His soul-Chapter 523: The power of love

Seeing the gun in Massimo’s hand right now made Gina’s whole body tremble. Massimo who looked so serious with his words and a gun with a lethal bullet in it really made Gina very nervous.

Actually Gina could have kicked the gun away from her face right now, but right now she doesn’t have the ability to do that. Her whole body felt weak, the words that had just left Massimo’s lips bothered her.

"I’ve done a stupid act by immediately divorcing you without a second thought, I love you too much Gina. I’m really so obsessed with you, I want to have me completely to myself. I don’t want to share everything in you with others, no for your father, your two sisters or your friends. I want to have you for myself, that’s why when I see photos and videos of you together with Lucas in the funeral area in such a close position my anger burns. I can’t think logically, emotions really overwhelm me at that time. That’s why I immediately thought of letting you go, letting you be with Lucas," Massimo said softly in a barely audible voice. "At that time I just felt tired from constantly trying to keep you by my side and because I didn’t want to hurt you like what happened five years ago when Lucas provoked me, so I decided to let you go without even thinking that you were pregnant." Massimo continued his speech. "I’m really sorry, honey. I’m so sorry, please forgive me just this once."

"You saw photos and videos of me and Lucas at the funeral?" Gina repeated Massimo’s words in confusion.

Massimo nodded his head. "Yes, someone sent the photos and videos to me."

"W-who?"

"I don’t know and I didn’t find out, my mind was on you at that time. So I didn’t find out who gave me the photos and videos," said Massimo honestly.

Gina bit her lower lip hard at Massimo’s words, even though she didn’t do anything to Lucas but Gina knew that she had made a mistake by leaving without Massimo knowing at that time. Gina wanted to see Lucas purely because she wanted to provide moral support, nothing more.

"Lucas and I were rivals long before we both knew you, Gina. And when fate had to make us compete again for you, I who never wanted to lose to Lucas became so protective of you. Especially when Lucas repeatedly said he wanted to take you from me, That’s why when I saw your togetherness again, I really couldn’t help myself," said Massimo again, although he didn’t mean to defend himself, but Massimo explained why he was so angry that day.

Gina who felt guilty slowly lowered her head, she now finally knew why Massimo was so angry with her that night. "At that time I came as a friend to Lucas, I just wanted to give him moral support. I who have already lost such a precious person feel sorry for Lucas who looks so devastated after Giovana’s death. That’s why I went to see him without asking your permission, I knew if I asked permission you would definitely forbid me.``

"Of course I forbid you, Gina. A normal man out there would also forbid the woman he loves from meeting other men," said Massimo quickly. "Moreover, I love you so much. I wouldn’t have let you meet that annoying Dom."

Silence, Gina did not reply to Massimo’s words. Massimo’s words pierced her deeply.

Because Gina did not respond, Massimo then put his gun on the floor and rushed to Gina, before Gina realized Massimo immediately grabbed Gina’s hands and squeezed them tightly.

"Would you give me a chance to fix things and start all over again, honey?" asked Massimo hopefully. "Allow me to be a good father to our child, please give me one more chance, Gina. I beg you, for the sake of our child. I want him to feel the complete love of his parents, unlike the two of us who were both raised without complete parental love."

Instantly Gina’s whole body tensed when she heard Massimo’s words, Gina forgot that Massimo also had an unhappy childhood because his biological mother did not want his presence. Gina, who was too busy wetting her own wounds, forgot that Massimo also had almost the same wound as her, even though Massimo still lived a much better life because he was born into a rich family.

"You want to give me that chance, right?" Massimo again asked Gina the same question.

Gina really wanted to say ’yes’, her mind pushed her to say that. But right now her tongue couldn’t move, there was a power called egotism that forbade her to say ’yes’ to Massimo’s sincere request.

"Honey..."

"I-I don’t know," Gina stuttered. "We’re officially divorced and my dad definitely won’t allow me to come back to you. He’s a very angry person for all you did to me two months ago."

"I will kneel to your father, I will beg him. I will humble myself before him to be with you and our child back, I will do anything to get your father’s trust back, dear. But that will be later, now I have to get your forgiveness first, ’ said Massimo hoarsely. "You want to forgive me, don’t you?"

Being stared at by a pair of loving eyes that were so sad it made Gina’s heart weak, Massimo, who until this moment still had a big space inside of her, really couldn’t be avoided by Gina. Gina is still trapped in the confines of her painful first love with Massimo.

"Honey..."

"I-I don’t know, I’m scared."

Massimo tightened his grip on Gina’s cold, slightly trembling hands. "Scared, afraid, why?"

Gina slowly lifted her face, staring at Massimo sadly. "I’m afraid of getting hurt again, I don’t want to feel that pain again, Massimo. I don’t want to feel the pain of being dumped like trash like that night again."

"No, for God’s sake I won’t repeat that mistake again. By God I won’t hurt you again, Gina. I’d rather hurt myself than hurt you," Massimo said earnestly.

Gina who was still so traumatized by all of Massimo’s treatment that night was silent, she didn’t give any response. Gina, who was so very afraid of having the same fate as her mother who was abandoned when she was pregnant, was really nervous and indecisive at this time, Massimo’s words were so sweet she still couldn’t believe it.

Massimo clenched his jaw when he saw Gina who didn’t give him an answer, without thinking Massimo grabbed the gun that was near his feet using his left hand and immediately put the gun into Gina’s hand which suddenly made Gina scream loudly in surprise given such a dangerous object.

"Massimo..."

"Shoot and wound me, if you still don’t believe my sincerity. If that way you can trust me again then I’m willing, you can choose the place you want to shoot. I give my life to you." Massimo spoke seriously, his blue eyes staring intently at Gina. As if to swallow Gina alive right now.

Instead of responding to Massimo’s words, suddenly Gina pulled her hand from Massimo’s grip and threw the gun in her hand away.

"Gina..."

Slap...

Gina gave Massimo a hard slap on the cheek all of a sudden.

Massimo, who didn’t expect Gina to give him a slap, looked so surprised, he slowly touched his cheek which didn’t hurt without breaking eye contact with Gina.

"Honey..."

"Why do you want me to shoot you so badly? You want to escape your responsibilities? You really want to leave me forever? Do you really want to make me raise this child alone?"

Massimo opened his lips wide, he couldn’t believe hearing Gina’s unexpected words.

"Sob.. are you not satisfied to see me so difficult for the past two months, Massimo? Are you not satisfied to see me cry every night because..."

Gina’s words stopped when Massimo immediately hugged her tightly, Massimo who realized that Gina had not changed moved quickly by giving a loving hug to Gina.

"My dear, my love, my love... I love you. I really can’t live without you, Gina."

Continued