answered is fleeting.

Yi Yi quickly returned.

He thought in a panic, Chen Kezhen was not surprised if he was scared by himself, because he himself was scared by himself.

But when he saw Chen Kezhen’s expression at the moment, this psychological construction still could not produce any effect.

Chen Kezhen looked pale. In the few seconds when the two stupidly stood in the same place, he seemed to be trying to endure anything, but soon he unnaturally lowered his head and reached for his mouth.

He seemed to want to say something in the helpless sight, but he didn't open it at the end. He just waved his hand and walked quickly to the trash can by the roadside.

While he was uncontrollably squatting on the ground, Yan Yi stood in the same place and looked at him quietly.

He felt his palms cool.

Chen Kezhen is still the same as the previous times. He can't spit out anything. He tries to endure and can't control the physiological nausea. Soon his eyes become red, and his eyes are all tears caused by discomfort.

It looks pitiful.

I think, this seems to be harmful to me.

So he looked around and found a convenience store and went in and bought a bottle of water. When he came out of the convenience store, Chen Kezhen had already stood up and looked awkward and seemed to be looking for him.

When Chen Yi went to him and handed the water over, Chen Kezhen obviously stunned.

When he took the water, two people spoke at the same time: "I'm sorry."

Yi Yi hesitated, and then Chen Kezhen smiled and said: "I am rude, you and I apologize for what you do. You are not the first time to spit on me."

Chen Kezhen obviously did not expect that he would react like this. He carefully asked with a water bottle: "...not angry?"

"No," Yi Yi shrugged. "You can't control this kind of thing yourself."

"For the time being," Chen Kezhen looked at him. "But if you don't mind, actually I already..."

"I have already learned the lesson." Yi Yi said.

Chen Ke stunned.

Yi Yi turned his head and stopped looking at him: "I am bothering you, deliberately scaring you."

He said that after waiting for a while, Chen Kezhen did not say anything. So he frowned and continued: "Don't come and provoke me later."

Chen Kezhen took a step in his direction: "Yi Yi, I..."

"I suddenly remembered that there was still something," Yi Yi interrupted him. "Go ahead."

Yi Yi feels that if he stays for another second, he will break.

He planted the second time in the same pit. The first time it was a fall and fall, what about now?

In these days, he walked around the pit, carefully looked inside, cheated himself and was not attracted, and then went in again without paying attention.

It was his own intention to jump in. But it is also possible that from the beginning, he has not really climbed out.

After Yi Yi knew it, he found that he might have been clear in the subconscious, but he was not willing to admit it. After all, if he changed to other objects, why did he endure to not over-interpret the other party's behavior?

He talked to many people about love in imaginary. Fantasy itself is a very happy thing. He can brain up any one who looks at the pleasing object how to spend the rest of his life with him, and then he will face it for a while, and will not go too far.

Think about it, no loss, no harm to anyone, self-satisfaction, what is wrong.

But not against Chen Kezhen, he did not dare. He is afraid that those sweet dreams will be sad if they are poked.

It seems that I can't say exactly where it is, but he is the one who is different.

Yi Yi arrived home late.

When he entered the door, he was very careful, for fear that he would make a little noise, and even the lights in the corridor did not open. When he finally got into the house and closed the door, he finally got a sigh of relief.

Chen Kezhen did not find him. However, it may have been discovered, but I feel that there is no need to say hello, so I ignore it.

No matter which one you do, don't let him and this person take photos for the time being.

I swayed for a few hours outside without aiming, and when I finished lying in the bed, I found that my legs were sour. Obviously very tired, but closed his eyes but could not sleep at all.

What happened in these two days was one by one in front of his eyes.

Chen Kezhen said that he felt that wearing a white suit would be particularly good-looking, and he said that he wanted to eat the sauce radish he made. He smiled at him and took his hand.

He is really shameless.

It’s so cute.

Yi Yi buried his head in the quilt and felt his ears creak. He suddenly felt a little regret. Why are you so impulsive? It’s not good to continue to get along if you have nothing to do. He can still cook for him every day, listen to his praises, talk to him often, and occasionally make noises, angry at him but quickly reconciled. Those sad childhood experiences, Chen Kezhen is also willing to tell him without reservation. That should be an intimate proof.

... Is it all done by yourself?

Yu Yi got out of the quilt and stared at the dark-painted room.

This way, not only can you not sleep, your brain will explode. After turning it over several times, he simply picked up the phone.

Open the circle of friends and flip it over and find that the world is in addition to him, it seems that everyone is immersed in happiness.

Some friends are in the sun to decorate half of the new house photos, some people are traveling with lovers, and others have posted a weekend meal with their family. Xiao Wenluo, who had just met him, sent a photo a few hours ago. On the screen, a little girl, who was about four or five years old, was resting in his arms and fell asleep.

He wrote: Thank you for your concern, my little princess is nothing.

Chen Kezhen ordered a compliment below. So Yi Yi immediately ordered not to be outdone.

Turn it forward again and see that Zhou Li also sent a circle of friends to thank the care. But the content is a bit scary.

He said that Mimi, who was secretly thrown out by him, finally recovered.

Before feeling that this snake was really fateful, he suddenly had a surprised discovery. Below this circle of friends, there is a familiar but unexpected person.

Liu Yuan, who should have had no contact with Zhou Li and had not exchanged contact information, poked his heart and left a message.

"It’s so hard today, take a break early."

Even more frightening is that Zhou Li also replied.

"You too."

Yi Yi was a bit embarrassed for a moment. These two people, who have been secretly expecting to develop, actually quietly made progress in places he could not see. This was supposed to be a delightful thing, but before she was happy, she couldn’t help but think of her tragic self.

It is also a difficult group to get out of the group. Zhou Li is completely different from him.

This omega is beautiful, cute, full of charm, and is enthusiastically pursued by countless Alpha. As long as he is willing, he can start a romantic relationship at any time.

Yi Yi has always been envious. But at the moment, he feels that he may be a little bit embarrassed.

Fortunately, the emotion that made him feel self-loathing did not last long. Because he suddenly realized that he didn't need to be liked by too many people.

He only wants to be liked by one person now.

He wants to talk to that person again, he can even pretend that he is really an Alpha. Compared with Zhou Li, he is even more stunned by the predecessor who died in Chen Ke's mouth.

This person is so annoying, has such a good lover, but does not know how to cherish.

So good. People feel that nothing is good, and feel that everything is good.

It’s still uncomfortable to go to work.

The lack of sleep was all day long, and it was only when I got off work that I started thinking about whether it would be too embarrassing to sit at the table with Chen Kezhen face to face at night.

Save a message from Zhou Li.

He looked particularly broken, sent a series of crazy little soybeans, and said: "I can't stand it! I have to resign!"

Yi Yi only hesitated for a second and replied.

"What's the matter? If you are not happy, do you want to come out and have a meal?"

Just right, he also wants to ask him how Liu Yuan is related.

After arrogantly giving Chen Kejun a takeaway, he and Zhou Li met at a restaurant in the middle of the two-person company.

When Zhou Li sat down, he spoke madly, and the point of complaint was actually his boss.

I never thought that Li Xiaoran was still stunned by Zhou Li’s guilty after such a thing happened. But at the same time, he couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed.

After this person experienced the transition from the male **** to the **** in his mind, it has become a little pitiful now.

It was also a flower of Gaoling in the same year, but it was designed by a person who did not love at all, and was forced to marry. In such a blow and a long and cage-like marriage, it is not uncommon for a person to change his mind.

"This person actually told me that he wanted to divorce me and his other half," Zhou Li looked unbelievable. "I rely on him, he is still married, I don't know! He wants to divorce me." Speaking like I am a third party? I obviously can't see him running too late!"

Yi Yi was a little surprised. The separation of these two people may not be a good thing. He just did not expect that Li Xiaoran seems to be quite serious about Zhou Li.

"Why don't you help me with him!" Zhou Li angered the table.

Yi Yi did not know from which angle to cut into. In his mind, Li Xiaoran was suddenly miserable. I finally decided to get rid of the mistakes of the past and embrace the new spring. The result was that he avoided him. From this wonderful way of pursuing, it may be ridiculous that the true love experience in his life.

People can't help but want to order a candle for this once-popular person.

"I will write a resignation report when I go back," Zhou said. "Go to fucking. Just I want to find a chance to travel. Do you have any interest, we can come together!"

Yi Yi heard the words and suddenly remembered one thing.

Not long ago, he bought a round-trip ticket for the fans who participated in the idol, just this weekend.

There have been too many things happening recently and I almost forgot.