Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 179: Fight for myself

C/W: heavy and dark Chapter.

Yujun’s POV

I rear my hand backward and land a punch on the disgusting alpha’s face, aim for his annoying face and he stumbles, eyes wide with surprise.

"I told you to let go" I hiss at him, boiling with the rage of everything that has happened to me, every alpha that has broken me in their own sick and twisted ways.

My father killing people to keep my secondary gender hidden, my father forcing his ideal character down my throat, my father locking me in that room alone.

"I told you to let me go!" I say and the alpha again, the man is stunned by my hits and puts distance between us, covering his face in shock.

"This bitch is crazy!" he screams and tries to attack again but all the pain inside of me is still bursting out, I am still hurt, I am still pained.

It’s not Jaehyun’s fault. It’s my family’s, the same family I’ve bled for over and over again.

"LET GO!" I scream and punch him on his face again, my throat feels raw from screaming that loud, my shirt slips down my shoulder, showing just what I have underneath, the lingerie.

"Then don’t fucking dress like a whore next time, crazy freak!" the alpha shouts, coming at me and grabbing my waist in a way that makes me gasp in pain.

My pup.

"Shit, you’re pregnant" he says and steps back with his mouth hanging open as I drop to the floor, in intense pain.

My baby, my eyes blur with tears, I didn’t think this through, I’m so stupid.

"A-are you hurt?" the alpha asks squatting in front of me, I keep my head down, unable to look up with how much pain I’m in.

My insides feel like it’s tearing me apart.

"You...you won’t fight if I do it right?" the man asks and my head snaps up as I hear a noise, a snarl I never knew I could make, I sound almost beastly, afraid for my baby.

The pain is unbearable, I squeeze my eyes shut and raise my fist, ready to fight again.

"It wont hurt, I’m good at it, I’ll be fast" the disgusting alpha says and slaps me across the face, I hiss and dig my claws into his thigh.

He lets out a shrill shout, and I see a scalpel drop to the floor as blood splatters from him before he falls to the side, bleeding from his head.

He has been stabbed on the head with a scalpel.

I see bits of his brain, and it forces my throat to close up and I turn around, retching from the sight, the smell and the rush of adrenaline pumping through my body.

I feel hands moving my hair out of my face, brushing along my cheek, the touch is familiar, safe and at the same time the deadliest, a touch that I never want to feel again.

The food from my stomach comes up as I spill it all on the floor, still clutching my stomach from the pain, and refuse to look up.

The smell of ocean floods the air, and I automatically shudder in response, my body is used to the comfort, my mind is aware of the manipulation, my omega is repulsed by the touch of another alpha on me.

He takes his hand off me and I hear fingers tapping on a phone screen, I stay frozen, everything is reminding of his last words to me.

’Make sure you never hear my voice; you will come back to me’

Please...I need to go back to Jaehyun, I need to tell him I didn’t mean to hurt him like that, I want to make sure my pup is okay.

My body quakes again and he places his phone in front of me, he has typed something on the screen, a message for me.

’You shouldn’t be wandering out at night’

He takes the phone back and types something else before bringing the phone back to my level, I don’t look up, I stay on my hands and knees with vomit in front of me.

The belly ache has subsided from the ocean smell but it’s still partially there, my arms shake from holding my weight up.

’Is that rabid alpha not treating you well? Want to come home to me?’

I shake my head, and he lets out a sigh, he doesn’t sound tired and suddenly his scent disappears, leaving me gagging again from the smell around me.

’I came to remind you, I am still the alpha you need, I am perfect for you and the pup’ is the new message on his phone before he takes it back.

"Get lost you monster" I hiss at him, looking up for the first time and his forever warm smile gives way for something icy.

He stretches out his hand, and I bare my teeth, he doesn’t even blink as I force myself up, fighting through the pain but falling only after five steps.

The pain is getting so bad that I let out a pitiful whimper. My body is starting to shut down to keep me safe from the intensity of the pain in my stomach.

I lay on the floor, folding myself to a ball on the concrete floor with my hands keeping my stomach hidden as best as I can.

The ocean smell reaches me again as he walks over to me and squats in front of me with the phone.

’I’m letting you have your fun now, I’ll see you soon my jasmine’

He strokes my cheek and gets up, whistling as he walks away, leaving me alone just the way I want him to.

"Fuck, YUJUN" I hear Jaehyun’s pained voice call for me and I look in gratitude, another wave of tears flooding my eyes.

"Jaehyun..." I call back in a broken sob and the alpha picks me up bridal style, I hear the way he strains and grunt and I smell the blood leaking from the bandage he just got, but I’m glad his here.

"I’m sorry" the alpha says softly as he takes me back in the direction of Hwang.

I hold on to him tightly...worrying for us and for our pup.