Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 193: Just breathe

Yujun’s POV

I lean on Jaehyun as the car is being driven.

I don’t know where we’re being driven to or how long it will take, but the cool breeze is relaxing, and I hold on to Jaehyun even more tight.

My omega purrs with happiness at the proximity, the sound draws Jaehyun’s attention as the alpha coos back at me before he looks down at me with love in his eyes.

"Are you okay?" he asks with a stupidly soft smile on his face, and I nod in response, once again in love with his handsomeness.

Looking in each other’s eyes, we lean forward into each other slowly...

"You two, kiss and do everything when you’re not in my car" the doctor says from the driver’s seat startling us both and Jaehyun curses under his breath, "when you get there, spend a lot of time laughing and healing, okay?" he continues.

"We will do that" Jaehyun says through his teeth.

"Yujun-ah, if he ever acts stupid, whack him with a spoon, it works for him" the older man says and Jaehyun snickers, "I will do that" I say with laughter.

"If we didn’t already have a baby on the way, I would have promised to give him a one" Jaehyun says with a false pout and the doctor curses at him playfully, mumbling something about shamelessness being same with son and mother.

I keep laughing under my breath and shake my head, then relax into Jaehyun.

The car finally comes to a stop at a dark place, in front of a small cottage-like house by the seaside and as soon as he opens the door, I step out in excitement.

I have never been to the sea before.

My body moves on its own accord as I run all the way to the edge of the water, giggling like a kid as the air blows through my hair and the gentle breeze of the seaside fills my lungs.

"This is real...it’s so beautiful" I say to myself and look back at the sound of the car driving away as doctor leave us.

From the distance, Jaehyun looks at me like I am something precious under the moonlight, I suddenly feel shy as I turn away and lift my head to look up at the round moon.

The alpha comes to stand beside me with his hands behind his back and that smile on his face, that smile that makes me feel butterflies in my belly.

"You like it?" he asks and I look at him with a soft smile, "yes, I really like it" I say.

"I knew you’d like it" he says and I look at him with side eyes, "shut up, Yeon mom did this, not you goof" I laugh as I and jab his side.

"Aww can’t I get some credit?" he asks and I roll my eyes, already feeling lighter than I ever felt in my entire life, it must be his alpha’s feeling rushing and mixing with mine.

Our bond is still fresh and confusing for me.

"We should go in" Jaehyun says and I sigh, I don’t want to go in yet, I want to sit under the moon by the waters with my mate.

"Junnah, come on" Jaehyun says and carries me bridal style suddenly without, "yah! Hwang Jaehyun" I shout in surprise and wrap my arms around his neck.

"We need to wash up, we need to sleep more, and our Haeri needs all the rest right now" he says and kisses the tip of my nose.

My heart warms at the mention of our daughter, she isn’t even here yet she feels like a very important and real part of us.

Jaehyun takes me into the house, impressing me with his strength, holding me up with one hand while unlocking the door.

"Sometimes I forget that I’m stronger than you" I say and he laughs softly, "that’s a good thing" he says.

"It means you trust me to take care of you" he adds and I sag in his arms, relaxing completely into his hold, its true; I just know I’m safe.

He sets me down inside the house, the cottage is small but feels like the best place to be, the interior is simple, beautiful shades of beige and soothing brown.

"Mom and dad ran here when they got pregnant with me" Jaehyun says from behind me as I examine the designs, the drawings on the fridge, the pictures lining the wall.

"This place is beautiful" I say.

"It was supposed to be my graveyard, where they’ll say goodbye to me" Jaehyun says and I turn around to look at him with a frown, "what do you mean?" I ask in a small whisper and he hums softly.

"Mom couldn’t carry kids to term, they always get aborted because of the trauma his body had gone through, he wanted to try but he was scared" Jaehyun says and I stand in front of a picture of Yeon.

He is younger in it and goddess, he looks exactly like what his name means, beautiful.

His hair is the same length as now, a perfect bob that frames his small face, he’s looking at the person behind the camera with a big smile on his face.

He looks pregnant, even in his flowy shirt, his stomach is obvious as he holds his bump.

"He was too scared to even check the baby’s gender or give the baby a name" he says from where he stands, in the picture Yeon didn’t look like a scared man, he looks like a man that has accepted his fate.

Like he didn’t want to fight anymore even if he really wanted the baby.

"But he did it, he had you" I say and Jaehyun hug me from behind, rubbing his nose into the back of my neck, "yes he did, he did" he says.

"And we’re going to have Haeri" I say before I can think and Jaehyun pulls away from my back, I feel his alpha swell with pride through our bond, he looks like he let me feel it on purpose.

"Yes, we’re going to have our Haeri and more babies, and I’ll die giving you the life you deserve" he says and I turn around to cup his face, "no one is dying, and we’ll have our babies" I say and he growls turning his head to kiss my palm.

"Then we’ll start our own pack" he jokes and I push his face away, "stop staying nonsense" I say laughing and the alpha pouts playfully.

I groan as I realize just how dirty we both are, underneath my shirt is dried cum, drying sweat and blood.

"Shower" I say with a sigh, "you can take your clothes off, I’ll set it up" my alpha says and leaves me.

Slowly I take off the soiled clothes and drop them on the floor, I will worry about them later, right now I just want to loosen my muscles and enjoy the moment alone with Jaehyun.

Naked and unashamed, I go to bathroom where the water has started running, there’s a shower and a bath.

"Oh" I say as I find Jaehyun partially wet with his shirt folded at the sleeves, "I’m not sure if you’ll want a shower or a bath" he says.

I could get used to this, an alpha that caters to me like this, we are two abominations in love. An omega that is a man and an alpha that submits, two wrongs making a right.

"Wow, am I that handsome?" Jaehyun asks and I raise my fist in a mock punch, "sorry, sorry, sorry, you just kept staring" he jokes and I shake my head before stepping into the shower.

"Join me?" I ask and he peels off his wet clothes and gets under the shower with me, we stand in front of each other like we don’t know what to do, "wow, I’m blushing" Jaehyun confesses.

"Don’t be weird, here, I’ll wash your back" I say, also blushing, the alpha’s sturdy body under the flowing water is so beautiful, all hard muscles and defined abs.

He turns his back, and I wash for him, focusing on one spot with shyness, "my turn" he says and helps me turn around.

Jaehyun’s hands are gentle as he takes care of me, wiping the blood off but careful not to touch the still raw bite mark, he moves his hands down my chest to my belly.

"You’re getting so much bigger" he says and rubs the swollen stomach, "hmm, I am" I say, noting how much bigger I have gotten.

We silently finish up and Jaehyun wraps me in a giant towel that smells like a soft floral perfume while he ties a smaller one around his waist, I waddle out of the bathroom with him behind me.

"We don’t have clothes here" I note and when Jaehyun doesn’t respond, I turn around to look at him, he’s wearing the most diabolical smirk I have ever seen.

"We were never born to wear-"

"Hwang Jaehyun, you pervert" I say and his grin widens.

"Happy birth week Choi Yujun" he says and I melt at the spot.

That’s right...it’s my birth week.