Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 245: Take back (mildly 18+)

Yujun’s POV

Noon goes by slowly and Jaehyun wakes up a bit later.

I can’t help but keep watching him and thinking of everything Yeon mom said to me earlier, the harsh truth that I am likely to never be told by anyone else, I have been free many times...

I remember the dream of the second me; I am the only one that can set me free.

"What are you thinking about so hard about my love?" he asks softly and I hum in response, I have nothing to say at the moment, I just want to push it all off me.

"Are you okay?" he asks softly and I nod, sitting next to him.

"You didn’t change last night" I say, running my fingers through his thick dark hair and he hums, "I got carried away" he says, taking my hand out of his hair to kiss it.

"I’m so dirty" he says and groans, dropping his head back to the pillow, "then let me take care of you too" I say, pressing my face into his chest.

He chuckles but doesn’t pull me off him, "Junnah, you don’t have to-" he starts and I kiss him on the lips to shut him up, using his own tactic on him.

"You’re sure you’re okay?" he asks again and I look at the wall blankly before answering, "no, I’m not okay" I confess and he pushes himself up, brows creasing with worry.

"I spoke with mom" I say and he curses, eyes flashing red, "I’m sorry, I don’t know why mom would be that way to you" he says angrily and I laugh softly to calm him.

"I needed it" I say.

"But he didn’t have to be that harsh"

I cup his cheeks and lean in to kiss him again, "you know your mom better than I do" I say and he sighs, "I know you know he meant no harm" I add quietly and his eyes returns to being brown.

"I know...I was just worried for you, you have had to endure too many pains..." he says, voice trailing off as I straddle him, looking down at him with warm eyes.

"I have you, I’m going to be fine" I say and he watches my face carefully, I try not to hide my feeling from him, I’m not fully okay I know I will be. I can’t let anything steal my happiness easily.

My alpha splays his hand on my back and pulls me to his chest, nosing at my scent gland gently, and I moan weakly as my scent is released into to room.

He releases his scent for me and at the smell of exhaustion in his scent, I shake my head and push him back to the bed, "alpha, you need to get a bath" I say and he pouts, throwing his arm over his eyes.

"I don’t want to" he whines, and I let out a small sigh, ignoring him as I start to undo his pants button, making him let out a squeal that sends me into laughter.

"Seriously, put yourself together, you’re a dad now" I tsk and he sits up immediately with his brows raised so high they almost touch his hairline, "woah, you really used that on me" he says, making a sassy disapproval face.

"Get up" I say and he scoffs before getting up.

"You’re coming too, right?" he asks and I smile, taking off my clothes before giving him an answer, "am I?" I ask and he pulls off the rest of his clothing, smiling at me.

My heart is racing with how his eyes on me are like I remain the most beautiful person to him, not like I killed a man, not like...

"There you go, thinking and thinking again" Jaehyun says and taps his finger to my head lightly, "I can’t help it" I say and he takes my hand to lead me into the bathroom, once in the space.

He fills the bath and gestures for me to get in.

"No, you get in" I say, shaking my head and he looks at me suspiciously, "I want to take care of you too" I say and he looks at me carefully once before getting into the water.

He sits comfortably in the tub and rests his arms on the side, "now what?"

"You let me take care of you" I repeat the word I have been saying for a long time now, wondering how many times I would have to say it before it sinks in for him, and the alpha’s face looks like he’s surprised.

"What?" I ask, and he sighs before laughing gently, "nothing, you’re stunning" he says.

I turn around to pick out the soap and then I kneel by the tub, just like he did last night, I start to wash his body slowly, mimicking the gentle way he always takes care of me.

"Stay still" I mutter, washing his shoulder gently, he relaxes his body for me, and I run my hand down to his stomach, watching the way his abdomen tightens to my touch.

Fascinated by the way he still reacts to me, "relax" I say and run my hand even lower, watching his brows pinch together and I swallow, the water and foam cover what my hand is touching.

I feel the veins decorating his pelvis jerk to my touch and it makes me blink.

Screw being worried...this my victory and I choose to have it.

Jaehyun’s POV

He knows what he’s doing, right?

This can’t be just a bath, Yujun’s hand is going lower, and my breath is getting caught in my throat, we had sex for the first time since Haeri’s birth last night but right now feels different, almost like he’s using me and I love it.

"Are you with me?" Yujun asks, his voice low as he runs his hand up to my chest, placing his palm directly above my nipple and I groan from the pleasure.

"Y-yeah" I stutter, he keeps moving his palm up and down with an innocent look.

My cock is starting to fill out under the water, and my head getting light, he knows how to get me even without trying.

"Baby..." I groan through my teeth and stop his hand, holding it just before he does more damage on me, but he smiles and gets up from his knees.

He’s hard too, already dripping precum as he climbs into the bath, straddling me and I hold on to his waist.

"Yujun...this is..." I groan as he settles right on my cock, I shut my eyes and throw my head back as the head nudges his hole.

"You’re ruining me, my love" I whisper and he straightens his back, bringing his chest forward just enough for me to latch on to his nipple.

I press my tongue flat on the nub and suck on it, as milk drops into my mouth, my eyes almost rolls back in my head.

Yujun rolls his hips on me and I whine, cock jerking in response to him as the slippery soap and the pressure drives me insane.

"Ah..." I moan and Yujun moves forward just enough for the tip of my cock to slide in, and when it does, he moves away, pulling it out of his hole. 𝐟𝗿𝐞𝚎𝚠𝐞𝚋𝕟𝐨𝚟𝐞𝕝.𝕔𝕠𝚖

"Please..." I plead struggling to keep myself submitted to him; my omega digs his claw into my shoulder and his deep moans mixes with my desperate ones.

My alpha howls in me with hungry pride, needing to find a way to get more, but we both know...Yujun owns us, we’re his to use like a drug.

"I love you, I love you so much" he says and I whimper in response, my brain can’t seem to work right now, not when he’s holding me like this.

Yujun connects our lips together for a scorching kiss, the water splashes around us as he keeps humping my cock, rocking back and forth on it.

He finally reaches for my cock and in no time, he lifts his hips and take me into his hole without stretching himself, "baby..." I call, the push is tight, but he seems to like it as he takes it.

"Don’t get hurt" I groan and he shakes his head, taking me completely and then I sigh against his neck, the omega doesn’t move for a few seconds.

He just sits with me fully inside him underneath the soapy water, he’s staying still like he’s savoring the moment but then I see the tears welling up in his eyes.

"Fuck...baby..." I whisper worriedly.

"I don’t want to be controlled by them anymore, I want to have my life" he says and I wrap my arms around him, he’s spiraling with me inside him it fucking feels like hell.

"Your life is yours baby, I’ll fucking kill anyone that tries to steal it from you again" I say, looking intensely into his eyes and he sniffles.

"I know...I know" he says and places his hands on my shoulder.

My beautiful mate moves his hips up and down at a slow pace, and I keep my hand on his waist, not moving him, only staying perfectly still for him and letting him use me.

"I know" he gasps one more time before he picks up his pace, riding me faster and faster, the tightness of his hole and the wetness of our bodies make my vision go dark around the edges.

The bathroom starts to smell sweeter from our mixing and I gasp desperately as he cums on me, tightening his walls around my cock, pushing me into my orgasm.

My knot keeps us locked as the omega rests against me to catch his breath, and I feel for him through our bond, the tears weren’t pain...they were...acceptance of rebirth.

My strong omega.