MTL - Daily Life of the Canary Pet Master-Chapter 54

"Eh?" Ou Shaowen turned his head to look at him suspiciously, "Why did you come up suddenly, did something fall on my side?"

He had already changed into a black T-shirt for practice at this time, and explained: "The clothes I changed just now are in the locker room."

Ou Renjin's eyes were cold, and he smirked a little, "I called your manager and I can borrow you for twenty minutes."

Ou Shaowen blinked, and quietly pressed the wound just now with his thumb, and he felt no pain at all.

"Oh." He already realized that Ou Renjin wanted to say something to him, and followed behind him nervously.

He Yixin had already told him that his previous emotions were all due to his misunderstanding. At this moment, for some reason, he suddenly remembered what Ou Renjin had said in that interview program. He said, in fact, he really enjoys being loved, and then the host asked him, you have been with Ou Shaowen the longest, Is it because he acts like he loves you more?

He denied it at the time.

But Ou Shaowen didn't know why, he just felt that what the host said was right, it could perfectly fit his cognition and answer his doubts. He believes her words are correct, because only in this way can he understand why Ou Renjin treats him so well, why he has never left his side, and why he is willing to continue to talk about sweet love with him.

Everything in this world has a cause and effect, and all gains must be paid first, that's right.

Because he loves Ou Renjin more than his exes, so he loves himself more among all the boyfriends.

He clenched his fists, and thought a little dejectedly, if... Ou Renjin knew that his lack of hesitation before was because he would never die for it, and knowing that he was clearly aware of this, but hesitated If you dare to tell him the truth, will you not feel that he loves him more than others.

Did he not love him anymore?

It was all his fault, he had vowed before that he would show more love for Ou Renjin, which made him more convinced of this fact. But the result is that he is a liar who can only make up his mind at the time. Once the incident is over, he completely forgets the determination at that time. In the end, he is still the same as before, passively accepting everything Ou Renjin gave him from the beginning to the end. .

Nothing has been done for him.

The group's schedule is getting tighter and tighter. To have a meal with him has to be done in a hurry to check the time. It's too troublesome to fall in love with someone like him.

Ou Renjin took Ou Shaowen into an empty room and locked the door. When he turned around and noticed him, he found that he lowered his eyes, with a sad expression on his face that was about to cry.

"Because you know I'm going to start scolding you, so you started pretending to be pitiful?" He leaned against the wall and looked at him coldly with a distant and serious attitude, "Don't think that I once said, If you can't get angry with you, you can do whatever you want in front of me."

Ou Shaowen raised his eyes and glanced at him, then lowered them again, "I'm sorry."

"Why are you sorry?"

"I didn't tell you this early in the morning, which caused you to misunderstand. But," although he was sad, he still explained unhurriedly, "I only realized later... what you thought and what I thought It's a little different, I didn't want to hide it from you on purpose."

"Who told you that I was angry?" Ou Renjin raised his voice and interrupted him. He seemed to have returned to the time when he knew that Ou Shaowen was shooting commercials and was left in the wilderness, but he walked all the way back stupidly. I feel that this person in front of me is pitiful and irritating, especially this kind of appearance that doesn't know what I did wrong, which is the most irritating.

Ou Shaowen blinked unexpectedly, innocently, "Then what are you angry about?"

He tried hard to remember what else he had done wrong?

"Okay, I don't know, right? Then I'll tell you well. After I'm done, I'll punish you with the punishment reserved last time." He lowered his voice, revealing that he was on the negotiating table. There will be a fierce momentum, "First, are you familiar with He Yixin? You have a secret to reveal, why did you choose to tell him, why, do you trust him more than me?"

"No." Ou Shaowen shook his head, his tone and expression were very calm because he had prepared the worst in his heart, "He is a family member you personally introduced to me, and I trust him because I trust you."

"It's so easy to give your trust. Brothers have to settle accounts clearly, parents and children will kill each other, and I'm not a god. How can I be sure who all my relatives are? Good man, but can't a good man be tempted?" Ou Renjin started his signature oppressive rhetorical question mode again, one sentence after another, leaving almost no room for thinking.

Ou Shaowen seemed a little surprised by his question, "I... didn't think so much."

Reminded by his reaction, Ou Renjin suddenly calmed down, embarrassment flashed in his eyes, and he avoided Ou Shaowen's gaze unnaturally. A person like Ou Shaowen who is naturally clean and clear would feel that what he said just now was so dark that it would make one's heart chill.

After a pause, he returned to his rhythm, "Even if you believed him because of me, why didn't you just tell me?"

"I'm just... because I care about you, so I can't say it even more." Ou Shaowen felt even more sad, his eyelashes were limp, and he couldn't see the look in his eyes clearly, "I just can't say it to you."

"Why?" Ou Renjin's voice was a little softer, but he still didn't let him go like this, and insisted on asking, "Is there anything about me that scares you?"

Those two eyelashes flapped lightly, "I'm afraid you know... I don't like me so much after I'm not willing to die for you."

His words were light, but they struck Ou Renjin's heart like a heavy hammer. The boundless sourness spread, and it was undeniable that he felt sorry for this trembling person who would never be able to accept love calmly. However, he suddenly felt a little tired again, and he began to wonder if a person's personality had already been formed, and there was no way to change it forever.

He thought he had changed Ou Shaowen, but in fact he hadn't changed.

He will think that if he dare not die for someone, he is not worthy of being loved.

"Do you think I like you because you are willing to die for me?" His voice was low and flat, without waves.

Ou Shaowen keenly noticed that Ou Renjin was a little sad, hurry up and say something, he said to himself.

But what was it that he wanted to hear? He couldn't guess the correct answer.

If he were asked to answer this question according to his heart, he would answer: "Yes."

Because Ou Renjin really seemed to be more and more gentle and tolerant towards him after this.

But he could tell that Ou Renjin definitely didn't want to hear this answer.

"Then now that you know the truth, do you still like me?" He didn't know how to answer, so he asked what he wanted to ask the most.

Ou Renjin laughed angrily, "If you ask me this question again, I think I'm going to fall ill."

"Then I won't ask." Ou Shaowen quickly shut up.

Ou Renjin took a few deep breaths, and after a while, felt that she could finally answer him calmly, so she said word by word: "I still like you."

Ou Shaowen finally raised his eyes to look at him, and seriously confirmed the expression on his face. After confirming that he was serious, he seemed to have suddenly unloaded some burden, and there was a wave of light in the depths of his eyes. Come and hug him.

Ou Renjin took a step back, "It's just that because of you, I'm very sad and discouraged."

"Why? I'm sorry, I will definitely not let you down next time."

Ou Renjin turned his face away and did not directly answer his question, "Continue with the topic just now. Second, He Yixin said just now that you showed him your ability to heal quickly, how did you show it?"

"Just..." Ou Shaowen stretched out his palm in front of him tremblingly, like a child waiting for a teacher to slap his palm, "After the wound is made, let him watch it heal with his own eyes. This is more intuitive, and there is no need to explain anything."

There is still a shallow white mark on his palm. If you don't say it, no one would know that it will be a wound that pierced the entire palm more than an hour ago.

Ou Renjin looked straight at it with his eyes, but didn't reach out to touch it, "What kind of wound?"

"Knife...wound." A small animal-like intuition made him nervous.

Ou Renjin found the narrow white mark on his palm that couldn't possibly be a scratch, "How deep is it?"

Ou Shaowen turned his palm over to let him see the back, and compared the thickness of his own palm slightly, "That's it, so deep."

Ou Renjin turned her head and faced the wall in silence for a while, then turned her head to look at him again, her tone was flat, "Does it not hurt?"

"It hurts a little." In such an atmosphere, Ou Shaowen didn't seem to dare to tell a single lie, "Just...a little bit."

There was another long silence, as if Ou Renjin had to expend a lot of effort to suppress the surging waves in her heart before she uttered every word.

"And then? Did the wound really heal quickly?"

"Yes, soon."

"But you only demonstrated it to him. I didn't see it. If I didn't see it with my own eyes, I couldn't believe it."

"...Then, shall I demonstrate it to you again?" Ou Shaowen asked tentatively in a low voice.

Ou Renjin's throat moved and he spat out "Okay".

"I'm looking for tools?" Ou Shaowen was at a loss at this moment, he could only act like a robot, following Ou Renjin's instructions, a string in his mind was tense, as if it could be disconnected at any time.

This room is a cloakroom. Rows of hangers are placed together, full of clothes, and next to it is a workbench, which may be a place where the company's stylists occasionally use to modify clothes.

Ou Shaowen looked around in a daze, and found a paper cutter from the pen holder on the workbench, then he took the knife and walked up to Ou Renjin.

"Then watch carefully!"

"good."

There was nothing wrong with Ou Renjin's expression, Ou Shaowen was slightly relieved, thinking that he was probably too nervous just now, so he calmly took the blade and slashed towards his palm.

He also changed his hand very thoughtfully, remembering Ou Renjin's strange expression and tone just now, he planned not to be so scary this time, just make a light cut, although the strength of proof like this is not as strong as before powerful.

However, I always feel that it is better not to scare Ou Ren Jinhui.

The blade fell halfway, and Ou Shaowen was preparing to face the pain, when he saw a hand stretched out in front of him, holding the sharp blade in his palm.

At that moment, it was as if a dazzling light flashed in front of my eyes!

Ou Shaowen squinted his eyes subconsciously, taking a step back like a stress reaction, and pulled out the knife.

Ou Renjin let go of his hand, but his action just now was too hasty and violent, as if his ultimate purpose of doing this action was to create a scar on his palm.

Sure enough, as he wished, the blade had already scratched a long and narrow wound in his palm, the blood seemed to be dull for a moment, and then slowly began to seep out from the wound, drop by drop, not violent, but continuous.

"What are you doing?" Ou Shaowen's voice trembled, he dropped the knife and wanted to cover his wound with his hands, but he took it back as if feeling inappropriate. At this moment, he realized that he had premeditated, and said in a panic, "You hurt yourself on purpose, why did you do that?"

"I'll find something to stop your bleeding." He really cried out, turned around in a daze on the spot, and grabbed a piece of clean cloth casually, intending to come over and bandage his wound.

Ou Renjin looked straight into his eyes and took a step back.

Ou Shaowen was most familiar with his movement, which meant that he was not allowed to approach. He suddenly stopped moving, and stood there as if he had lost his soul, tears streaming down one by one. But this time Ou Renjin didn't come over and hug him into his arms, instead he softened his voice and coaxed him word by word.

"Didn't you say it before? The punishment for letting you off once before will be punished together with this time." He stood there with a calm expression, "So, from now on, don't touch me for two months."

"Can you bandage the wound first?" He sobbed, crying pitifully.

"Why are you crying?" Ou Renjin asked him, "It's obviously not you who hurts."

"Because you got hurt, I...I'm very sad, I know I must have done something wrong, I can not touch you for two months, but don't hurt yourself on purpose, okay?" From the moment they entered this room, His mind was in a mess, at this moment, looking at Ou Renjin's **** palm, he vaguely seemed to understand what Ou Renjin wanted to tell him.

"I know I was wrong, I will correct it, and I promise I will never do it again... woo woo woo." He shrugged his shoulders and buried his face in his palm.

"Is it uncomfortable? Watching me get hurt."

"Yeah." Ou Shaowen was crying, nodding his head in a panic.

"Okay, if you hurt yourself on purpose again, I'll hurt yourself again. Do you want to compare whether you are afraid of pain? We can compare." When he said this, his expression was still calm, but there was a deep depression in his eyes. Some kind of madness.

This direction was actually not within his expectations, and he didn't know how it suddenly changed from the frank communication he wanted to this way.

When Ou Shaowen seemed to say it easily and casually, making a wound on his palm, just to show it more intuitively, without further explanation, the anger couldn't be suppressed no matter what.