Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 26: Open up your mind

I sigh into the kiss and let it happen.

This time around isn’t just a pressing together of lips. Jaehyun parts his lips and I do the same, moving in sync with him. The kiss feels soft and special. While the first one had been different, this one feels more beautiful.

Not sure what to do, I place my hands on his shoulders and open my mouth wider, and taking charge, Jaehyun holds me by the neck with his shaky hands to angle my head, making the kiss deeper.

His tender but firm touch on my neck makes my omega release his pheromone, marking the space as ours and the scent in the room grows sweeter, like the blooming of flowers while taking a walk in a park on a sunny day.

Gasping for air, we both pull apart and my tensed shoulders fall- a perfect image of how every anger I had stored up in me is melting away like an ice cube under the sun and giving way to a tenderness I didn’t know I have in me.

"The truth is...I want to be happier than everyone else" I say quietly, keeping my voice low, saying the words like I am sharing a secret that is just meant for the two of us. "I know" Jaehyun whispers and takes a shuddering breath, pain very much obvious in his posture and expression. "It’s okay that I kissed you, right?" he asks and I nod.

With the nodding of my head, Jaehyun captures my lips again in a kiss, I move my lips with his to match the gentle intensity, exploring this new experience with a strange new boldness.

Noting his struggle to breath, I pull away from the kiss and press my forehead to his, worried about the poison in his system, "I’m fine" he says as if reading my mind.

"I should wash up" I say.

"You should" he mutters but makes no move to let me go.

"You should let me get up" I laugh and he lets go with a pout on his face. "You’ll come right back to me right?" he asks and I nod, "I will".

Navigating the house, I take the fastest shower of my life and pick a random cloth from Jaehyun’s closet.

"Your lips are still blue" I note when I return and Jaehyun relaxes his body into the bed with a groan, "It hurts like a bitch" he says as he pats the unoccupied side of his bed and I climb in next to him to have a better look at his face.

"I will have to take you to a hospital" I say in worry, "Jun-ah, don’t panic tonight. Just stay here with me" Jaehyun pouts and I shake my head at his childlike behavior. "You might not make it through the night" I point out logically, "and if you take me to the hospital, you will be exposed" he also points out logically with a cocky look on his face.

The look should piss me off but I am too worried about his state of being at the moment. "you’re on the verge of death and still worrying about me?" I say incredulously.

"You’re on the verge of death everyday and you still worry about others" Jaehyun shrugs and I melt into him, "can I scent you" he asks quietly, his words slurry with tiredness.

"Just two weeks ago you didn’t want my scent" I tease, disguising my insecurity as a joke instead of letting it show. "Your scent was the biggest test of my discipline that I have ever had to face" he sighs and I lean in to take off his scent patch.

Adjusting myself, I lean in closer till the scent gland on my neck is right against his nose and Jaehyun presses against it to coax my pheromones with a satisfactory hum. I also sigh in satisfaction of the new experience, I never imagined I would scent anyone in my life.

His head is heavy on my shoulder from how relaxed he is. How did I go from barking and trying to take a bite of him to letting him rest completely on me like this?.

I don’t know what we’ve done or where it will lead but I know that fighting this longer than I should would only cause more pain.

My omega is swooning within me and just like every single day since Jaehyun discovered my secret, I don’t fight against my omega, instead I let it be.

"Pretty" Jaehyun mutters against my neck, his hot breath fanning the scent gland and drawing a whimper from me.

I hear him take a deep breath and sigh, from the sound I can tell he is already falling asleep, "Jaehyun?" I call his name to make sure the effect of the poison has at least lost a reasonable amount of power.

"I’ll protect you" he says and snuggles against me even closer and I can’t help but chuckle, the big bad Hwang Jaehyun with the reputation of being a maniac is nothing but an adorable puppy.

Exhausted, I shut my eyes and sleep takes over me as well.

When I open my eyes, I am greeted by sunlight filtering into the room through the blinds. I turn to my side and I am face to face with Hwang Jaehyun, my enemy turned...friend?

Do friends kiss as tenderly as we did last night? I ponder fruitlessly as I don’t have the means to give myself an answer. I have never had a friend in my life.

I draw in a deep breath and it dawns on me that I smell heavily of Jaehyun and he smells heavily of me, I look him over in awe of his visuals. He is terribly handsome with his strong nose and sharp jawline.

Sighing again I turn to roll out of the bed to stretch my limbs, my body aches from the previous night’s chaos. Rubbing my eyes, I make my way out of the room into the small kitchen, yawning like a cat as I walk.

My nose twitches and my omega begins to prowl restlessly inside me the closer I go to the kitchen with my eyes half open. Pushing down the feeling, I open Jaehyun’s cabinet and everything suddenly comes to a stop when I feel the cold rim of a gun pressing against my temple. 𝘧𝘳𝘦ℯ𝓌𝘦𝒷𝘯𝑜𝑣𝘦𝓁.𝒸𝘰𝓂

"Another step and I will end you, you Choi vermin" a cold voice hisses in my ear.