The Billionaire's Mischievous Sweetheart-Chapter 770 - 767 Always and Forever Possessing this Happiness

If Hua Xiaomo were absent, he surely would be unhappy. In that case, he truly wished to have her with him forever. To always have this happiness, he hoped Hua Xiaomo could share in his joy and be with him. He hoped Hua Xiaomo could stay by his side forever.

Well, he really did wish that such happiness could last and not just be a matter of occasionally embracing her. He hoped their relationship could endure such hardships and overcome even more of those messy emotions. Yes, the emotional entanglement between her and Qi Longbing was exactly that kind of chaotic mess.

He really disliked Qi Longbing, but when it came to Candy, he couldn’t just outright chase Qi Longbing out of City B. After all, Qi Longbing was Candy’s biological father. For Candy’s sake, he had endured. Then there was Hua Xiaomo’s attitude—crucially, her thoughts. He hoped to officially register their marriage with her.

Hua Xiaomo looked at Zi Yunsui. At that moment, her body ached terribly; she felt how intensely Zi Yunsui loved her.

At that moment, she truly felt an indescribable emotion, yet she also felt utterly lost as to how to make their relationship less complicated.

If Qi Longbing were not married, if he were free now, how wonderful that would be! Then maybe her feelings wouldn’t be so complicated. But everything was not as simple as imagined. Qi Longbing hadn’t divorced. He was a man with a family, legally bound to his wife and household, yet they were not truly his own.

Such feelings were truly heartbreaking, but what could she do now? Was she supposed to continue this non-marital life with Qi Longbing? Such a life was scorned by others. Should she extricate herself?

But if she pulled away, should she then accept Zi Yunsui? What did Zi Yunsui mean to her? She couldn’t say clearly anymore. Now that they were together again, even she felt bewildered by these feelings.

"Zi Yunsui, can you give me some time? My mind is a mess right now. And with us like this, do you think it’s okay? I really... sometimes I can’t even figure out my own feelings," Hua Xiaomo said. Zi Yunsui then pulled her into his embrace once more, kissing her face and saying gently,

"Hua Xiaomo, I love you. I really love you. I truly can’t be without you. Once we’re married, everything will become normal, you know? I know your mind is troubled. You lack a sense of belonging, and you can’t find the one you want to love. You’re also unclear about who you want to have.

"But I can give you that feeling, you know? I can marry you. We can go get our marriage certificate tomorrow. Really, let’s go get it, okay? If you marry me, I will be your husband, and you will be my wife. Then everything will be clear, won’t it? Candy will be our daughter, and you won’t need to overthink anymore.

"Besides, why should you keep struggling in someone else’s marriage? Women who do that are foolish, you know? I don’t want you to be that foolish. I want you to be smart—you’ve always been so smart, so beautiful, and so decisive. But why do you become so muddled when it comes to your own marriage?"

"Hua Xiaomo, you good girl, you should receive even more blessings and happiness, not be deprived of it like this," Zi Yunsui said again. He looked at Hua Xiaomo, his gaze shining more intensely on her face; he truly loved her. He felt genuinely happy when he was with her.

And he could give her that happiness, too. He truly loved her and just couldn’t understand why Hua Xiaomo still refused to be with him. But no matter the circumstance, they could not be separated now. If Hua Xiaomo stubbornly refused to be with him, then he would have no choice but to make their relationship public. He would find Qi Longbing, talk things out, and persuade him to leave Hua Xiaomo willingly.

Zi Yunsui’s words made Hua Xiaomo shake her head repeatedly, an unutterable feeling reflected in the depths of her eyes.

At that moment, she truly felt an immense pain in her heart. She really wished things weren’t so complicated; she hoped the situation could be simpler. Indeed, in her heart, she couldn’t forget Qi Longbing because she felt the love he gave her was the love she truly wanted. The kind of familial love she yearned for—to build a family with him and her daughter. She really could not be with Zi Yunsui, as the feeling he gave her was too insecure.

Yes, because Zi Yunsui was very young, much younger than her, and she felt she could only find that sense of security with Qi Longbing. She truly liked Qi Longbing.

But as for Zi Yunsui, she didn’t want to let him go either, because the company needed him too. After all, the video game company was built by Zi Yunsui. Without him, how could their company continue?

She was truly anxious and worried. Alright, she really hoped Zi Yunsui could stay by her side, focusing on his role as the general manager. However, she didn’t want her relationship with him to become so complex, because such complexity would only make her feel more insecure.

Because she still couldn’t forget Qi Longbing. After all, he was Candy’s father. Qi Longbing had Candy, and their relationship was very good. Candy also liked Qi Longbing a lot and would often tell her how good he was. This sentiment was irreplaceable. Yes, they had a blood relationship, and such a bond transcends any other feeling.

If she were to separate the two, it would surely cause them both immense pain, and she didn’t wish to do that. She also felt that her daughter was thriving and happy under Qi Longbing’s pampering.