I Should Have Just Died-Chapter 218

In the meantime, it seems that the tiredness of being overworked in the hospital and on the boat is relieved.

It left a mark on his stomach as a sign of victory in the battle against the disease. It was a surgical scar.

Seidrick ran his fingers over it—it was like a wound of glory for Seidrick. He dreamed the whole length of the operation.

Kendrick appeared in the dream.

Both Kendrick and Seidrick were young. Kendrick, who had been spending time with him all the time, said, pushing Seidrick on the back.

‘See you later, Seidrick!’

‘Brother, let’s go together!’

‘You can’t. Seidrick, Take care of Mother. And Ophelia too! Well……. If I ask for Dania as well, it’s a little daunting, but do it for me. She’s stubborn.’

‘Brother!’

‘Come later. Very later.

It was too vivid to be a dream.

‘Thank you, Seidrick. Thank you for holding out until now.’

Kendrick waved his hand, smiling brightly. Even Seidrick’s heart was brightened.

‘And I wish you all the best in the future! You must be happy, my brother!’

Pushing Seidrick into a bright light, Kendrick poured out everything he wanted to say. Seidrick mumbled his mouth not to let him go and stretched out his hand. However, the light that began to engulf Seidrick did not stop, and Kendrick disappeared.

Kendrick never came out, even in his dreams.

He must have had a lot to say.

Seidrick leaned his head against the bathtub railing.

Be happy……

“Is your brother happy?”

It was something he hadn’t asked. He was pushed by the hand that pushed Seidrick away and couldn’t even greet Kendrick properly. He wanted to hold onto Kendrick, who was fading away……. He wanted to hug him, who was alone.

“Are you happy?”

The only comforting thing is that the last time he saw Kendrick, he was smiling brightly.

This sentimental feeling is probably because he was with Juliana and Ophelia this evening. Kendrick, who loved his family so much, will be watching them from heaven.

Seidrick ruffled his hair.

He wanted to be born as Kendrick’s older brother if he had a next life.

He wanted to protect him instead of Kendrick, who had sacrificed his life and everything to protect his family.

“Duke.”

Seidrick woke up to the voice calling him, and the royal attendant stood by the doorway.

“I think you need to get up now. If you spend too much time, I think it will put a strain on your body…..”

“Ah. I’ll get up. I didn’t know the time was passing.”

Seidrick came out of the bathtub. He was immersed in these and other thoughts and did not even feel the passage of time. The attendants entered the bathroom and served Seidrick. He was not used to this kind of thing, but the attendants were too pious to refuse.

“Well … Where is my bedroom?”

It was only then that Seidrick realized that he hadn’t asked where his room was.

He wanted to lay down quickly and rest his tired body.

“Ah.”

The attendant lifted his head and smiled brightly. But why does he feel so anxious? Seidrick coughed with trembling eyes.

“Her Majesty’s has shared the bedroom.”

“What?”

Seidrick took a step backward without realizing it.

Such a thing……. he didn’t expect that.

“That, that’s not right! Aren’t there other rooms, other bedrooms?”

He just held her hand.

But it’s the same bedroom! It felt like his heart was going to stop. He didn’t make any preparations……!

How is it different from teaching statistics to someone who has just learned addition and subtraction? Did Alyssa allow it?

All sorts of thoughts flooded in.

And the attendant had the same professional spirit as the handmaid.

The attendant smiled brightly.

“I’m sorry, Your Excellency. We were cleaning the rooms, and all the bedding was taken out. I’m so sorry, but I haven’t been able to prepare a new bedroom.”

Seidrick knew the world more than Alyssa.

Seidrick sighed and shrugged his shoulders. It was because he knew the inside story of this.

“…… And the cleaning will last a whole month?”

“Yes. That’s right. I can’t help but feel at ease asking for your understanding. I will do my best to serve you with all my heart.”

Seidrick grabbed his head.

A scream seemed to come out. What to do about this

Dressing and wiping the water, Seidrick Drick couldn’t stop thinking about what the attendant had told him.

Alyssa.

Alyssa’s bedroom.

The same bed as Alyssa……

“I’m going crazy…….”

Seidrick muttered unknowingly.