MTL - Dragon God’s Dumb Lover-Chapter 48 look away

…We go home.

"it is good!"

Seeing that Xiaoya seemed to be exhausting all his strength to express this sentence with a wave of hands, Ah Da immediately released the carriage from the space ring without saying a word, and carried Xiaoya back into the carriage to rest.

"Roar?" Ah Da... jumped onto the front seat of the carriage, and the wolf looked worriedly at Xiaoya, who was smiling brightly as if nothing had happened since Ah Da hugged her back into the carriage.

The more normal things appear on the surface, in fact, the inner hurt is often the most serious.

"Go straight to the forest and go home." How could the wolf not know the way home? The reason why Ada answered this way is to tell the wolf that Xiaoya is fine with him, as long as the wolf is responsible for leading the way. Showing such an expression casually will only arouse Xiaoya's inner uneasiness even more.

Knowing that Ada was never willing to let Xiaoya get hurt, whether it was externally or internally, the wolf nodded and climbed back to the front seat of the carriage clearly, letting the two old horses, horse 1 and horse 2, know the way Started on the way home.

Curling her whole body into Ada's arms, Xiaoya looked at the scenery outside the window and smiled so naturally that she waved her hands as if nothing happened: Ada, what do you think we should plant when we get home? When I got home, it was just about time to go to the ground.

Hugging Xiaoya tightly, Ah Da seriously looked at Xiaoya's bright smile without a hint of a smile on his face, and said, "Plant what you like."

I like it? Hmm~ But I like to grow a lot of things~ In this case, the farm work will take a long time. Xiaoya thought for a while and then looked at Ada with a smile. The meaning was very clear—he didn't want to do so much farm work.

"I'll help you." Unsurprisingly, Ah Da replied like this.

Hehe~ I knew Ada was the best. Xiaoya waved her hands in satisfaction.

By the way, Ah Da, do you think we should go to a certain city to change some books before going home? In this way, we will not be afraid of running out of books when we get home.

"it is good."

And oh, this time I'm going to buy more and more books, I don't like leaving home because I always meet bad, bad people after leaving home. Tsk tsk, human beings are not as beautiful as they are written in the books. In fact, human beings are all greedy, dissatisfied, and very selfish and shameless! Humans are so annoying.

"Um."

I think, Ah Da...

The atmosphere in the carriage seems to be the same as it has been in the past ten years, but even Ma 1 and Ma 2, who are too nervous to speak, are slow to notice that the atmosphere that seems to have no change has actually already changed. spoiled.

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That night.

Under the dark night sky, the resting carriage quietly exuded a sad atmosphere that was completely opposite to warmth.

Ah Da, who had been sleeping with Xiaoya tightly in his arms since then, opened his eyes silently, looking at Xiaoya with trembling shoulders in his arms, a distressed light flashed in his silent golden eyes. If he could, he really hoped to bear these pains instead of Xiaoya, but unfortunately he was not Xiaoya, so even if he could be by Xiaoya's side forever, he would never be able to bear these sorrows for Xiaoya.

Some things other than myself, even if other people know what is going on in their hearts, how can they really feel and experience the sadness and pain in that?

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A month passed like this.

During this month, Xiaoya and the others bought a bunch of books in a small town near the capital that was not very famous and where there was no chamber of commerce, and then they kept wandering in the forest slowly to Start in the direction of home. All these things seem to be very normal, as if everything has returned to the days of those ten years, everything is so warm and sweet - except for Xiaoya.

Although Xiaoya looks very normal these days, and it can be said that he looks very normal, but not only Ada, who has always only cared about Xiaoya, has noticed that even the wolf, horse 1 and horse 2 He deeply felt Xiaoya's inappropriateness.

Because none of the books that Xiaoya has read these days has been read in reverse, and all the books Xiaoya has read in these days are all read in reverse (Wolf: God knows how this child finished reading the book. ), and Xiaoya carefully planted the ten pots of plants that have been carefully cultivated before, if it weren't for Ada watching from the side, it might have died already.

Such a Xiaoya, who dares to say that he is normal?

…

Looking at Xiaoya who turned the book upside down again, Ah Da, who had been silent since Xiaoya met his mother but refused to come forward to recognize each other, finally couldn't see that taking Xiaoya with one hand would be a big deal at all. There are no books I'm reading. Gently cupping Xiaoya's face with both hands, Ah Da said very seriously: "Xiaoya, you are my little prey."

Xiaoya, who didn't even know when her book was taken away, looked up at Ada in a daze. It took her a long time to realize that she had habitually raised her book for a month, in order not to worry Ada and Lang. Nodding with a smile and waving: Hmm! Of course I am Ah Da's little prey, I have always been Ah Da's little prey!

Xiaoya's answer made Ada sigh heavily, and said to Xiaoya with a rare heavy and serious tone: "Xiaoya, stop pretending, I feel very distressed when you look like this. What can I say? , can’t you tell me? Can’t we share the burden together?”

Hearing this, the unsmiling smile on Xiaoya's face immediately froze, and the eyes that were bent but without a hint of a smile slowly lowered their eyelids, no longer looking at the serious Ada.

Gently hugging Xiaoya into his arms, Ah Da felt the urge to kill someone. If possible, Ada really hopes to kill all those who make Xiaoya sad and cry, even if it is the mother Xiaoya cares about.

After being silent for a long time, just when Ada thought that Xiaoya would be like usual and would not say anything to him, Xiaoya, who had never mentioned the word mother since the day he met her, finally Once again, he told Ah Da about his mother.

Ah Da, in fact, I didn't meet my mother. I don't regret it at all. Really, I don't regret it at all. I'm just... just... a little unhappy.

"Why?" After being silent for a month, Ada finally asked Xiaoya why these three words.

Maybe it's because after a month of precipitation, Xiaoya found that when he talked about his mother at this time, he didn't have the feeling that he decided not to recognize his mother when he heard about his mother from a passerby a month ago. This kind of heartache, although the unspeakable and unexplainable sadness in his heart still made his eyes red.

Sniffing, Xiaoya waved his hands slowly, and told Ada about his various feelings since he saw his mother.

Although I have always wanted to see my mother again, but when I really saw my mother, I realized what is right and wrong. More than ten years have passed, and both my mother and I have a new life. Although my mother and I have never forgotten each other, everything is different. It is impossible for me to be like the stubborn child who could only act like a baby to her mother more than ten years ago, rushing forward to hug her mother and say like a baby——Mom, I am the speechless child you sent away more than ten years ago.

The tears that had been rolling in his eyes finally flowed down uncontrollably when he said this.

Xiaoya, who hadn't looked up at Ada since the moment she waved her hand, finally raised her face full of tears at this moment, and looked directly at Ada with eyes full of indescribable grievances and sadness.

The mother has now become the head of the Dini family, and has a son who is a magic genius, and has become the envy of everyone. and I? I am just an unknown mute, a mute who was looked down upon and ignored by everyone in the past, and was wanted by the chamber of commerce in the black area when I grew up. If I go to meet my mother, I will definitely... definitely cause trouble for the happiness she has finally obtained now.

Definitely... Definitely will let my mother go back to the old days of looking at people and living every day with a sad face. And my presence might also bring shame on my younger brother, since he's a magical genius and I'm just... dumb.

"You are also a magic genius." Not wanting to see Xiaoya repeatedly calling herself worthless, Ada couldn't help refuting Xiaoya's self-deprecating slightly loudly.

But I am a mute! Ah Da was so excited that he spoke loudly, and Xiao Ya was also excitedly waving his hands to retort: ​​a dumb! No matter how talented I am in magic, it still can't change the fact that I'm dumb!

Xiaoya's words made Ada close his mouth in anger and reluctance, because what Xiaoya said was the truth. He doesn't care that Xiaoya is dumb, but that doesn't mean that other people don't care that Xiaoya is dumb.

Ah Da's silence made the emotional Xiaoya also silent.

After another long time passed, Xiaoya waved her hands again.

In fact, after knowing that my mother still remembers me, I am already very satisfied.

Da, do you know? In fact, when my mother sent me away, she told me that I would never return to the Dini family. No matter what I become in the future, good or bad, or even if I get great achievements and honors, she wants me to never, never go back to the Deeney family.

I don't know why there are rumors that my mother launched a coup in the Dini family because of my death, but I know that my mother actually wanted to have the idea of ​​launching a coup. When my mother sent me away, she told me that even if something happened to her, she made me swear that I would never go back to the Dini family for half a step.

So I know, I know that from the moment I was sent away by my mother, I will never be able to return to my mother. Originally... I just wanted to see if my mother was safe and whether my health was affected by the war, but I don’t know why the more I only wanted to take a look, the more I gradually became more and more concerned about it. Back to mother's side.

I really want to tell her that I am promising. I have become a tenth-level intermediate light magician, the youngest tenth-level intermediate light magician in the world. I know that I am greedy, because I am greedy, so I will become unhappy.

Originally, I decided to just take a look, really just take a look.

But...but...

"I know, I know everything." Not wanting to see Xiaoya like this again, Ada hugged Xiaoya tightly in his arms, repeating this sentence in a hoarse voice.

woo woo woo woo…

I really originally just wanted to take a look at it, really, really just wanted to take a look at it. Then I did it too, just took a look and left, but... I'm not happy, I'm really not happy.

I have always known that this world has never been fair, but when I saw the child in the mother's arms, I really hated it... Why is the world so unfair, why can someone win at the starting line , while some people are born doomed to lose at the starting line? !

I lost the game before I even entered it!

Why can this world be so unfair?

Seeing Xiaoya complaining loudly about the unfairness of this world, except for holding Xiaoya tightly, Ah Da didn't say anything to Xiaoya, not even words of enlightenment, because Ah Da knew this. It is useless to say anything.

and…

The world is not benevolent, and treats everything as a straw dog. This sentence was brought by that guy from another world, Ah Da has always kept it firmly in his heart.

That night, the carriage was full of resentment against the injustice of this world.

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Perhaps it was because all the emotions in my heart finally had an outlet to vent. After crying, complaining, and hating that night, Xiaoya finally recovered in the days after that day. normal.

At least, the ten potted flowers and plants were no longer killed, the book was not read upside down, and the smile on his face was no longer a coping fake smile.

Although there is still unhappiness in his heart, under Ada's gentle care, Xiaoya gradually walked out of the shadow of his mother in a positive way.

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Ah Da! Ah Da! You see, this flower finally bears fruit!

This day is still an ordinary and warm day to go home, and on such a day, an extremely difficult medicinal plant that Xiaoya planted finally bears fruit that can be used as medicine!

Seeing the two fingers-sized fruits hanging on the branches and accompanying each other, Xiaoya suddenly understood a truth: what you plant, you will get what you want. From the moment his mother decided to send him away, it was already doomed that they would not be able to meet and recognize each other in the future.

But although they couldn't meet and recognize each other, the result was good for everyone. The mother has her new life and the happiness she deserves, and he——has an Ada who will never abandon him to accompany him.

Sometimes there are some things that have some knots, and you don't need to go through any big storms, and often you only need a little inadvertence to see them through. Xiaoya, who finally figured it out, happily rushed towards Ada who was sleeping late on the bed, and the smile on her face was back to the past and even brighter.

Holding Xiaoya firmly in his arms, Ada turned over neatly and pressed Xiaoya on the bed. Seeing the indescribably bright smile on Xiaoya's face, Ah Dajin's eyes were full of tenderness and pampering, and he finally let go of his hanging heart: "Here again? Are you afraid to touch your nose again?" caught?"

Of course Ada and Xiaoya are well aware of how strong Ada's body is, but the habit he has developed since he was a child makes Xiaoya's nose often red because of this, but he still can't change his habit of throwing himself on Ada when he is happy .

Hehe~ Scratching her head stupidly, Xiaoya looked at Ada who was pressing on her with a smirk, and waved: It's okay, I know Ada won't hurt me.

"Fool." Pinching Xiaoya's nose angrily, Ada rolled over and sat up: "You said Huajie..."

Before he finished speaking, a burst of melodious music came from not far away, and then a gentle singing voice interrupted Ah Da's words.

"In a distant forest, where a group of beautiful elves live. There is no sorrow, no war, no..."