Reincarnated As My Husband's Mistress-Chapter 140: [ - 138] Even if I have it, I’m still anxious.

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The capital was cloaked in darkness when we arrived. It took us a full week to escape the suddenly appearing monsters, and we finally arrived only the day before the enthronement ceremony.

Seeing that there were no significant movements from Doris' side, it was clear that the maids had lied out of fear of being punished that day.

Canule moved separately near the capital, conscious of people's gazes.

She must be heading to Vincent's mansion, who had come to pick her up by now.

Epero, Rossi, and I headed secretly to Roardnes' mansion.

Since we had minimized our escort in case someone was following our tracks, Epero was extremely tense.

Roardnes' mansion had walls that were frighteningly high, as befitting the residence of royalty.

To avoid Roardnes' opposition, we only sent him a messenger when we reached the capital.

"Lady."

I had clearly gotten out of the carriage where Epero was guarding outside.

The heavy door closed behind me, and the hand that was extended was a very familiar one.

"Roan?"

It was Roardnes.

Before I could properly face his face, I was completely enveloped in his cold embrace.

Since it was a space where there were only Roardnes' people, his actions were unrestrained.

Even Epero just mumbled and scratched his head before disappearing, so there was no one to watch.

As people discreetly entered the mansion and dispersed, Roardnes immediately took me and climbed the stairs inside the mansion.

After climbing several dark but neatly decorated stairs, Roardnes suddenly picked me up as we entered a floor where everyone else had been dismissed.

Surprised, I hugged his neck, and he sped up.

Bang!

As soon as we entered the warm bedroom, Roardnes put me down.

"Roa..."

And he pushed me against the closed door and immediately swallowed my lips.

Cold lips and hot, moist flesh touched my lips at the same time.

What had forcefully parted my lips searched my mouth insistently as if confirming my existence.

A bitter mint scent spread through my mouth and nose at the same time.

A sloppy sound escaped from his mouth that was filled with him in the unlit room.

The more I struggled in his arms that smelled of cold wind, the deeper Roardnes pressed.

When his wet lips finally parted, I met his eyes at a very close distance.

"Ro..., Roan."

I looked up at him, leaning on his arm that was supporting the door because I was out of breath.

Suddenly, Roardnes hugged me tightly.

"Why did you come? I told you to wait."

What am I supposed to say after hugging you so tightly that I thought my heart would burst?

Who is it that kissed me and hugged me without even properly greeting me?

'I thought I was going to die missing you.'

After blaming me for coming, you say you thought you were going to die missing me. It makes no sense at all.

His voice, thick with longing, whispered in my ear. Then his wet lips nibbled and licked my earlobe.

"Ah!"

"There's no one in this world who disobeys me like you."

"That's not something a servant should say to a princess, Roan."

Roardnes, who had bitten my earlobe as if to leave a mark, suddenly stopped what he was doing and slightly pulled away from me.

I imagined him rushing out of the palace as soon as he heard the news of my arrival.

In fact, his cheeks were still red, as if he had been waiting outside for quite a while.

"You're right. I forgot that I'm your faithful servant."

I gently placed my hand on his cheek, which had a slightly flushed expression.

It was still cold.

"You were waiting for me here, even though you were grumbling?"

"Of course. I almost ran into you if I had gone straight to the north gate, so I returned to the mansion again."

Roardnes' hand began to fidget on my back.

His large, warm hand fumbled with the buttons and unfastened one when I pulled away from him.

"We have a lot to talk about, Roan. There are many things I couldn't convey in a letter. How was life in the capital?"

Roardnes looked at the space I had left with a vacant expression, then quickly straightened himself.

"Since I've found the Emperor's weakness, he won't be able to oppose my becoming Crown Prince. The problem is that Count Railron and Count Siscometin want me to cater to their whims. Doris Castagna has flattered them so well that it's a bit annoying."

Roardnes impatiently untied the cloak he was wearing and threw it on the chair.

As soon as Doris' name came up, I felt the air in the room grow slightly cold.

Roardnes took off his armor and dropped it to the floor with a thud.

Feeling my silence, he stood up without his armor and looked at me.

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"What's wrong, Lien?"

"...Are you going to marry Doris?"

"What?"

Roardnes came closer, looking like I was saying something absurd.

His scent, which wasn't tainted by the blood of monsters, was always the scent of lavender.

"What nonsense are you talking about?"

"I sometimes thought that. For your sake, it might be better for you to marry Doris..."

I trailed off.

It wasn't that I doubted his heart. It was just that the words Noebian had said to me right before he disappeared out of the window kept coming back to me all the way to the capital.

'If dying for you is the most useful thing I can do, I will gladly do it. But if the Second Prince chooses Doris and leaves you behind to become the Crown Prince... then could you pretend not to know even if I'm lingering around you?'

No matter how meticulous my plan was, I couldn't guarantee 100% success.

Noebian must be harboring false hope, considering the possibility that my plan would go awry.

As I was thinking about that for a moment, I suddenly felt a hot temperature on both my shoulders.

Roardnes' face with his terrifying eyes was right in front of me.

"Roan."

"Why are you saying that all of a sudden?"

I couldn't answer, just stammering at his voice filled with resentment.

It wasn't something I, who had assured him I would help, should say.

"...You're not trying to be with Noebian Trovika now, are you, Lien?"

"!"

"What did that guy tell you when he came to see you?"

I couldn't say anything and just moved my lips.

So Roardnes knew that Noebian had visited.

Epero must have really told him.

I was so surprised that I couldn't say anything, and Roardnes, who had silently closed his lips, immediately pulled me into his arms.

It was a force incomparable to before.

"Don't say anything if you're going to leave me now."

"Roan!"

"I don't want to hear it. Doris Castagna? Don't try to leave me by comparing me to a woman who is nothing more than a stone on the roadside."

"I'm not trying to leave."

"Then why are you saying that? It makes people uneasy."

The harder Roardnes chewed on every word, the stronger the pressure he exerted as he hugged me.

"An easy way to become Crown Prince?"

Roardnes' trembling body was transmitted directly to my chest.

"Do you think I'm doing this to become Crown Prince?"

"Roan. That's the place you lost, your original place. Ouch!"

Roardnes' trembling lips immediately came to my ear and bit me hard as if punishing me.

My back was tingling as I was hugged tightly, unable to move in his arms, and my ears were being nibbled.

After nibbling on my ear for a while, Roardnes licked it as if healing it.

And the lips that had been fidgeting around my ear swallowed my lips.

Despite his angry demeanor, his breath was slow and sweet, melting my body.

Through my blurred vision, I could see Roardnes' face focused on me.

How much time had passed?

The breath that had been rummaging through my mouth for a long time finally stopped and his wet lips barely parted.

Roardnes, who had leaned his forehead against mine, finally opened his eyes and looked at me.

The distance was so close that I could clearly see the pupils in his flickering eyes.

"I'm going to become the Crown Prince to have you all to myself, Lien."

His voice, filled with sweet breath, lingered around my lips.

A wry smile escaped my lips, as if he was asking me something obvious.

"To protect you so that no one else can dare touch you, Lien. I told you that I would do anything to protect you, even if you don't listen to me, so you should know by now."

"Roan..."

"I wasn't myself at all when I heard that that bastard Noebian had sneaked into your bedroom."

Roardnes, who had held my waist tightly, pressed his lower body close to mine. I tried to move back, but he held my waist firmly with both hands and wouldn't let go.

"I'm the one who's worried, but when you say things like that, I..."

"I'm sorry."

"...."

Roardnes continued to stare at me with his forehead pressed against mine.

I lowered my eyes, feeling ashamed.

Maybe I was just being petty because I wanted to hear him say something like, "No one like Doris Castagna."

That's because everyone around me kept saying that Doris Castagna was the best companion for him.

"Don't make me angry. You know exactly how I feel when you make that expression."

"No, I'm serious."

"Lien, I'm scared."

His still-wet lips slowly descended to my neck.

He bit, sucked, and bit again.

Red marks and faint teeth marks were left wherever his lips moved.

"I'm anxious, even when I have you. Are you too?"

I nodded, barely managing to come to my senses and grab his collar every time he left a mark. I had to.

"No matter how many times that bastard Noebian comes, just think of me."

"Uh... yes."

"Say those sweet words like 'I would die for you' only to me."

I guess he heard everything I said.

Roardnes, who seemed to treat the words "die for me" as if they were a declaration of love, swallowed my lips again before I could answer.

Something hot and wet parted my lips again and swept across my tender flesh.

A breath, so hot it was almost overwhelming, dug into my mouth again, and his hasty, hot hands roughly tore off the buttons he had undone earlier.

My body swayed as he led me, and the place I leaned against was a large, cold bay window.

"...Roan."

"How is it?"

He slightly bit my index finger and asked, his lips barely parted.

I squinted my eyes at the sudden stimulation and looked down. Below was a garden full of winter camellias.

It was a beautiful sight that didn't quite match the somewhat bleak surroundings.

I could also see a vine tunnel that seemed to be a replica of the entrance to our "small forest" in the palace.

"That is...?"

"After I clean up the whole capital. I was in the middle of creating it to show you when you returned to the capital..."

Roardnes, who had been nibbling on my fingers one by one to check my reaction, suddenly came up behind me with my back against him and gently grasped my two arms.

"Roan?"

Roardnes naturally placed my two hands on the window and placed his hands over mine.

I felt the cold of the window on my palms and his hot warmth on the back of my hands.

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