The CEO's Regret: You made me your lie, I become your Loss-Chapter 81: First Appointment

The morning of Amira’s first appointment arrived with a quiet, anxious tension that seemed to hum through the hallways of the mansion. The new Amira, with her fiery crimson bob and a wardrobe of Amara’s softer, borrowed silks, looked like a different person, but the way she paced the lobby told a different story.

Amara stood by the front door, watching her sister. She saw the way Amira’s hands shook as she adjusted her bag, the old defensive fire in her eyes flickering against a new, raw vulnerability.

"I don’t have to do this," Amira muttered, her voice dropping into that familiar, jagged register. "I’m fine. The noise is quieter today. Maybe I just needed a haircut and a nap."

Amara walked over, not to pull her toward the car, but simply to stand beside her. "The noise is quieter because you’re safe here, Amira. But wouldn’t you like it to stay quiet even when things get loud outside?"

Amira looked at her, her jaw tight. "What if he says I’m broken beyond repair? What if the lying whore is just who I am, and there’s no pill or talk that can fix that?"

"Then we’ll find a different doctor," Amara said firmly. "But you aren’t a broken machine, Amira. You’re a person who has been surviving a storm without an umbrella."

"So... are you doing this or not?" Amara asked, one brow raised, her tone light but her eyes searching.

Amira hesitated for a second, just a second, but it was enough. Slowly, she reached out and held Amara’s hand, her grip tighter than usual.

"I want to see the doctor," she said softly. Then, almost like a child needing reassurance, she added, "As long as you’re with me."

Amara’s expression softened instantly, all teasing gone. She squeezed her hand back, steady and warm.

"I’m right here," she said gently. "Whenever you need me."

And just like that, the air between them shifted more real.

They walked to the car side by side, hands still intertwined, carrying unspoken fears... and quiet strength.

---

The office was nothing like the sterile, cold rooms Amira had feared. It was filled with warm wood, floor-to-ceiling bookshelves, and a window that overlooked a quiet, hidden garden. Dr. Aris Thorne, a man with graying temples and a voice like calm water, didn’t look at Amira as a patient to be solved. He looked at her as a story to be heard.

Amara waited in the lobby, her heart heavy with a strange, surrogate anxiety. She knew this was the moment the mirror"Amira had lived in would finally have to shatter.

Inside the office, the silence lasted for nearly ten minutes. Amira sat on the edge of the leather chair, her eyes fixed on a painting of a stormy sea.

"My father called me a lying whore, after I found out how I was born," she finally whispered, the words sounding small in the vast room. "He said I was just like my mother. And I think... I think I spent thirteen years trying to prove him right because it was the only way he’d notice me."

Dr. Thorne didn’t flinch. He leaned forward slightly. "That’s a heavy burden for a fifteen-year-old to carry, Amira. Tell me about the days when the world feels too fast, when your thoughts are like a thousand birds trapped in a cage."

For the first time, Amira didn’t have to perform. She spoke about the highs," where she felt like a goddess who could steal anyone’s life, and the lows where the darkness was so thick she couldn’t see her own hands. She spoke about the obsession with Amara, the need to be her because being herself felt like a death sentence.

When she finally emerged an hour later, she looked physically smaller, as if the weight of her secrets had actually been weighing her down.

"He gave me a prescription," Amira said, holding a small slip of paper as if it were a holy relic. "And he said... he said it’s not my fault. He said the brain is just an organ, and mine has just been working overtime."

Amara didn’t say anything. She just reached out and took her sister’s hand.

As they drove back, the silence in the car was different. It wasn’t the pressurized quiet of the night of the accident; it was a peaceful, reflective stillness. Amira leaned her head against the window, watching the city blur past.

"Amara?"

"Yes?"

"Thank you for not letting me run away," Amira whispered, and Amara smiled.

When they arrived home, Julian was waiting on the porch. He saw the two sisters walking toward the house not as a victim and a predator, but as two women who had finally declared a permanent peace. He stepped aside, letting them enter their sanctuary together.

--

The first normal week at the mansion felt like a slow exhale after a lifetime of holding one’s breath. The high-tension drama that had once fueled the house was replaced by the mundane, quiet rhythms of recovery. For the first time, the Pedro mansion wasn’t a battlefield; it was a home.

Amira’s treatment brought a strange, steady stillness to her personality. The birds in a cage," feeling she had described to Dr. Thorne, began to settle as her medication leveled the jagged peaks of her moods.

Every morning, Amara and Amira met in the sun-drenched breakfast nook. There were no barbed comments or hidden agendas. Sometimes they talked about the books they were reading; other times, they sat in a comfortable, shared silence that would have been impossible a month ago.

Amira spent hours in the library, finally reading for pleasure rather than searching for information to use as a weapon. She found herself drawn to history, realizing that understanding the past was the only way to stop repeating it.

The crimson hair remained vibrant, a constant reminder that she was no longer trying to be Amara’s shadow. She started wearing her own style, sharper, more modern silhouettes that leaned into her own edge rather than Amara’s soft elegance.

Julian remained the pillar of the household, even when he didn’t live there; he transitioned from a protector in a crisis to a partner in peace. He watched the sisters with a cautious but growing respect. He noticed how Amara’s laughter had lost its frantic edge and how her smiles were now grounded in a sense of true security.

One evening, he found them both in the garden when he came to visit, deadheading the roses.

"I never thought I’d see the day," he murmured to Madam Pedro, who was watching from the terrace.

"Healing is a quiet business, Julian," she replied, her voice thick with relief. "It doesn’t make for a grand story, but it’s the only thing that lasts."

Outside the gates, the world was still turning. Shane Martins had been seen lingering near the edge of the property, but he never approached. It was as if he recognized that the peace inside those walls was too fragile to be disturbed by the weight of his own grief just yet.

For Amara, the week was a revelation. She realized that she didn’t have to be the fixer for everyone anymore. By simply existing and allowing Amira the space to be sick and then better, she had done more than all the years of self-sacrifice combined.