Kiss the Scumbag-Chapter 103

Another awkward silence fell. Yujin couldn’t bear to meet Winston’s eyes and looked away, mumbling hesitantly.

“Th-that... well, besides that... we have other things to do. Just... the two of us, it’s enough.”

Winston didn’t react immediately to the stammered words. His eyes widened in surprise, and after a brief pause of a few seconds, he finally spoke.

“What?”

Despite the hesitation, Winston could only say that one word. His mind hadn’t caught up with the unexpected situation. He felt like a fool. Yujin was right. Killing those bastards wasn’t something you could do anytime. Why now? Why?

They made Yujin cry.

That was a grave sin that demanded immediate punishment. How dare they make Yujin cry right in front of me.

But that’s not what Yujin wanted right now. Blushing deeply at Winston’s reaction, Yujin didn’t know what to do.

“We, w-we... still have unfinished business... Are you just going to let it go today too...?”

Seeing Yujin’s face mixed with hope and anxiety, Winston couldn’t answer right away. Unable to respond easily, Yujin dropped his shoulders in disappointment.

“So it really was a lie that you like me.”

“No!”

Winston barely managed to speak. If he could prove it by holding Yujin, he would gladly do so. In fact, it would be a windfall for him — holding Yujin was happiness itself, and on top of that, proving his love? There would never be better conditions in the world.

“You’re the only one I like. If you believe me because of that, then of course... no, even if not, I only thought about holding you all last night.”

“What? Then why didn’t you come?”

Yujin asked abruptly, then muttered in a thoroughly deflated voice.

“I waited for you last night too...”

I really should have gone to find you.

Replaying his late regret, Winston blinked in surprise. Yujin waited for me too? And I was just wasting the night doing stupid things?

What a stupid mistake. Winston groaned and buried his face in his hands. To the surprised Yujin, he sighed and confessed.

“I thought I was rushing too much. I worried if I suddenly showed up asking to sleep, you’d be scared...”

No, that’s just a pretty excuse. He finally admitted his true feelings.

“Actually, I didn’t come because I was too beastly.”

His voice, mixed with self-mockery and self-reproach, was full of regret. If only he had slept with Yujin yesterday, he wouldn’t have wasted time so pointlessly.

Yujin, who had been just staring blankly at Winston, suddenly burst out laughing. As Winston removed his hands from his face at the sound, Yujin tilted his eyes wide and said in a bright voice.

“We were both beasts!”

Winston was silent for a moment, then laughed along.

“Yeah, pretending to be human was really hard.”

“Yeah, really.”

Yujin nodded. The shallow tension between them collapsed absurdly. Another tension that had disappeared with it returned. They now clearly knew what they wanted most from each other.

“Then.”

Yujin spoke first.

“We don’t have anything holding us back anymore, right?” 𝒇𝙧𝙚𝓮𝔀𝓮𝒃𝙣𝓸𝒗𝒆𝒍.𝙘𝒐𝒎

His heart pounding, speaking became difficult. Blushing on his cheek, Yujin asked, and Winston nodded.

“Yeah... probably.”

Unsatisfied with the vague answer, Yujin couldn’t help but feel curious. Seeing his head tilt, Winston said.

“I still can’t believe you waited for me all night.”

Then, as if reaffirming,

“Do you really know what we’re about to do now?”

This time, they would truly go all the way. They would never stop halfway. This was Yujin’s last chance to run away. But Yujin refused.

Without a word, he stared at Winston and slowly took off his pants on the bed. Winston watched in surprise as the shorts, barely reaching halfway down his thigh, slipped down along with his underwear. Nervous and embarrassed, Yujin didn’t stop. Throwing his pants and underwear off the bed, he placed his hands on his waist, gripping his shirt hem, and slowly pulled it upward. Winston watched every movement intently.

His dazzling waist was revealed over the narrow hips. Passing a small, hollow navel, a slender chest appeared, with small pink nipples standing out one by one. Finally, after the thin, long neck, Yujin fully removed his shirt, revealing his flushed cheeks beneath tousled hair. Hugging his chest with the shirt as if to cover it, Yujin spoke.

“Winnie.”

He called Winston softly, barely loud enough to be heard. Sitting on the bed with one hand reaching forward, Yujin spoke to Winston, who had stood frozen until then, watching him.

“Come here.”

He felt like he’d die of embarrassment. If Winston left the room now, Yujin might really run away to the ends of the earth and live in hiding forever. His whole body’s fine hairs stood on end from tension and anxiety, but that didn’t happen.

Yujin clearly saw Winston take his hand off the door handle. Without looking away from Yujin’s face, Winston stepped forward. One step, then another, slowly approaching Yujin. Although the distance wasn’t far, Yujin’s heart pounded so hard he felt like it might burst while waiting.

Finally, Winston stopped right in front of the bed. Yujin only then noticed his face was as flushed as his own. Large hands cupped his cheeks. The gentle, comforting strokes moved from his chin to his neck, then his shoulders, slowly descending. Then Winston, who had been gripping Yujin’s shirt tightly until then, briefly paused his movement. As if hesitating at the last moment, but only for a few seconds.

“Ah...!”

Suddenly, Winston snatched the shirt away and threw it off. Yujin’s reflexive gasp was swallowed silently into Winston’s mouth pressed against his. Then Winston’s weight crashed onto him, and Yujin collapsed back onto the bed.

“Ah, ha, mmph.”

What had been so long delayed suddenly felt like a lie. The fierce motion of their lips and tongues created soft sounds escaping again and again. They had no time to align their lips properly, so their teeth kept clashing. Winston sucked Yujin’s tongue into his mouth, then suddenly lifted himself up. Blinking in surprise, he grabbed the back of his own shirt {N•o•v•e•l•i•g•h•t} collar and tore it off in one pull like a wild dog shaking its head. Then he reached for the waistband of his pants. Yujin watched with wide eyes as Winston stripped off his clothes in an instant. Soon after, both naked, Winston climbed onto Yujin. Nothing remained between them.

Trembling hands bravely embraced Winston’s body. They clung tightly without gaps. Winston’s complete arousal was unmistakable. Yujin was the same, so there was no reason to be surprised or embarrassed. Instead, it only excited them more.

“Yujin.”

Winston bit his lower lip gently, then moved his mouth to Yujin’s neck and sucked.

“My god, I can’t believe it. I dreamed of this all night.”

His large hand caressed Yujin’s skin. It was scorching hot, as if burned. When Yujin timidly spread his legs, Winston pressed closer. Gathering courage, Yujin wrapped his legs around Winston’s. He felt completely one with him. Of course, Yujin instinctively knew this wasn’t the end. Although he hadn’t seen it visually, the books were full of metaphors, and he could roughly guess. Even Harold wouldn’t have censored the books, and in that regard, he had been naïve. He never imagined his son would snatch the treasure so carefully kept.