The Lycan king-Chapter 31

*Leonora*

I was seated in my corner of the room with the blanket wrapped around my body as I wrote in my journal. I wanted to relieve myself of all these unwanted thoughts that plagued my mind. There was no way I could complete my plans when my head and my feelings were all jumbled up. 𝒇𝓻𝓮𝓮𝙬𝙚𝒃𝒏𝓸𝙫𝒆𝙡.𝓬𝓸𝒎

I needed to come up with a better plan. One that would protect my heart. I didn’t care about my body. I had already been battered and bruised so no amount of physical pain could break me down.

I heard the door knob jiggle and I quickly stuffed my book underneath and got up, laying the blanket on the floor as my makeshift bed. I opened the door and was met with Jax staring down at me angrily. His eyes softened as he noticed the dress I was wearing. I stepped over to the side and opened the door wider, giving him the space to enter into the room. He walked in and went straight to the bed, plopping himself on the bed. As I closed the door, I noticed someone outside looking into the room and it was his girl. She was staring angrily at me as I shut the door.

As I walked away from the door, I heard a knock on the door. I turned to answer it. "Don’t open the door." I heard Jax groan and I stopped walking. The knocking became persistent and I turned to look at him. He was staring at the ceiling as he pinched the bridge of his nose. I moved to open the door and Jason growled. "I said don’t fucking open that door."

"Jax, open the door." She said as she knocked and I couldn’t bear it anymore. I wanted to know what was going on with Jax and his play thing. I walked over and opened the door. She pushed her way into the room and stopped in front of Jax.

"Why don’t you fucking understand that we are over? We weren’t even a thing! Your only job was to please me and you couldn’t even do a good job." Jax forced out and her shoulder slumped slightly and I knew she was sad. I wanted to tell her to leave and save herself but i couldn’t. She stayed rooted to the spot while I locked the door and leaned on the door, watching the drama unfold in front of me.

She climbed onto Jax and took off her shirt, not bothering with the fact that I was in the room. She rode her hips causing Jax to hold onto her waist halting her movements. Jax looked over at me and I shrugged. Was he asking me for permission? I didn’t know what he was about to do. He slightly released his hands on her waist and she continued to rock her hips while he watched me.

He gestured for me to come over and join them but I walked away to the bathroom. I locked the door behind me and took a deep breath. That was so wrong. Did he expect me to join them? I couldn’t do that. My first time could never be with Jax and that girl.

I took a deep breath to steady myself. I heard the sound of Jax and that girl moaning loudly. I knew he wasn’t going to stop. I opened the door and peeped at them. My breath hitched in my throat I saw Jax kneeling by the side of the bed his face buried in her thighs as he kissed his way towards her lady parts. I went back into the bathroom and slammed the door shut hoping it would get their attention.

I heard movements and after a minute or two, I heard the door slam. I opened the door again and was met with the sight of Jax seated on his bed and the girl was nowhere to be found.

"Are you done?" I seethed as I walked out of the bathroom and walked over to my corner of the room. I sat down on my blanket and picked up a novel that I had kept on my bed.

"You didn’t let me finish. If you’re going to keep this up, you might have to take her place." He said as he got up and walked to the bathroom. What did he mean by that? Take whose place? Besides I was his mate, that was my place unless he planned to have a mistress alongside his mate. If that was the case, I don’t think Jax is the right fit for me.

I wanted someone all to myself. Someone to love me and only me.

Jax walked out of the bathroom and walked over to me. He grabbed my hand and pulled me up, causing me to let go of the book, making it drop on the floor. He pulled me over to his bed and flung me onto the bed. I gasped at the impact as he climbed over me.

He placed his head in the crook of my neck as he straddled me. I took a deep breath, trying to relax myself. "I love the way you look in this dress." He moaned lightly as his hands moved to hold my waist. I didn’t know what to say. Did I want this? Did I want this now? I felt his tongue poke my skin and I took in a sharp breath as his tongues moved around my neck until he got to a spot and I moaned lightly. He leaned closer and lightly pulled the skin, sucking it. My hands involuntary moved to his shoulders and pulled him closer as he kissed my neck.

His lips moved until he got to the edge of my mouth. He pulled away and looked down at me. "Please kiss me." I begged. I wanted him now. He leaned down to that spot my my neck making me moan lightly. He chuckled as he pulled away and got off his bed.

"Not today."