Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 242: He’s gone now...

Yujun’s POV

Blood pools at my feet, spreading out towards my black shoes as the pulsations of the red organ dies out slowly.

He’s dead.

The smell of blood is sickening and my knees buck under me, but Jaehyun catches me before I would hit the floor, holding my body and saying some words that I can’t hear over the screams inside of my head.

I killed him.

This is not the first time I am killing a man, but it has never been this way, I have never ripped a man’s pumping heart out of his chest before...never felt this proud and satisfied to see a man lose consciousness.

When I came into the house, all I could see was the way he had ruined my life, the way he had looked down from the balcony, laughing and taunting me while I was bleeding out.

All I could see was the painfully handsome smile on his face as he grinned down at me while Haeri’s life was being threatened.

A light shaking brings me out of my lost headspace and I whimper softly as my alpha’s voice breaks through the noise.

"Baby, Junnah, look at me" Jaehyun says and shakes my body, "hey, hey...it’s okay, we’re free from him" my mate says and pulls me to his chest.

He holds me tenderly but I still can’t look away from the fallen body of the man that terrified me worse than my father did.

I...I killed him.

He would have killed my pup, killed my sister, he would have killed my mate, but I killed him.

"Baby, please stay with me" Jaehyun says and I gasp, forcing air down my throat to keep myself in check

I’m spiraling too fast.

"Haeri..." I call for my baby, I need to see that I got here just in time, I need to see my daughter and make sure she’s okay.

"Baby, we can’t see her like this" Jaehyun says softly, suddenly the entrance of the hall is open and people rush in.

"Jaehyun..." I say his name and look back in panic, as soon as I do, I realize that they are members of the pack, "it’s okay" Jaehyun mutters and that’s when I notice Gawon leaning against the wall.

I had been so blinded by a kind of madness that I didn’t even notice her...it makes me wonder, how much of what I felt in the moment was me and how much of it was Jaehyun.

"Hae- my daughter" I say again, everything around me feels dull and I feel nauseous.

"She’s safe with Yunah, okay? We will wash up and they’ll come to you" Jaehyun says and guides me out of the bloody hall, I don’t know how my legs got to move but we end up in our room.

The alpha takes off my blood stained clothes, his hands, the hands that took out the heart of that madman are now gently undressing me.

"You did well my precious, I’m so in awe" he says, pressing kiss on my shoulder, he brushes my hair back with his hand, leaving blood in it but he pulls me in to kiss me.

The kiss wakes me up as I open my mouth for him.

My alpha says I did well.

"You- you looked so beautiful, you won baby, you won for us" he says as he breaks our kiss and looks into my eyes, "you are perfect" he says and kisses me again.

I slip my eyes shut and let his scent bury the smell of Chan’s blood that clings to me, he kisses my jaw and moves lower, pressing kisses along my throat and on my scent gland.

I gasp as a feeling of pleasure shoots up my spine and he sighs.

"Please...don’t shut down" he whispers and pulls back just enough to look into my eyes, his hand is wet and sticky, holding my neck from behind.

I feel his alpha reaching for my silent omega through our bond, since he can’t touch me, he releases his patchouli scent for me.

"Don’t retreat, you deserve to win over him" he says, and I try to smile to ease his worry but I can’t...it’s hard to smile.

He sighs and takes off the rest of my clothes, checking at everything point to see if I’m okay.

"Jaehyun-ah, I’m okay" I say and he looks up at me from where he is taking off my shoes on his knees, "I really am" I whisper and he doesn’t respond, maybe he knows that I don’t mean it yet.

He carries me into the bathroom and places me in the tub.

He starts running the water and washes my body while all I have to do is stay still, he washes my hair to get rid of the blood and when he’s done, he carries me out and helps me dry up.

The alpha takes his time in helping me without cleaning himself up at all.

The moment is broken when I hear movements and noises coming from outside, the suddenness of it startles me and I grab on to Jaehyun’s shirt.

"Are you okay baby?" he ask quietly, not caring about the chaos coming from outside.

The ever care free prince of Hwang clan.

"I’m scared" I say and he frown, drying my hair with the towel, "there is nothing to be scared of" the alpha says with confidence and I grab his hand to put them down.

Drying my hair can continue later.

"We killed a leader of a pack, Jaehyun" I say and he shrugs, "he attacked a leader of a pack first and hurt a lot of people" Jaehyun says.

I know it won’t be enough to settle the consequences of our actions.

The council will be involved and will demand so much to make up for the loss.

"My love" Jaehyun says and cup my cheeks, he leans in and kisses me, silencing the worries inside of my head.

"Don’t think about anything, let us handle it, I’ll get Yunah and Haeri" he says and pecks my forehead once and leaves.

I return to the room and sit on the bed, my hands are clean of blood, but they are still shaking, the smell is gone but still...

"Oppa" the voice of my sister calls from the door and I go to open it, engulfing the both of them in a hug at the same time.

Yunah breaks into sobs as I hold her and she holds Haeri.

"How are you?" I ask softly, rubbing my forehead against hers and she nods, sniffling as she shudders.

"That man was so horrible" she says, her voice breaking with the speech and I whine, "I know, I know, I’m sorry baby" I apologize.

"Is he gone?" she asks and I nod softly, "yes, he’ll never bother us again" I say to her and she closes her eyes tightly.

"Here, she’s sleeping now" Yunah says as she comes into the room and hands my pup over to me.

"My baby" I say in a shaky tone and take her.

Haeri is just as I left her this evening, unharmed, safe and beautiful, I kiss her pink cheek and scent her little body.

Satisfied with her state, I walk to the bed and lay the baby down, "come on let’s cuddle" I say and she comes to me, laying down.

I put my hand on the two of them, careful not to put too much weight on Haeri, and making sure Yunah is also included.

"Oppa, they wont let me see Gawon, I’m scared" Yunah says and sniffles, "I’m sure she’s okay, please don’t cry" I say and she nod.

I release my scent in soft waves for her and I feel her relaxing as she takes in my Jasmine scent.

The room is silent for a while but the madness is outside and inside of me.

I squeeze my eyes shut to take away the image of Chan, open mouthed with a hole in his chest, to take way the wet thud of the alpha’s body dropping to the floor.

"Oppa" Yunah calls and I blink my eyes open.

"Yes, baby" I ask, forcing my voice to come out without breaking, she swallows audiby before speaking.

"Is it true that you betrayed me?" she ask in a whisper and my heart pauses for a fraction...Chan must have told her about my request.

"I’m sorry" I whisper.

"So it’s true" she says and I hear her sniffle, I push myself up on my elbow to look at her red rimmed eyes.

"I’m really sorry, I wanted to tell you" I confess and she sniffles again.

"Let’s talk about it later, oppa...my heart can’t take it right now" she says truthfully and I nod, she shuts her eyes and I watch as tears slide down.

I broke her heart...

"Yunah, my baby, I love you" I say, letting her know that I do love her to the moon and back, but she doesn’t respond.

Chan is gone, but will she ever forgive now that she knows the truth from him?