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Being Reborn And Starting Off By Not Being A Simp-Chapter 458: Indefinite Life (2)
After browsing the comments section for more than ten minutes and was about to exit the acne marks, he suddenly saw a live broadcast content pushed to him by the platform.
Mo Xiaodie was broadcasting.
She was stunned for a moment before she remembered that today was April 5th. It was Mo Xiaodie’s first live broadcast after her father’s attack.
Then I clicked on it.
In the broadcast room, the lonely girl sat on a folding stool, playing the guitar and singing.
"In the middle of the night the wind and rain sound,
I wake up the dreamer,
Who would often knock on the door after the beginning of autumn?
If I were to spend my whole life
Still troubled by love,
I’d rather start alone..."
The voice was clear and had a hint of sadness.
This song was called " Indefinite Life " and it was a new song that had just been released. The original singer was a male.
Now that Mo Xiaodie had sung it in a clear female voice, there was a hint of sadness in it.
When Ye Mo clicked in, Mo Xiaodie had already been on the stream for more than half an hour. She had sung a song before and this was her second song.
At this time, there were already more than 2,000 people online in her live broadcast room.
When she was singing, she was quite far away from the screen. She did not look at the comments on the screen and simply sang.
Using someone else’s song to sing his own story.
The first song she sang was a song that was even older than her. The song was called " The Past." When she sang that song, her mind was filled with the drawings she had drawn when she was young. There was her and her parents.
At that time, her father had not taken drugs and was still a qualified and good father.
At that time, the family was together and felt quite happy. They had many happy memories.
Unfortunately, it was all in the past.
She had posted a video of her singing by the river before she returned, and she was singing the same song.
This time, when she chose to sing " Lifeless," the image of a handsome young man appeared in her mind.
She didn’t have anything to do with that young man.
She liked it.
But she didn’t dare to like him.
Because she knew that it was impossible for her to have an ending like that.
As the lyrics said, the more true the love is, the deeper it falls. If fate is broken, only separation is left.
She knew that she was a person with an incurable disease and was no longer worthy of such a luxury as love.
Even if the young man she liked also liked her, she did not dare to accept that love.
Because she felt that she was not worthy.
"I’m already an unfortunate person. I can’t drag a person who could have been happy into my misfortune."
Moreover, that young man was so outstanding, and so many people liked him. How could she be able to get him to like her?
She could only hide that admiration in her heart.
However, there was still some sadness in his heart.
That sadness turned into a song and poured out.
While singing this song in the live broadcast room, a thought suddenly came to his mind.
"I wonder if he’s watching my live broadcast at this moment. Is he listening to me sing this song?"
"If he were to hear me sing this song, would he know that I was thinking about him when I sang this song?"
For a moment, his heart was filled with a hundred thoughts.
A song was sung by her in a melodious and sentimental manner.
"If my heart is warm,
Never felt cold,
Although in the end, they will still be alone..."
As Ye Mo listened, he suddenly felt his heart ache. He felt that this girl was too lonely and pitiful.
He knew Mo Xiaodie’s situation better than most people in the live broadcast room. Not only did this girl have an incurable disease, but her father had also died not long ago.
Moreover, he was a father who was difficult to explain in a few words.
What brought her was not only the grief of losing her loved ones, but also the pain of being stabbed in the back by her loved ones.
From this song, he heard loneliness.
A loneliness that could not be resolved in this lifetime.
She thought to herself, She’s always alone, but deep down, she probably doesn’t want to be alone forever, right?"
Mo Xiaodie’s voice became more and more sad, as if she would cry at any moment."
"The road ahead is long and rainy,
Who is waiting in a daze? -
Let his heart be full of hatred,
Don’t be a heartless person.
If love is more true,
The deeper you sink,
If fate is broken,
Only separation remained.
On the way back, there is no sound in the endless night,
There’s no one to turn back,
I only hear the waves behind me,
Her heart ached for some reason.
If there is a next life,
Are you devout?
I’ve been waiting all my life,
Just for her..."
There was an inexplicable sense of pain in this song.
Ye Mo thought,"Did she like someone before, but she broke up with that person?" Otherwise, how could she sing with such emotions?"
It was normal for a girl of Mo Xiaodie’s age to have emotional experiences.
Breaking up was normal.
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However, from the song, it could be heard that this girl was still very hurt.
"She was hurt because of this relationship, but she didn’t have any resentment, but regret. It seemed that she liked that person quite a lot, but her situation made her not have the courage to be with that person. She could only pin her hopes on the next life."
Ye Mo thought.
For some reason, he felt some hatred for the man who broke up with Mo Xiaodie in his imagination. He felt that no matter what the situation was, he should not let this poor girl be sad.
"If it were me, I would definitely not do that..."
He thought to himself.
Under the overflowing sympathy, he did the greatest help that a live stream viewer could do for this girl-to get some flowers!
He looked at his account and saw that he still had tens of thousands of bean coins. He opened the gift tab and found the Carnival. He gave one out.
At this moment, Mo Xiaodie’s " Indefinite Life " had just reached the end.
"If there is a next life,
Are you devout?
I’ve been waiting all my life,
He only turned around for her.
But in this life,
I advise you not to wait any longer..."
After singing this song, Mo Xiaodie’s mood was still immersed in the artistic conception.
She looked forward to her next life.
If there was a next life, she hoped that she would be a healthy woman, a beautiful woman, and be able to meet that handsome young man.
If there was such a next life, she would not miss out on that youth. She would bravely confess and pursue him.
However, she no longer looked forward to this life.
In this life, she was not worthy.
In this life, she only deserved to live. She did not deserve to have love, a family, or relatives.
After she finished singing, she approached the screen.
Just as he was about to say something, he saw the special effects of the Carnival flash.
When he saw the name, he was stunned.
The name of the Carnival was the young man she was thinking of when she sang this song.
"He came to watch my live broadcast!"
"He’s guarding my live broadcast room!"
"He heard me sing this song!"
"He gave me this gift!"
"Does he know my feelings?"
"Is there a possibility that he...He likes me too?"
For a moment, he did not know whether to laugh or cry, whether to be sad or happy.
Without any warning, her tears fell.
She covered her mouth and turned her face away from the camera to stop herself from crying.
She was afraid of scaring the audience in the live broadcast room.
She was even more afraid of scaring the young man who had given her this Carnival.
He took a deep breath and told himself,"
" He doesn’t like me, he doesn’t like me, he’s using this account now, he’s not him, he’s just a company, he wants to help me do data in the live broadcast room, at the same time give this account some attention.""
"I can’t let my imagination run wild. I can’t be overly sentimental. This will cause trouble for him."
It was common for companies to use their hosts ’accounts to send gifts to other hosts.
After signing with the company, the account did not belong to him but to the company. The company had the right to use this account to do other things.
It was quite normal for her to have such thoughts.
She had to use this thought to suppress her excitement.
After two minutes, he calmed down a little. Then, he smiled at the camera and said,
"Thank you Tianyuan Ye Mo for the Carnival. Ye Mo is a very good artist at Tianyuan Media and a martial arts master."







