There is One New Rule Every Month Globally-Chapter 369 - : Hope everyone will be better in the future._2

Chapter 369: Hope everyone will be better in the future._2

Why does everyone look at me?

Every pair of eyes looking at you is pressure and responsibility.

I’ve written about it in my books.

Being the protagonist is exhausting, when you see so many people looking at you, waiting for you to speak, you feel a responsibility that is truly wearying to the heart.

The protagonist in the book must be successful.

But I’m not.

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I’ve failed many times, and every time I announce a new project has failed, the disappointed look in my girlfriend’s eyes always twists my heart; I can’t clearly tell her why I failed, I can only force a smile and tell her it’s okay, this time I know what went wrong, next time it will definitely be better.

Once you choose to be the protagonist, you only have success.

Because when you fail.

You’ll see so many disappointed looks, and those who criticized you at the beginning can’t help but jump out excitedly and say, “See, I knew you couldn’t do it.”

I’ve seen this scene many times.

It always looks so glaring to me.

In fact, I once wrote a brief plot in the book where the protagonist tries to start a business but fails and ends up eating dog food, everything that happened in that story actually happened to me, and it was truly miserable at that time.

I didn’t continue that part of the story because it deviated a bit from the main plot.

Many of the things I wrote about in my books have actually happened, and they all happened to me.

It was all okay, and I endured it.

Today, when I opened the book reviews and saw so many negative comments, I really couldn’t hold it in anymore, suddenly feeling that all the emotions I had suppressed for so long just exploded.

It’s a bit shameful to say.

I indeed cried.

But it wasn’t the book reviews that made me cry, they were just the last straw, it’s just that everyone has their own way of venting their emotions, and I don’t, I never have the chance to curse at anyone.

On the rare occasion that I finally have time to play a game, I get cursed at for being noob.

I bought a very expensive butterfly knife in CSGO, worth thousands; I don’t actually like that knife.

The only reason I bought it was because when I lent that knife to a teammate, they wouldn’t curse at me for poor gameplay, allowing me, who has barely any time to spare, to happily enjoy the fun of the game for once.

No one offers me any comfort.

Maybe it’s because I set my personal bar too high, and everyone thinks I don’t need comfort.

In my parents’ eyes, I am a son who became independent early, completely without relying on them, a son who could make his own way; what need is there for comfort, when nothing is a problem?

In my girlfriend’s eyes, I am a capable boyfriend, a person who can do everything other than clean the house, someone who should be admired.

In the eyes of my readers, it’s just a couple of criticisms for infrequent updates, and you can’t handle that? With a heart of glass, how can you write novels?

But—

The weight upon me is truly too much, today I couldn’t hold it in and I broke down.

I have the habit of writing diaries; I used to write them on my public account, often venting through a diary entry when I felt bad. Lately, I haven’t written a diary entry in a long time, I’ve been really too busy.

Today I originally planned to write about those book reviews, but I couldn’t help myself and wrote it down like a diary entry; well, let’s treat it as a diary entry. It’s better to write something out to feel a bit more relieved.

I’ve been suppressed for too long.

Having written it out, I feel much better, and when I wake up today, it’ll be a new day, everything will return to normal.

It’s actually quite normal.

Everyone has moments when emotions suddenly collapse, because of some trivial matter in life, all the suppressed emotions suddenly erupt; I am no exception.

Let’s leave it at that for today.

I don’t know what I’ve written, nor do I want to look back through it again.

I just know that my mood is indeed not as oppressive, and that’s enough for me.

Going forward, I will read the reader feedback on plot quality in the book reviews every day and strive to write higher quality stories. As the saying goes, it’s hard to please everyone with a single book. If you really don’t like it, then it’s better to leave.

As for the updates.

This month I’m not making any promises, I’ve consecutively failed to deliver my daily updates of ten thousand words for two months and have indeed disappointed many readers.

To be honest.

I really dislike disappointing people, but I always seem to disappoint many.

This month I’ll focus on stable updates, any extras will be considered a bonus, I’ll start improving my reputation from this month, I can’t always carry the reputation of someone who breaks their promises.

I am truly sorry for the broken promises of the past two months.

Here again, I apologize sincerely.

And for those who have abandoned the book, there’s no need to inform me personally, we can part ways if fate decides.

Those who insult my family will be permanently banned.

Overly harsh sarcastic comments will be deleted and the commenter banned by my assistant to prevent me from seeing them.

Monthly tickets and such are not needed for now.

Give them to other books.

I saw a comment in the section below that said, with so many readers cursing out the author, it won’t be long before the author claims their mentality has collapsed from the abuse, cutting the story and citing depression or something.

That won’t happen.

I actually have a very strong mental resilience, I’ve been living independently away from family since I was 14, and in terms of mental fortitude, I’ve always been strong.

And indeed, it is my fault.

When you make a mistake, you admit it, stand tall and take the hit.

Mart’s rules, I won’t just collapse and abandon the book, I plan to seriously finish this book and see if there’s a chance to write something I truly want to write at Starting Point for my next book.

Today my mentality did collapse a bit, but the comment section was just the fuse.

And yet I see readers saying they don’t read the book anymore, they just keep it on their shelf to enjoy watching the author post excuses and get berated every day, as a source of amusement.

If you want to watch, then watch.

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Being considered as a source of amusement by others is in fact a reflection of one’s own value in society.

But what moves me is that there are quite a few people in the reviews supporting me, in truth I could have held up, but seeing those supportive folks, I just broke down in front of them.

Thank you.

I hope I can create better plotlines this month and plan my time better to offer a satisfying response to most of the readers who have been following and supporting me.

Looks like from the backend subscriptions and various statistics continually rising, the majority supports me, but most of them are silent.

Lately, because some negative reviews affected the quality of the plot, I’ve disappointed that group of readers, which saddens me.

I could have written better.

Regardless of the reason, not delivering on promised updates is always a poor behavior.

I’ll work hard this month.

I hope my future will be better, and I sincerely hope everyone else’s future will be better too.

Good night, everyone.

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PS: I’m not clear-headed due to being emotional, many readers probably won’t understand what I wrote, so I’ll summarize it.

Here is a summary of the main points:

1: Apologies for the past two months of broken promises.

2: Starting today, I will pay attention to readers’ feedback on plotlines in the reviews to strive for quality content.

3: Starting today, my assistant will ban comments that are too provocative or insult my family.

4: This month I will focus on stable updates to try and salvage a bit of my reputation.

5: My occasional delays in updating aren’t for teasing readers; it’s because there are really emergency situations in life that I must deal with right away.

6: My name is Wang Xin, and today I’m feeling down, I’ve cried for a long time.

7: I hope everyone has a better future.

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