MTL - In Search of Love-Chapter 117 Publishing Fanwai 1

Yan Feize has experienced many times in this life. If there is a gathering, there will be a difference. This has always been very open.

In fact, it is not that he wants to open. To be exact, it should be helpless, and he can accept this helplessness.

When I was a child, I was separated from my parents. After I became an adult, I was separated from Master. These are helpless and forever. I will never see you again. I can only think of each other in my heart.

Not to mention the inseparable friends and acquaintances of those who are not clear, those who have not been worried about it. It is too normal to get together, but he is not in the heart.

He has always been a person, he thinks he will be alone. Even if he received the apprentice, he did not intend to spend the rest of his life with the apprentice. After the apprentice Yicheng, he would travel to the sea like his master.

His life was originally arranged in this way.

However, that day, he met his girl.

He no longer wants to be alone.

He hopes to be with his girl.

However, she said no.

No? He is a little panicked.

He clearly saw the affection for him in her eyes, and he clearly felt her love and attachment to him. Why not? He is not convinced, he just wants to be with her.

As a result, she said that her hometown is too far away, far from the two worlds, and that distance is not a measure of the mountains and rivers. After all, she is going to go back, and in that place, he can't get there. She said that if the end of the game is known to be cruel, then why should you deceive yourself to be able to defend and stay sad?

So, no.

No? But even if the ending is cruel, he still loves her at the moment, and he loves his life. Moreover, she is in front of him, and she always sees that she is in a state of urgency, but she cannot support her. Is this not cruel? The cruelty of the future will be put forward in the present, just as sad. Since the horizontal and vertical sides are sad, why can't they be together?

Yan Fei Ze himself is not a coward. He thinks he is brave enough. He has the courage to bear such sadness. He also has the courage to keep some hope. In case, he is thinking, in the end, they can not be separated? I have not grasped the present, and the possibility of the future that has not yet happened is delayed. Is this kind of thing too stupid?

He has enough courage, he does not accept this.

And his girl is finally brave with him.

They finally came together. They became pro, he is her husband, she is his wife.

He hugs her every day, cooks for her, takes her to many places, tells stories for her, he likes to watch her laugh, and likes to tease her, let her pout and slap him a little temper.

He thought that he was really stupid in the past. How could he think that he was alone and old? Such a life is really not interesting. Now, like this, his girl, with him, whether he drinks water or breathes, becomes happy.

But no matter how happy, the shadow is still there. She knows that he also knows that one day will come.

They are powerless to stop.

冉非泽 comforts himself, even if his girl does not return home, there will be old and sick, and the departure will come sooner or later. Therefore, he should not be stunned and should not complain. He is with her, how long it will take for a long time, and it will be forever.

Although I always think like this, I encourage myself from time to time, but when I don’t leave, I am caught off guard.

That night he held her to sleep, his hand held her, he was in a good mood, she was still beside him, he slept soundly, was not disturbed by anything, not even a dream.

But when he woke up, his girl was gone.

A coat of clothing, a red bracelet, lying quietly beside him, and she was gone.

He didn't move, so he lay quietly and looked at the empty position. In fact, he couldn't move, and his mind was empty and there was no response. He couldn't think, he couldn't move.

After a long time, the heartache swarmed and drowned him.

He thinks that feeling should be just pain, not sadness, not panic, not despair. Just think - pain.

He was lying there, his posture did not change, as if she was still in his arms, he still held her hand. In fact, he even felt that she was accompanying him not far away. She is now awake in her hometown, and she must be accompanying him as he is to her. They are not separated, just, they exist in different places.

He was lying for a long time and finally got up. He folded his girl's clothes, put them into the suitcase, and put her red bracelet into her arms. Then he washes and cooks, and it seems that the day is as usual.

They said yes, the day of separation will come, but they have to know each other, they are all good, so it is good.

This kind of thing, he has experienced it once before. At that time, it was actually more fierce than this time, because that time she died in front of him, but he did not find the corpse, he liked this time, collected her things, and tried to calm down. It was only then that he did not have confidence in her. He was full of hope, he waited, he found a lot of things to do, he desperately cast weapons, he let himself be spared. That time, he waited for half a year.

But this time is different, this time she did not encounter anything. Yan Feize stopped the action of eating. He made a stay for a while. He thought that he had just thought wrong. It was not the last time it was more tragic. It should be this time.

This time, calm is like - farewell.

Yan Feize dumped the rest of the rice. He went to chopping wood, picking water, took a rag and wiped the inside and outside of the room. He looked at all the furniture again. He needed to repair it and he made it all over again. . After all the things have been done, the day is still not black, and the time is really slow.

Yan Feize went out and walked away, not far away, just like when his girl was still there, he took her to go for a walk. He remembers what the girl said to him when he came under the tree. He remembered that when he walked to the mound, he helped her to stand up and smell the flowers on the tree. He remembered that they had been walking to the river, where they were full. An unknown little flower, she said beautiful, she likes it. He looked at her at the time and told her that according to the worldly vision, the girl could not talk about beauty, but he liked it.

Old lady, she is still blushing. She pretended to be annoyed and she was so cute. She said that she is a beautiful woman. Your aesthetic here is too problematic. He was teased and laughed, his girl, he really liked it.

Yan Fei Ze walked around, not far from the distance, but when he came back to God, the sky was already dark.

Yan Feize returned to the house and made a meal for himself. He can't be hungry, his girl knows he will blame him. He thinks that his girl will take care of herself in her hometown because she knows that if she is not good to herself, he will be angry.

The food is still done in the past, but he can't taste anything, just fill his stomach. Then he washed the dishes and cleaned up the house, then he took a shower and washed himself, and he cleaned himself. His girl was happy, he knew.

Going to bed, can't sleep, and being empty, I really don't get used to it. He pulled a quilt and hugged it in his arms. Although he was not as comfortable as his girl, he was better than nothing. He said to his girl in his heart: "Xiao Pei, you are not used to it, it doesn't matter, don't cry, sleep well. Tomorrow is another day."

Will there be new hopes for the new day?

The result is no.

The days of the next day are generally the same, lonely, boring, and painful inside.

The day of the third day is also general, emptiness, loneliness, and inner pain.

The days of the fourth day are also average.

The fifth day, the sixth day, the seventh day... still the same.

He was waiting for a month, and nothing happened, so he began to pack his bags. No matter where he is, when his girl returns, he will fall by his side, every time, so he thinks, he can leave.

Leave here and go to a place close to her.

In this way, when she can come back, will there be less roads and less hard work?

Yan Feize sorted out the big bag and packed it up. Before leaving, he wrote a letter to Jiu Shiba and Bai Yulang. Why did he write this letter? He was a little confused. He rarely wrote letters to his friends. Anyway, nothing happened, but this time I don’t know why, he always I think he should explain it.

He did not say that his girl left. He only said that he and the girl went east. I don’t know how to return. He let Bai Yulang be in good condition, and he remembered to help him pass on his craft. The two letters were very simple. He quickly finished writing, carrying a baggage, went to the next city, and asked people to send the letter out. It was not easy for Zeeton to feel relaxed. It seems that everything is gone. He can safely go east.

Su Xiaopei said that her hometown is in the far east. Su Xiaopei also said that she is from another world, and that it is impossible for him to arrive.

These are not remembered, but he still wants to go east, whether he can or not. In the far east, there is his girl.

Zhai Feize went to many places. He saw the beauty stop and watched a few more. He hoped that if he could see the girl again, he could tell her where the scenery was very good and he wanted to take her. He would stop at the interesting town, and he thought that if he could see the girl again, he would have to take her to live here. He saw that the girl who would sell the food would think of the girl. When she saw the puppy fight, she would think of the girl. When she saw the official door, she would think of the girl. When she saw someone wearing a sultry hat, she would think of the girl.

He always thought of her, did not dare not, he was afraid to forget.

He kept walking, did not dare to stop, and went east.

Every time he goes to a place, he will inquire about the local old temple. The girl’s hometown is old, and the old lady sent her to his side. Why didn’t he jump out and say to him here that your destined person is in another place, and I will send you there.

If that is the case, he will definitely say to him: "Do not delay, hurry."

Unfortunately, there has never been an old age. He worshipped a temple through a temple and only worshipped the old man. But he never asked for a question, he didn't need it, and he already knew it, but he didn't want to despair.

Although she disappeared, he just refused to despair. The last time I waited for half a year, the girl did not come back. Waiting, he can stand it. His girl has him in his heart, how can he despair?

He went east and went east.

He went very far and couldn't remember how far it was. He passed many landscapes and met many people. He was hungry, injured, helped many people, and got help from many people. He turned over the mountains, crossed the river and crossed the town. He didn't go fast. He likes to look at trees, especially the tall and thick trees. Every time his girl appears on the tree, he sees countless trees, and sometimes he even jumps to the tree to sit. However, his girl has not appeared.

He went east, this way, he met a girl who loved him. He met someone who said he was a pro, he always smiled and said: "I am sorry, I have a wife, she returned to her family to live, I am going to pick her up."

"Where is she?" Many people asked him.

"In the East." He replied. He smiled heartily and answered calmly. His pain was buried in his heart. Other people could not see it. He only envied that it must be a good girl and had a good blessing.

On that day, Zhai Feize passed a month old temple, and he went in and worshiped as usual. When I came out, I saw an old man screaming at him: "Can this strong man have a glimpse?"

Yan Feize shook his head and gave him a gift and was ready to leave.

"The marriage of the strong men is very dangerous, it is difficult to insist. Fortunately, there are noble people who help each other, and with their heart and mind, they can do so."

He was the next one, and turned to see him. "Who are you?"

The old man did not answer, but smiled and asked: "Where is this strong man going?"

"To the east."

"The strong man knows that he can't go east."

Yan Fei’s heart jumped and took a deep breath. He replied: “There is nowhere to go, only to the east.”

"Where is the big land, how can there be nowhere to go?"

"The sky is big, just want to go east."

The old man laughed: "That will go."

Yan Fei Ze frowned and didn't know what this person meant. "Who are you?" he asked again.

The old man still refused to answer. He only said: "If the strong man has the heart, he will go east. If she can also be as strong as you are, the red line is constant, maybe there is a miracle in heaven."

Yan Feize’s heart beats a lot. This person speaks quite a bit. The feeling of the nine bells is quite different. He rushed to the old man and held a fist, thank you for his words.

After the death of Fei Ze, he walked out for a while, carefully honing the words of the old man, and then turning back, the old man has disappeared. Yan Feize suddenly felt very confident. If the girl was more than Jin Jian, he had any problems. His girl’s affection for him, he never doubted.

He has been going east and he misses her.

He is not desperate, but he will also be tired. On that day, he had to turn over a mountain. There was nothing to look at under the mountain. When he entered the mountain, he realized that it was a strange adventure. His water is gone, he feels thirsty. The sky suddenly started to rain, he laughed, and God is really good to him, girl, you know?

He was drenched and drenched, and he rolled down the hillside. He climbed up in mud and he felt that he was not hurt, but he felt very tired. He slept under a tree. Stupid, he actually couldn’t remember what happened.

How long has he been going? What did he experience?

He can't think of it anymore, he is just tired and tired. He still missed his girl and missed it very much. "Girl, I am a lot thinner, your heart is not distressed? You must be distressed, no pain, so I will be distressed."

He misses her, misses. He thought he was asleep. "Xiao Pei." Her name is in his mouth. He is not desperate, he has her in her heart, how can she despair?

He fell asleep.

After the reunion, Su Xiaopei asked him: "Have you ever suffered?"

He thought about it and suffered? He is not bitter, he just keeps going east, where will it be bitter? She has been with him all the time, but she doesn't know it. She is in his heart, never leaves, she is with him, how can he suffer. He did not suffer.

If there is such a beloved person, it is worthwhile to go east, how can you feel bitter?

Love is more than Jin Jian, the red line is constantly. He is very happy and very happy.

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