First Stygian Diviner:Apocalypse-Chapter 163 What If …I Am The Monster, Ciel ?

At that moment, Isiah was furious to the point where he felt his dark energy floating in the air, he was already fighting a lot of things at that moment.

The atmosphere that he was not compatible with, the urge to feed on the corpses he killed, and the pain after that stab.

He felt like he wanted to murder this person and eat him right there without feeling any regret.

He was so focused on what he wanted to do until he heard a voice he recognized.

" Isiah" He felt a lot of warmth in that voice, but he chose to ignore what had felt.

" Isiah, it is me, Ciel "

The place was dark to the point where Isiah was not able to see anything in front of him .

Suddenly, he saw light at the end of the classroom, the light extended to lighten the whole room. Isiah was able to see two people standing right there, a female and a little kid, when Isiah focused more on the scene in front of him he realized that he knew both of them .

One of them was Ciel and the other one was Lexie, but right now he chose to ignore the fact that he knew her .

when she saw his face, she just started to back off slowly .

" I ..I …didn't know, I ….did not " Lexie mumbled because she couldn't imagine that she did that to him .

Isiah looked at her with a lot of anger, he wasn't even hesitating toward what he wanted to do to her, his blood was dripping from the injury,so he covered it with his palm and summoned his sword .

" You dare to stab me ?" Isiah said.

" I didn't …I didn't…mean to … "

Isiah started to move toward Lexie with the sword in his other hand, he was moving slowly, and he was suffocating because of the incompatibility.

The look in his eyes was very terrifying and that is why Ciel just stayed away from him, he remembered the same incident when he was about to kill his classmates the last time he saw him .

Isiah raised his sword in the air and then said:" None of you is going to escape this night "

Lexie was too stunned to even do anything in his presence, she was in front of the person that she always felt intimidated by , and now he was about to kill her because she hurt him .

Ciel approached him slowly while saying: " She is a friend, Isiah, she is one of us "

Ciel didn't know that Isiah changed a lot since the last time he saw him, he was completely a different person and a few words from him were not going to change his mind at all .

" Isiah, she is one of us "

" Us ? " Isiah said as he glared at Ciel for a long time, however, what made Isiah question what was happening in front of him was that even by doing that, Ciel was not afraid of him, he was acting as if Isiah really cared about him and didn't want to kill him .

The hunger at that moment was too much for him to handle, he kneeled while using the sword as a pillar and started to puke.

" Are you okay, Isiah , are you sick ? " Ciel hurried toward him with a concerned look on his face .

Isiah ignored him completely because everything was getting on his nerves at that moment.

' I can't act like an animal, it is the only thing left for me as a human and I can't just act like that, I can't be running like a dog to eat flesh and dead corpses '

" Is it because of the stab ? Ciel, I really didn't mean to hurt Isiah, I am really sorry, I really didn't mean to, I thought it was someone else"

Isiah felt like he was hearing their voices from afar, suddenly his vision started to be more foggy which made him go crazy .

" I…. am….. hungry " Isiah said when he was about to faint on the classroom ground.

"Hungry ? " Ciel repeated after him, very worried about what had gone into him.

" Leave! " Isiah yelled at him at that moment.

Lexie was too afraid to get closer to him, of course, she was not going to be welcome anywhere near him, she witnessed the incident before they tried to kill him, she ignored him most of the time , and she wanted him to be dead, she was not supposed to be near him when he shows up right after the death .

" Let me help you, " She said right away when she saw the pain in his face.

Lexie got closer to him trying to help him sit, however, the moment he felt her palm on his shoulder he pushed her away from him until she fell to the ground.

" Isiah, she could help you …she could heal the injury " Ciel said as if he was begging him to stay motionless and let her heal the injury .

'You don't understand, you fuc***ing idiot, at this moment , all I am thinking about is killing you and eating your flesh, please leave ! it is not like I care about you, but I don't want to turn into a monster '

Isiah was struggling a lot inside of him, however, he couldn't even say a proper word to make the kid leave .

Lexie stayed away from him this time, but she didn't even leave the room while Ciel left that classroom immediately without saying anything to them.

He left for just a brief time only to come back with something in his hand, he reached out to Isiah and extended his arm toward him, and said: " Orange !"

When Isiah heard his voice he felt like something inside of him was getting ripped, it was a memory from the past days when he and Ciel spent that night collecting oranges and eating them until they couldn't sleep.

" What the ….!" Isiah shouted at him the moment he opened his eyes . 𝗳𝘳𝐞e𝙬𝙚𝚋𝗻𝚘𝚟𝗲l.𝑐𝑜ｍ

" Orange ! " Ciel repeated .

He had that cute look on his face, since Isiah died he didn't have a single positive opinion about anyone but him .

He was smiling that innocent smile while he was still having that orange in his palm.

" Ciel, I told you , it is not safe to be with him, he is Isiah Duncan after all " Lexie said when she saw that Isiah was not extending his hand to take that orange from him .

The hunger was unbearable so Isiah took that orange from him and started to eat. It tasted weird, it didn't feel like anything he had ever eaten in his entire life, it was disgusting to him .

Isiah sighed as he ate it, he didn't say a word as he was doing that because he finally knew that the changes that he wanted didn't just affect his powers but his whole life as a human being .

' I just want to puke, it is horrible to the point where I want to puke right here and right now '

Isiah raised his face only to see Ciel looking at him from above while he was still smiling .

" Is it good ? I have a lot more, do you want me to peal you another one, you said that you were hungry"

Isiah didn't want to get involved with him yet surprisingly he didn't want to let that smile fade away, he turned around to face Lexie .

" I know you, " He said with a disgusted look on his face then added:" You were there that night, you enjoyed the show, and you dared to stab me? "

Isiah didn't try to stand again, Lexie was looking at him in the eyes very terrified when she said: " The atmosphere around you seems very dense, not like in the past, I feel like you are not here randomly , I think that you are avenging yourself "

Isiah gave her an icy look then said: " Can you just shut your mouth, right now I don't need to hear any of your nonsense"

Isiah closed his eyes again, and this time he felt someone approaching him, he wanted to push the person away until he heard:" I want to make you feel good "

It was Ciel's cute voice, he didn't even try to open his eyes only to feel a wave of warmth spreading from the place of the injury.

" What's… '' Isiah didn't even continue talking when he saw Ciel putting his palm there while performing a healing spell .

" You will feel good, Isiah, I will heal you," Ciel said to assure him for a bit .

Isiah looked away toward the window and said:" We haven't seen each other in months and you are just too friendly with me, things are not the same, do you think that I wouldn't hurt you"

" Yes, you won't hurt me" Ciel replied with a lot of confidence which made Isiah smile automatically .

" You have to stay with us, the monsters are out there, they will kill you if you go outside, they will harm you "

Looking at how innocent Ciel was made Isiah feel very terrible, even in this moment he was challenging himself not to kill him .

"What if …I am the monster, Ciel ? "