His soul-Chapter 522: Please, Kill me

Ten minutes had passed since doctor Dorothea came out following Martin who had forced Rosa out. Meeting Massimo again in a way that was completely unexpected made Gina unable to speak, the same thing happened to Massimo. Seeing Gina who is so beautiful directly like this makes all the previously collected sentences disappear, being pregnant really makes Gina’s aura shine even more.

"D..darling." Massimo began to speak. "I miss you."

The rumbling in Gina’s chest grew louder at Massimo’s words, but she tried her best not to change her expression.

"I’m sorry if I ask your two doctors for help, this is the only way for me to meet and talk like this," said Massimo again. "You’re not mad, are you?"

"Angry?" Gina immediately responded to Massimo’s words quickly. "Do I have the right to that?"

"Sweetheart..."

"Speak, you’ve met me, haven’t you? Don’t waste time, I still have a therapy session with Doctor Dorothea after this," said Gina curtly trying to hold back the excruciating feeling in her chest.

Seeing Massimo who was in much better condition than the first time she saw him made Gina relieved and she almost screamed for Massimo’s name earlier if she hadn’t come to her senses right away. Gina really hated herself, she was too weak when it came to Massimo, even though in the past two months she had promised herself to hate and forget Massimo. But meeting Massimo again like this, all that hatred evaporated and disappeared with ease.

Massimo who was standing slowly lowered his body, trying to align himself with Gina who was sitting on the chair. Massimo didn’t want to make Gina’s neck hurt by looking at him who was standing.

"No, don’t come any closer!" Gina immediately shouted loudly, her hands immediately raised in the air to restrain Massimo who wanted to approach her. "Keep your distance if you want to talk to me."

Massimo who was trying to get close to Gina swallowed his saliva with difficulty, getting such a big rejection from Gina made him so disappointed and sad. Gina really is still very anti to him.

"All right," Massimo said softly. "I’ll talk from here."

Gina, who had been so focused on Massimo nodded slowly. "Speak, I don’t have much time."

Disappointment immediately appeared in Massimo’s eyes when he heard Gina’s words.

"I want to apologize to you, honey. I’m sorry, I want you to forgive me. I really want to come back to you, Gina," Massimo stammered. "I’m so sorry, honey. Please give me one more chance."

"One chance?" Gina repeated Massimo’s words coldly.

"Yeah, I want to fix things. I really want to be a good husband and father to our child."

Gina pursed her lips. "Being a good father? Too late, Massimo. My son doesn’t need that." Gina finished speaking, Gina’s whole body stiffened when she felt the baby react from inside her womb. It seemed his son didn’t like him talking to Massimo like that.

Smart baby.

Massimo’s eyes were instantly wet, his body shaking violently. Even though Gina’s tone wasn’t harsh, the effects of those words hit Massimo really hard.

"My baby and I don’t need you, Massimo. So you don’t have to bother coming back to us," Gina said again as she put one hand on her stomach, trying to calm her baby who was still active at this time. "After all you dumped us so ruthlessly that night, so why bother doing all this, Massimo? Didn’t you throw us out?"

"Honey..."

"That night I cried, felt sorry for you, and begged you with all my heart. I humbled myself, apologized to you." Gina immediately cut off Massimo’s words quickly, his voice shaking it was obvious Gina was holding back from crying. "But you don’t care about everything, you heartlessly keep saying you’re going to divorce me and just walk away without wanting to hear my explanation first."

Gina stopped her speech because her chest felt so tight, remembering how cruel Massimo that night made Gina almost cry. Her stronghold crumbled as she dug into her old wounds.

"And after you left, I still hope that you don’t actually do that. I really hope that if you don’t take your word for divorcing me seriously, I’ve been praying all night and hoping that your anger subsides and we’ll be okay. But all my hopes were shattered when Martin came in the morning with a divorce paper that I had never signed before. How much did you hate me at that time, Massimo? You had to put my digital signature on the divorce papers?" Gina said again with a trembling voice, the tears she had been holding back so much not to come out seemed to have started to roll down her face.

"I’m sorry... I’m sorry, honey..."

"I was devastated, Massimo. I really made you crumble to dust at that time, then when I’ve been trying to get up and live my life again why did you have to appear again like this? Haven’t you been satisfied to see me almost crazy?"

Massimo shook his head quickly, his face immediately panicked. "No, I couldn’t have done that, honey. I’d rather die if I did that to you."

Gina’s cynical smile immediately widened. "But you’ve done it to me many times, Massimo. Not only have you hurt me once, you’ve done it many times and you’ve never really changed. The new wound you gave me is more painful than the previous one. Then after all that pain, do I still have to go back to you? I’m tired, Massimo. I won’t be strong if you keep giving me wounds, I’m not that strong mentally."

The tears that came out of Massimo’s eyes were pouring down his face, even though he had prepared very well, but when he heard Gina’s honesty his heart immediately broke. A feeling of great regret suffocates his chest.

"My son and I are fine now, Massimo. Don’t worry, we won’t bother you or disturb you. You don’t have to worry either, I swear I will keep my son away from you so that your good name is maintained. People will not know that You already have a child," Gina said back.

"W-what do you mean talking like that, Gina? You intend to keep our son away from me? I’m his father, I’m blessed to be by his side, Gina. I have every right to that."

"What rights are you talking about, Massimo? All the rights you are talking about are gone, you don’t have any rights over this child. We are not bound by any relationship and when this child is born he will use the name Sanders behind his name. , so..."

"No!" Massimo shouted loudly. "That kid is mine, how could he bear the name Sanders. I won’t let that happen." Massimo’s chest heaved up and down as he spoke, it was clear how angry he was at the moment. "I..I won’t let that happen, Gina. Never."

Gina smiled at Massimo’s words. "See, I was just talking like that, you were so angry." 𝓯𝙧𝙚𝒆𝙬𝙚𝒃𝙣𝙤𝒗𝓮𝓵.𝙘𝙤𝙢

"How can I not be angry, you want to make my son a Sanders! The child is mine, Gina. He must bear my family’s last name. I am still alive, Gina. You can’t do this to me, even when I die he must still wear this my last name," said Massimo in a hoarse voice.

"Is this your son? How sure are you that he should use your last name?"

Massimo’s eyes immediately widened at the provocative question that had just left Gina’s lips.

"W-what do you mean?" stammered Massimo. "You couldn’t have done it with another man, could you?"

Gina pursed her lips. "My self-respect is not that low, Massimo. Even though you accused me of having an affair with Lucas many times, but I never had the slightest intention of betraying you. I have even repeatedly refused Lucas’s request to make me his when I was married to you. I was not born to be a traitor, Massimo."

"Then what did you mean before?"

Gina touched her stomach gently, trying to be as calm as possible in front of Massimo even though she was actually holding back the pain that was attacking her because the baby kept moving in there. "You divorced me two months ago when I was two month pregnant and according to applicable law this baby will be mine, the mother’s. And you, even though you are the biological father you have no rights over him. In the future even if I forbid you to meet him I can do that, I have the right to do so. So don’t ever claim that this child is arbitrary, Massimo."

Massimo felt his tight chest, Gina’s last words really hurt him. His lips were dry and it was difficult to reply to Gina’s words, his genius brain suddenly went blank. Only his eyes filled with disappointment were still moving, staring at Gina, as if he was reconfirming Gina’s words.

Gina, who actually couldn’t bear to see Massimo’s expression, was now gripping her hands tightly on her lap. Gina knew that her words had hurt Massimo so much at this time. What Massimo didn’t know was that Gina shared the pain with her own words.

"So I beg you, please stop seeing me, Massimo. Let me live in peace, I just really want to be happy. I’m so tired of all the troubles that keep coming up, I just want to be like everyone else. Can live a calm and happy life, only That’s what I want. Two months ago, when I found out that I was pregnant. I dreamed of being able to live happily with you with our child, raising him together, watching him grow together and enjoying all the beautiful moments until death. But you easily destroyed my dreams, you I have shattered my simple dream. I just want to have a complete family, Massimo. I want my child not to experience the terrible things that I went through when my father left my mother when she was pregnant, I don’t want my child to feel how much pain I was at that time..." Gina stopped her words and immediately wiped away her tears. "But it seems that bad luck doesn’t want to let me go, my poor child is forced to taste the bitterness of his mother’s life first... never mind. My son can definitely get through everything well, he has proven it well for the past two months. So once again I beg of you not to use this method again to see me, Massimo. I just want to live my life normally."

Massimo swallowed his saliva. "What do you have to do to get you to forgive me, honey?"

"I’ve forgiven you, Massimo. For God’s sake, I don’t have the slightest grudge against you. I’m actually very grateful to you because you gave me the opportunity to be a perfect woman. I really have forgiven everything from the bottom of my heart," replied Gina with fast.

"No, you don’t forgive me. You will never forgive me..."

"Massimo." Gina sighed in frustration. "We finally got our talk here, huh. I’m really tired of having to talk again from the start."

Massimo wiped his tears with his lips forming a smile, a smile that Gina couldn’t figure out what it meant. And Gina’s curiosity was answered later when Massimo pulled out a gun from the black blazer that wrapped his body, instantly Gina’s heart beat faster when he saw the deadly object.

"W-what do you mean, Massimo? Why did you pull out a gun?"

Massimo smiled, without breaking his eye contact with Gina. Massimo skillfully took out a bullet from his gun and left one bullet still in the gun which had great damage. Massimo slowly pointed his gun at Gina.

"Massimo..."

"Take it and shoot me."

Gina almost screamed at Massimo’s words.

"I’d rather die by your hands right now, if I don’t get your forgiveness, my love."

Continued