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My Wife Is The Final Boss-Chapter 94 - 077 Don’t want to have a daughter
Chapter 94: 077 Don’t want to have a daughter
North Garden.
Time passed quickly, and because it had rained, the night descended early. It hadn’t reached the hour that Xu Chang’an and Wen Li had agreed upon, yet the moon was already shining brightly.
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How can one conceive a child?
Or rather, can she even do it...
This was a question that Yun Qian herself did not know the answer to.
Xu Chang’an embraced Yun Qian, listening to her calm words, feeling a sense of helplessness within.
A child...
Once again, a child.
If he had not had the opportunity to enter the Chaoyun Sect and instead worked like an ordinary person in Beisang City to support his wife... he might have considered having a daughter after life settled down.
But now that he has entered the Immortal Sect, the future is unclear, and thus Xu Chang’an has no inclination whatsoever to have a child.
"Miss, what do you mean if you can conceive a child, you would tell me everything?" Xu Chang’an sighed.
"It means..." Yun Qian spoke, lowering her head to look at Xu Chang’an’s hands surrounding her, wanting to pull his hands away to turn around and talk to him.
However, her strength was weak, and after exerting a bit of effort, she couldn’t move his fingers, so she spoke to him while facing away: "It means what I said. Don’t you understand?"
Her desire for a child shouldn’t be so hard to comprehend, right?
"..." Xu Chang’an remained silent for a while, then asked: "Is it that you don’t want to tell me your secrets, so you’re using it as an excuse?"
"No." Yun Qian earnestly replied: "Perhaps if we try harder, the chance of having a child could be greater."
Upon hearing this, Xu Chang’an slowly lifted his head.
The twilight deepened, the winds cleared the clouds away, the moon hung in the sky, deserving of the phrase "so beautiful."
Yet Xu Chang’an was unsure, because Miss Yun wanted to talk to him, making the time feel as slow as sinking tea.
Breathing out a long sigh, Xu Chang’an’s eyes twitched slightly, and then he said: "I understand, Miss has realized that I am reluctant to give you a hard time."
"You could be willing." Yun Qian raised her hand to touch the place on her forehead where Xu Chang’an had knocked, saying: "Just like earlier, if you want to scold me, you should be more firm."
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Upon hearing this, Xu Chang’an turned Yun Qian around.
The lanterns on the Moon Sect were bright, illuminating Yun Qian’s face, with glistening lips and eyes that shined.
"Miss, I concede." Xu Chang’an said.
"Hmm?"
"Nothing." Xu Chang’an sighed: "I don’t need to know Miss’s secrets, all right?"
"Why don’t you want to know?" Yun Qianxin thought Xu Chang’an said he doesn’t want to know, rather than doesn’t care to know.
"In your current state..." Xu Chang’an stayed close to Yun Qian, resting his forehead against hers, feeling the coolness of her skin. He sighed and tightened the collar of her cloak, thinking about how this constitution of Miss Yun’s made having a child akin to taking her life.
"What about my state?" Yun Qian thought of something and asked: "Not pretty?"
If it wasn’t pretty, she’d apply some lipstick.
"Pretty, indeed." Xu Chang’an said somewhat perfunctory, then suddenly remembered something: "That’s why cultivation is necessary."
The impending crisis and Miss Yun’s wish require cultivation to improve her constitution.
He never expected that he could learn anything from Yun Qian. The Miss Yun in his home was extremely tight-lipped; if it were so easy to find out anything, he wouldn’t, after so many years... be so devoid of useful information.
As for what Yun Qian said, Xu Chang’an had no intention of taking it to heart; if she truly doesn’t wish to speak, Xu Chang’an wouldn’t consider exchanging anything with Miss Yun for information.
As for the daughter they might have, once the opportunity arises, perhaps in the distant future... she might come to be.
Yun Qian didn’t know what Xu Chang’an was thinking when he fell silent, but knowing he had given up on pursuing her secrets, she calmly stated: "You always dwell on cultivation."
And consistently find ways for her to cultivate.
"Miss is not cultivating for me, nor on my behalf."
"Isn’t she?"
"Certainly not."
As Xu Chang’an sorted Yun Qian’s slightly disheveled clothes, he said: "Don’t talk about cultivating for me anymore. This is for your own cultivation, for having a path in the future."
This is what he hopes for Yun Qian.
"A path in the future? I don’t quite understand." Yun Qian had a light look of confusion on her face.
To Miss Yun, the path had no beginning or end, much like her life or in other words, whether she walks or not, the "Dao" is eternally at her feet.
Such a path walked alone holds no meaning; the former Miss Yun did not comprehend what she wanted, but now she is clear, she needs someone to walk with her.
"I don’t want to walk." Yun Qian gently grasped Xu Chang’an’s clothes: "Where I want to go... you can take me there."
Whether carrying her or holding her, Miss Yun isn’t picky.
"Naturally, I can take Miss to wherever she wishes to go." Xu Chang’an sighed: "But what if I’m not around?"
This was a question Xu Chang’an had asked Yun Qian in a dream, but now he was telling the real Yun Qian beside him once again.
"Not around?" Yun Qian blinked, realizing that after she met Xu Chang’an long ago, she never truly considered such a situation.
Xu Chang’an wouldn’t die, so it is possible he could leave her, which is what truly constitutes "not being around."
Yun Qian gently grasped the sachet at Xu Chang’an’s waist, which held their together-tied hair, and asked: "Do you want to leave me?"