Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 221: Please be stubborn

C/W: Dark contents ahead.

Yujun’s POV

There’s a loud noise in my ear as the metallic smell of blood reaches my nose.

The noise is high and loud like a siren, I can’t silence it, I can’t swallow it...what is happening to me?

The world begins to move like a dream around me as the warm liquid slides down my inner thighs.

I reach down to touch the place the blood is seeping through my pants and sticking to my legs, but I don’t touch it, I can’t touch it...this can’t be happening to me.

I fought so hard and for so long for my daughter...this isn’t possible.

The men around me quietly take steps back from me, their movements look like something unreal, their faces show concern and fear as they monitor me.

"No" I mutter under my breath, I breathe in and out to catch the scent of myself or even the smell of Haeri but nothing is there...just blood, my body keeps vibrating as I place my hand on my stomach to feel anything, but I feel nothing.

Kang Chan laughs again, loud and long, bending over to look down at me better from the iron railing of his balcony.

He sounds so manic, so insane that even his men exchange looks of surprise.

I let out a pained breath, he’s laughing while I’m bleeding on his ground, my sight blurs with tears and I lift my head to look at him again.

"I told you! but you didn’t listen, you are so selfish" he says, still laughing at me and my knees buck, knocking into each other.

’Run, Run’ my omega yells inside of me and I shake my head, how can I run when my pup is dying inside of me, the blood is beginning to pool on the floor where I am standing barefoot.

"Chan" I call his name.

"You need me, I protected you, if only you had just stayed and listened to me...hmm" he says and turns around, my head gets lighter with every breath I drag in, I can barely think straight.

My baby...my daughter...Haeri.

I groan as I feel a sharp pain, the tears in my eyes are threatening to fall out of my eyes but I hold them back as best as I can, and Chan who had taken his time to come down to me stands in front of me.

The man stands in the pool of blood at my feet, he’s calm again and the blood from the wound I gave him has been wiped off.

The injury is ugly and still fresh but the way he is acting is as if he feels nothing.

The alpha’s hair has been pushed back with hurried fingers, and his expression is sugar sweet as he tilts his head to address me.

"You are so beautiful in red, even more beautiful than Yujin was" he says and lifts his hand to touch me, "don’t you touch me" I growl at him, fighting the nausea of the blood surrounding us.

"What then? What do you plan? Your mate is dead, your pup is dead...what then?" he asks and a dry sob leaves my lips, "don’t cry" he says but doesn’t touch me, he just keeps his distance.

"At the end of the day, we will only fit each other...me and you, covered in blood...anomalies"

"Get out of my way" I scream and push him away from me, the alpha’s response is another round of laughter, head thrown back and shoulders rising and falling.

"Where are you going to go to?" he asks, leaning in to look me in the face, "Choi? You’ll just be returned to me again. Hwangs? Did you see how they walked out on you"

I lift the gun in my hand and point it at his head without word.

"Oh?" Chan says and doesn’t move away from the gun, he smirks as if he thinks I’m joking.

"Yujun, what are you doing? He asks while looking me in the eyes and I don’t wait for anything else; my brain goes blank as I pull the trigger.

Nothing happens.

I click it again, and again three times and still nothing happens.

"Arrghh!" I scream in frustration and the man’s face has changed from sick amusement to nothingness, the way he looks when he gets angry.

"So, you would shoot me...even after all I’ve done for you?" the man asks and I start to cry, he has no idea that I am willing to kill him and kill myself.

What do I have left?

’Yunah’

’Gawon’

’Yeon’

My omega whispers the names of the people that have become precious to me, the people that are my family now, even if my loves has been stolen from me, I will fight.

"Yujun, let’s go upstairs" he says softly as he holds my arm and I growl, yanking my arm out of his, needing to get out of his space, the burn in my chest is growing heavier.

It feels like my heart is burning itself.

"Don’t be stupid, you already killed your pup" he says and I don’t wait for him to finish his words before landing a punch on his face, sending him flying backwards.

With my legs wet, stomach pains increasing, heartbroken and no hope, I make my way to the gate, dragging myself and leaving a signature in blood; this is the last time he will ever imprison me...the last time any one will ever imprison me.

I swear.

I cross the gate with no one stopping me, the guards just look at the trail of blood I leave behind with every step I take and turn their faces away from me.

The silence in the place is deathly- like everything is mourning for me.

My body moves slowly as I fight dizziness, I can’t think clearly with the pain biting into every part of me.

’Haeri, be stubborn, please be stubborn for me and your dad, I beg you’ I pray to the moon goddess as drag my body down the large and isolated territory of the Kangs.

"Please...Haeri" I say, chanting the words over and over again, my voice is starting to get hoarse with how tired I’m becoming from the blood loss.

I don’t know how far I have walked so far but my body finally gives out, and I drop on all fours to the hot floor.

"Please..." I say as I crawl on the heated concrete floor.

"HWANG JAEHYUN" I scream one last time with the last energy in me and my body fully gives up, leaving me to fall to the floor with a gasp.

Darkness closes around me but finally...I hear footstep coming for me and the familiar scent of patchouli fills my nose.

Ah...this is what I will imagine before I die isn’t it? My mate, my lover...my Jaehyun.

My brain tells me that it’s just an imagination but the strong kick in my stomach says otherwise.

Like Haeri is here and like she’s saying; ’Mom, get up! Dad is here’