The Whole Internet is Shipping Me with My Ex-Boyfriend

Chapter 525 - 4: That Would Mean I Really, Really Miss You

The Whole Internet is Shipping Me with My Ex-Boyfriend

Chapter 525 - 4: That Would Mean I Really, Really Miss You

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Chapter 525: Chapter 4: That Would Mean I Really, Really Miss You

Just now, when Sheng Yi mentioned in the livestream that she had a secret crush, at that moment, Dao An felt a sense of self-abandonment in his entire consciousness.

At this time, he told himself: It’s time to let go.

It’s been almost a year, shouldn’t I let go already?

From the moment I liked her, I knew there was no result...

Sheng Yi’s voice came from the livestream—

"...well, how should I put it, when I started liking him, I actually wasn’t aware at all, didn’t feel that my affection for him was the kind between a man and a woman, because he’s so good, so excellent, I deeply know I’m not worthy."

"I swear I’m not being pretentious, maybe that’s how people with unrequited love feel, insecure and sensitive, always feeling they’re not on the same level."

"Later on, when I realized it, I found out that we had missed so much between us. Actually... when I’m telling you these things, I know with my current popularity, I’ll definitely be trending tomorrow, but I don’t want to hide it, it’s a secret worth sharing."

Many viewers in the livestream were moved.

Even if this is just a small secret crush.

But the victory lies in Sheng Yi’s mindset; she treats her secret love seriously and views it earnestly, rather than brushing it off lightly.

Sheng Yi’s expression was gentle; she should end the stream now, but before doing so, she spoke words brewing in her heart to the screen: "I don’t know if he will see my livestream... maybe not, but I hope my millions will record this part I’m about to say, even if I become trending tomorrow because of this, I want the phrase I said to appear on the trending list."

Netizens in the livestream were bewildered.

Only the fans were nearly moved to tears.

[Yiyi, at this moment, it’s the most beautiful. Looking forward, life will be even more beautiful. Choosing what you truly want is the most important!]

[I also had a secret crush on a boy, but I never dared to confess. It’s been almost ten years now, I think I’ll wait for ten more years to marry his son.]

[It’s really hard to confess a secret love, especially for someone as insecure as me. Because I missed so much, if anyone around me has a secret crush, I will definitely encourage them to be brave and confess.]

[But I heard that a silent love is a successful mime, and once spoken, it turns into a tragedy, is that really the case?]

[Yiyi, we hope you follow your heart, not be influenced by the mundane, always keep your innocence and charm.]

There were many comments.

Some fans had comments so long they nearly blocked half the screen; Sheng Yi is not someone who easily cries, but seeing these comments, she felt a bit emotional.

She truly needed to end the stream.

But she hadn’t said those words yet.

Dao An secretly loved her, and she secretly liked Dao An too.

So, is there a possibility Dao An would be watching her stream too? Even if... even if he’s too busy to watch her stream, as long as he’s still paying attention to her, he would definitely see her trending because of the love affair.

He would definitely know.

And she wants to find him.

To travel far overseas to find him.

The number of people in the livestream was increasing, and at this moment, Sheng Yi said something very important, she said: "When I realized I liked you, my heart had given up a thousand times and a million times, but I still would, at any moment, take one leap of faith for you. When I haven’t gone to find you, it’s because I was suppressing my thoughts about you, afraid I wouldn’t control my impulsive self to find you, only to return disappointed, but if I do come to find you, it definitely means I’ve understood how much I truly, truly miss you."

After saying these words, Sheng Yi waved to the people in the stream: "That’s it for today’s broadcast, I hope tomorrow and tomorrow will be better, I hope all secret loves in this world have a result, hope all unwavering affections will surely have a response, bye-bye~ See you next time~"

After bidding everyone goodnight, Sheng Yi ended the livestream.

The moment she turned off her phone, she felt so relaxed, so happy, her heart was racing.

In her view, it doesn’t matter whether Dao An hears these words or not; what truly matters is, she’s decided to go to M Country to find Dao An.

On the other side of the ocean, in a different timezone.

Dao An had exited the livestream a few minutes ago.

As for what Sheng Yi said afterwards, he didn’t know, nor would he rewatch the stream to find out.

Probably keeping her hidden in his heart for too long, too long that he wants to hide her even deeper, not letting anyone discover, even if he knows there are countless barriers between them, he still harbors a slight selfish motive and wishfulness.

Now.

He ultimately still needs to completely return the one he carefully kept in his heart to the future person who will accompany her through life.

Up to this moment, fate ends.

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