His soul-Chapter 503: Regret

Massimo hasn’t said anything since seeing dozens of pictures of Gina one after another that are scattered on his desk, in all of them it is clear that Gina is currently pregnant.

"You can see everything in this bag belonging to Darius, sir. At first glance, I saw that Darius had folded some papers, maybe they were important notes," Pablo said quietly as he lifted Darius’ bag with his uninjured left hand.

Martin rushed to grab the bag that was in Pablo’s hand and took it to Massimo, after that in a low voice Martin ordered his men to take Pablo and Darius to the hospital for treatment. After everyone in the room had left, Martin’s focus returned to Massimo who was still hanging his head, staring at the pictures of Gina that Darius had secretly taken for the past month.

"Sir..."

"Open the bag, Martin. I wonder what’s in it." Without lifting his head Massimo ordered Martin to take out the contents of the bag that Pablo had been talking about.

In a quick movement Martin rushed to do what his master asked, one by one the contents of the black sling bag were taken out and neatly arranged on the table. As soon as he finished removing all the contents of the bag, Martin was ready to back off to give Massimo time to see for himself. But just as he was about to step back, Massimo suddenly ordered him to open the paper he had just taken out of Darius’ bag.

"A-are you sure I opened it, sir?"

Massimo raised his head, staring at Martin silently.

Getting a murderous glare from his master made Martin immediately move, Martin carefully unfolded the first paper that was closest to him. Not wanting to spoil the information contained in the folded paper, Martin opened it very carefully. Martin immediately gulped when he managed to read the writing on the paper he was holding, his heart was beating faster at this time.

"What is it?" asked Massimo curiously, the change in Martin’s facial expression made Massimo’s curiosity grow.

Martin moved his head, turning slowly towards Massimo. "Madam is really pregnant, Master and..."

"And?" 𝒇𝓻𝓮𝓮𝙬𝙚𝒃𝒏𝓸𝙫𝒆𝙡.𝓬𝓸𝒎

"And the age of the womb has entered the fifth month," said Martin quietly.

Massimo’s reaction was unexpected, Martin silently stared at Martin without blinking with his lips tightly locked. Massimo had mixed feelings, he couldn’t think. Looking at the photos of Gina with an enlarged stomach, his chest felt tight, this time he heard that Gina was already in her fifth month of pregnancy.

"Meaning, when I divorced her she was two months pregnant, Martin," said Massimo hoarsely.

Martin swallowed. "It seems so, sir."

The empty glass on the table unexpectedly fell to the floor when it accidentally hit Massimo’s hand, suddenly a loud sound coming from the broken glass filled the room which was only filled by Massimo and Martin.

"Then what about the contents of the paper that is still on this table?"

Understanding the master’s curiosity, Martin immediately opened the other four folded papers that were previously in Darius’ bag. Three of the four papers contained Gina’s routine examination schedule and the other contained ultrasound results which showed that the baby Gina was carrying was a boy.

Hearing that Gina was carrying a baby boy made Massimo feel like he was carrying a boulder on his back, so heavy and stifling. Massimo really didn’t expect that Gina, the woman who still filled his heart, was currently pregnant with his baby. Instantly a feeling of guilt filled Massimo’s chest, the image of the incident two months ago when Gina begged him not to be divorced replayed in Massimo’s brain memory.

Gina’s cries that were so pitiful were again heard clearly in Massimo’s ears at this time, adding to the tightness that was gripping Massimo’s chest.

Martin who was still standing couldn’t do anything, he was just as shocked as Massimo. Martin really did not expect that the mistress who had been divorced by her master two months ago was pregnant.

"Master..."

"Go Martin, leave me alone." Massimo shooed Martin away with a quivering voice, his hands on the table tightly clenched.

Without being ordered twice, Martin hurried off, leaving Massimo alone. Martin didn’t want to make Massimo’s already chaotic mood worse. As soon as Martin closed the door to his room slowly Massimo reached for the photo of Gina who was farthest from him, with trembling hands Massimo looked at the photo more seriously.

His heart felt like it was being squeezed from the inside right now, seeing the photo of Gina receiving a massage on the back of her neck from Rosa while vomiting on the side of the road made Massimo’s heart shatter. Even though it was only from the photo, Massimo could feel how tormented Gina was at that time, her pale face in the photo explained everything to Massimo.

"Honey .."

After two months and ten days had passed, Massimo called Gina again with a special nickname. The call he used to make when he was calming a sulking Gina.

Massimo’s tears flowed uncontrollably from his blue eyes, seeing Gina choose to sit on the sidewalk with a pale face after throwing up her stomach contents accompanied by Rosa and Selena made Massimo feel even more guilty.

"I’m sorry, I should have been beside you..."

"Forgive my stupidity for not being able to contain this emotion, dear."

"Gina... arrghhh fuck!"

Prank...prank...prank...

Massimo threw some table decorations on the floor, instantly the glass ornaments shattered when they hit the hard floor. Knowing Gina’s pregnancy when he had divorced her really made Massimo’s heart fall apart. What is left for Massimo now is regret, Massimo really regrets not being able to control his emotions and jealousy. If only he could hold back a little bit maybe this wouldn’t have happened, if only at that time he could think with a cool head then everything would be fine.

"Fuck... you’re really stupid, Massimo. Why didn’t you realize that Gina was pregnant at the time.."

Brak..

Massimo hit his desk hard.

"You really are a trash man Massimo, you are really useless!! Arrgghhh fuck .."

From outside the door Martin could hear all of Massimo’s cursing, occasionally Martin took a deep breath when he heard his master cursing himself. As a grown man, Martin could feel how confused Massimo was feeling right now. Knowing the woman he loved was pregnant with their child when they were separated was a very painful blow.

With his head bowed, Martin took out his cell phone and called the private pilot Massimo, he asked the pilot to be on standby if asked to return to Barcelona at any time. As if knowing what was going to happen in the future, Martin acted quickly. However, he also had a hand in this matter, because at that time the person who came and gave Massimo the divorce papers signed was him.

The cellphone that Martin was holding almost fell when Massimo suddenly opened the door beside Martin.

"Sir..."

"Prepare the plane, we are returning to Barcelona this afternoon."

Martin nodded quickly. "Okay sir, I’ll take care of everything right away."

Massimo did not respond to Martin’s words and chose to continue his steps towards the minibar which was not far from his study, Massimo grabbed the bottle of wine with the highest alcohol content from the shelf and drank it straight from the bottle. Massimo wanted to get rid of the tightness that was attacking him, his guilt for divorcing Gina.

After drinking wine for the third time, Massimo raised his right hand which was carrying a beautiful photo of Gina enjoying ice cream with her family at an ice cream shop on the beach.

"My dear... my love... sorry, I’m sorry."

Continued.