MTL - Human Greed-Chapter 40 Feel

For the whole afternoon, Xu Ruoxing sat in front of the computer, either typing on the keyboard or staring at the screen. Su Yi thought she was working, so she didn't bother her, but added water to her every half hour, and cut the meat for her. Fruit, half an hour later, she fell asleep on the sofa.

Xu Ruoxing had a video conference, and looked up to see what Su Yi was doing. A moment ago, she was lying on her side playing with her mobile phone, but now the mobile phone was resting on her cheek, and she was holding it weakly. Xu Ruoxing was worried that the mobile phone would hit Su Yi's face, so she left In the past, take off Su Yi's phone, squat down halfway, and just stare at Su Yi.

Ever since the car accident, the relationship between the two has been completely messed up. Xu Ruoxing was still able to follow his own pace at the beginning. He wanted to wait for Su Yi's mood to stabilize and tell her the truth. Now that he is stable, would she dare?

It's not that I don't dare, it's that I don't want to.

Can't bear Su Yi who still acts like a baby to her now, smiles at her, and sweetly calls her wife, Xu Ruoxing seems to see the cliff in front of her, she stands on the edge, looks at Su Yi on the other side of the cliff, wants to jump without hesitation go down.

Unfortunately, she is not qualified to jump off.

Xu Ruoxing's heart is astringent, the sweetness of this period is wrapped in needles, sooner or later, Su Yi will know the truth, she will know that her wife is just a stolen identity, and she will know that those likings should be for others, and these sweetness will fade away Go, at that time, only Su Yi's disdain and a cluster of needles on her chest were left, one by one, piercing her heart sharply.

It will be riddled with holes and devastated.

She knows everything clearly, but she still enjoys it, Xu Ruoxing can't help thinking of drinking with Li Chen once, Li Chen drank too much, and asked her: "Ruoxing, do you have someone you like?"

At that time, the figure of Su Yi appeared in her mind.

Have.

she says.

Li Chen asked again: "Is there anyone who loves her so much?"

She fell silent.

It seems that she doesn't have such a deep feeling for Su Yi, she loves her so much, she can still accept Su Yi's request for divorce at any time, so she is not the only one, right?

But now?

Now just thinking of Su Yi looking at her from hot to cold, she couldn't bear it.

How did things come to this step by step?

Xu Ruoxing thinks she is rational, no matter how much she likes her, she will not be blinded by her emotions, but what if she likes Su Yi more than she likes him now?

Isn't she just deceiving herself and blinding her eyes now?

Without Su Yi's hands, she can cover her own eyes. The calmness and rationality she used to boast about is just a joke, and she is laughing at her as if no one else was around.

The person who put herself in a dilemma was herself.

She was greedy, greedy for Su Yi's heart.

Xu Ruoxing lowered his head and brushed Su Yi's hair behind his ears, revealing a beautiful side face. Su Yi's breathing was steady and long, with a straight nose, and thin lips in light pink. With just one glance, Xu Ruoxing stared at the thin lips.

These lips, kissed her, were soft and warm.

She brushed her fingertips from Su Yi's hair to her thin lips unintentionally, and rubbed back and forth, her body surged with an impulse that she had never had before, crushing her reason, shouting, shouting, let her bow her head, let her touch Touch that softness.

Xu Ruoxing's eyes were burning, and the only sound left in the living room was the faint sound of the air conditioner, which was not as good as her heartbeat, thumping, pounding!

It was deafening, as if the whole world was filled with the sound of her heartbeat, when Xu Ruoxing lowered his head, the shadow hit Su Yi's side face, and the light and dark intertwined, just like her mood at the moment.

She paused for half a second, then got up quickly and went into the bathroom.

Out of control emotions can only be vented in the sound of running water.

Su Yi woke up and heard the movement in the bathroom. She moved her arm, and her neck hurt a little. Su Yi pressed her neck with her hands and called, "wife?"

No one responded to her. Su Yi saw that Xu Ruoxing's computer was turned off, and there was still the sound of water splashing in the bathroom, which was really strange. Didn't she just take a shower this afternoon? She stepped on her slippers and walked to the door of the bathroom, knocking on the door: "wife ?”

Xu Ruoxing, who was taking a bath, was startled, quickly rinsed off the foam and came out wrapped in a bathrobe. Su Yi asked, "Why are you taking a bath again?"

Xu Ruoxing looked at her, her red lips moved: "It's a bit hot."

Su Yi frowned: "Then I lower the air conditioner?"

Xu Ruoxing shook his head: "No need."

Su Yi didn't care, just passed her into the bathroom, Xu Ruoxing was drying clothes when she came out, half-dried shirts were supported on the shelf, Su Yi stood in the living room and looked over, feeling that this scene seemed familiar.

In my memory, it was a girl with a ponytail, stretching out her hand to dry the clothes, her profile was just like now, but she was not wearing a bathrobe.

What clothes are you wearing?

Su Yi frowned and thought, it looks like a school uniform, blue and white, who is it? Xu Ruoxing?

Xu Ruoxing turned around and saw Su Yi stunned in place, she packed up her things and walked over, asking Su Yi, "What are you doing standing here?"

Su Yi looked back at her, and there seemed to be an immature face in her memory. She asked Xu Ruoxing: "Did we really meet each other on a blind date?"

Although Xu Ruoxing felt puzzled, he still nodded: "Of course."

Su Yi was puzzled and didn't say anything. Maybe she suffered from the aftermath of the car accident and her memory was confused. She lowered her head and said, "I'm going to change clothes. Shall we go to the hotel in a while?"

Xu Ruoxing said, "Well, I'll go later."

Su Yi entered the room first, Xu Ruoxing looked at her back, and sat on the sofa in silence for a moment, she leaned on the back of the sofa, listening to the slight movement in the room, after a while, Su Yi came out, wearing casual clothes, she Ask Xu Ruoxing: "Which one are you wearing?"

Xu Ruoxing pointed to a formal suit: "This one."

Although it's for a dinner, meeting President Qu must be more formal. Su Yi is putting on makeup, and saw Xu Ruoxing wearing a light blue shirt and a skirt with hips, slender and straight legs, and looks tall even in slippers, and the shirt is close-fitting , the clothes are tucked into the skirt, the waist is slender, and the work clothes look like they are on the catwalk. Su Yi boasted: "Honey, you have a really good figure."

Xu Ruoxing glanced at her: "You are better."

This is not a compliment, Su Yi is famous for her good figure, they went to try on wedding dresses, and the store wanted them to take pictures for advertisements, and the reward was that Su Yi would choose a wedding dress at random, but Su Yi declined without even thinking about it Oh, the Su Yi in the past was so indifferent and direct, never giving anyone a chance to have delusions.

including her.

Xu Ruoxing regained his senses and said to Su Yi, "Let's go."

Su Yi got into the elevator next to her. When the two got into the car, Su Yi answered the phone call from her colleague. She gave Xu Ruoxing the car keys and took the co-pilot seat. Su Yi asked, "Where are you? Huai Ding? Okay, I understood."

After hanging up the phone, she asked Xu Ruoxing, "Where is Huai Ding?"

Xu Ruoxing said: "It's near my hotel, I'll let you know when we get there."

Su Yi felt relieved. She sat in the car, looked out the window at the busy traffic and the crowds, and suddenly felt very satisfied. She had a job, a wife, and friends, so she should be satisfied.

The car turns a corner, at the intersection of traffic lights, a family of three appears on the zebra crossing, two adults are leading the child, the child is not honest when walking around, Xu Ruoxing stops outside the zebra crossing, Su Yi just looks at the family of three slowly crossing the road , When she got to the middle of the zebra crossing, she saw that the woman disliked the child walking slowly, reached out and hugged her, hugged the child in her arms, the child nestled in her neck and giggled, Su Yi looked soft, she asked Xu Ruoxing: " When you were a child, did your parents hug you like this?"

Xu Ruoxing also looked over, nodded: "Yes."

After finishing speaking, she looked at Su Yi with pity in her eyes: "Su Yi..."

"When I was young, my grandma carried me on my back." Su Yi said: "She couldn't hold me. I was a little fat when I was young. Have you seen the photos of me when I was young?"

For a while, she gave up on herself, ate a lot every day, and made herself sick, thinking that her parents would come back to see her, naive and naive.

Xu Ruoxing said, "I haven't seen it."

"It's all at grandma's place." Su Yi said, "I'll show it to you when it's over tomorrow."

Xu Ruoxing nodded and said, "Fortunately."

Su Yi looked sideways: "What's lucky?"

Xu Ruoxing said, "Fortunately, you still have grandma."

Su Yi was a little silent. She mentioned that she always had bad memories about her family before, but it was the first time she felt warm. She nodded, smiled at Xu Ruoxing, and said, "Fortunately, there is grandma."

Seeing her smiling slightly, Xu Ruoxing felt less worried. He didn't talk to Su Yi about her childhood, but about her school days. Su Yi said: "I'm not used to it when I was a freshman. I can live anywhere."

It can shine anywhere.

When the green light came on, Xu Ruoxing drove to the hotel, Su Yi looked down at her phone, Zhao Yu sent her a message: 【This pajamas are not bad, take a look? 】

It's pajamas for a little dinosaur.

Su Yi: [Too childish. 】

Zhao Yu: [Where are you childish? Have you picked that childish piece of bunny? Let me tell you, Xu Ruoxing really dotes on you, he will depend on you for everything, and he is willing to wear such pajamas, hahahaha. 】

With the screen full of hahaha, Su Yi frowned: 【Why don't you want to? 】

Zhao Yu: [Please, she is also the boss of s.x after all. 】

Su Yi stopped typing. She and Xu Ruoxing seemed to have never considered the issue of identity when they were together.

Zhao Yu posted again: [But I'm really curious about one thing. 】

If it was Su Yi in the past, she wouldn't be able to ask if she was killed, but now Su Yi can open her mouth and come here. Su Yi said: [What's the matter? 】

Zhao Yu: [Who is more active in bed between you two? 】

bed?

Su Yi choked when she saw these two words. She gave a fake cough, lowered the brightness of the phone, and read the message again. After amnesia, she had no memory of these things at all. Xu Ruoxing shook his face, but Xu Ruoxing didn't respond.

Not only these, sometimes she kissed Xu Ruoxing, but Xu Ruoxing didn't respond at all.

Why?

Is she frigid?

It's not impossible, so she doesn't want to have intercourse. Is this the reason?

The more Su Yi thought about it, the more she felt that this possibility was quite high, otherwise there would be no reason why she would not respond. She frowned, put down her phone, and turned to look at Xu Ruoxing. Xu Ruoxing was driving seriously, with the cuffs of his shirt folded up a little, revealing his slender body. Su Yixiu's brows are getting tighter and tighter.

When Xu Ruoxing arrived at the hotel parking lot, he said to Su Yi: "Huai Ding is on the opposite side, go to the right and cross a street, so you don't have to drive over there. There are fewer parking spaces over there."

Su Yi didn't know if she listened or not, but still looking at her, Xu Ruoxing called, "Su Yi?"

"Huh?" Su Yi regained consciousness and nodded: "Okay, I see."

As she spoke, she saw Xu Ruoxing wanting to get out of the car, and suddenly grabbed her: "Honey, wait a minute."

Xu Ruoxing hummed slightly: "What's wrong?"

Su Yi's voice was strained: "I have a question to ask you."

Xu Ruoxing sat down again, the seat belt was unbuckled, she turned to look at Su Yi: "What's the problem?"

The lights in the parking lot were rather dim, and the lights in the car were not turned on. Both of them looked a little fuzzy. Su Yi bit her lip and swallowed the words. Xu Ruoxing was very patient, turned her body halfway, looked at Su Yi and asked : "Ask, what's the problem?"

Su Yi took a deep breath, hesitated for a moment and asked, "Honey, are you..."

Xu Ruoxing looked at her intently, his eyes were clear, Su Yi bit her lip when she saw her, closed her eyes and asked, "Are you frigid?"

"What?" Xu Ruoxing immediately retorted, "Of course not."

Su Yi was surprised: "Isn't it?"

Xu Ruoxing affirmed: "No."

Su Yi nodded, and suddenly said: "Then give me your hand."

Xu Ruoxing felt baffled, so he stretched out his hand. Su Yi grabbed her hand and pressed it directly on his chest. The palm was soft, and the heat rose from his heart. His heartbeat hit his throat. Xu Ruoxing was tongue-tied and forgot to respond for a while. .

Su Yi asked her in a low voice: "Do you feel it?"