My System Always Wants to Force Me to Confess-Chapter 560: Subsequent Discussions: The Shirakawa Diary

March 14, Sunny

Today, while shopping with Jin, we bought a couple’s diary. She said it’s to ensure I love her properly and don’t make her angry. I was deeply moved after hearing that and decided to record every beautiful moment with my cute little darling every day, forever till we grow old together.

March 15

As a girlfriend, my Jin is truly amazing—she’s cute, has a great figure, and is skillful and talented. I really love living with her!

March 16

How come I’m so lucky to have such a cute girlfriend like Jin? I’ve decided to love her with all my life, to have a never-ending romance with her.

March 17

You are the electricity, you are the light, you are the only myth, I only love you... (crossed out) In short, she’s so adorable.

March 18

My girlfriend is too beautiful. It’s another day of liking Jin even more.

March 19

Beautiful.

March 20

Good.

(Girlfriend’s note: Shirakawa! Did you already know I’d sneak a peek at your diary? What kind of attitude is this! I don’t like it! Hurry up and change it!)

March 21

Jin, I like you, more than yesterday, less than tomorrow. As they say, "Meeting you is like witnessing a rainbow, only then you realize its existence." The first time I saw you, I repeatedly thought, "You came walking through the crowd." You visited my world, every river here has your reflection, every path has your traces. Hoganslag said, love is the hand that wants to reach out but pulls back. Such contradictions are not strange in romantic feelings, just like how I always guess how I appear in your heart, losing sleep over it many nights...

(Omitted: thousands of words of love letters)

(Boyfriend’s note: We agreed on a couple’s diary, where’s your diary?)

(Girlfriend’s note: Hmm, today’s entry isn’t bad... My diary? I’m writing it, I’m writing it...)

...

July 17

Ever since I managed to appease cute little Ise Yu, she finally stopped pestering me to write in the diary. Honestly, who genuinely writes a diary, who would put their innermost thoughts in a diary?

However... occasionally writing a few entries as emotional expressions seems quite nice... just like now, the summer of our senior year has swiftly arrived, the chaotic scenes haven’t been perfectly resolved yet, a few young girls have started the hideous practice of streaming grade loss and secretly raising grades after the stream. Of course, Little Arrogant is an exception, she charges like a king when she wants to raise grades, and free-falls when she wants to lose grades, with no nonsense in between, sigh, just seeing it raises my blood pressure...

But speaking of, Little Arrogant’s assertive personality has smoothed out quite a few problems for me. Compared with Tsukimi’s mom and Little Transparent’s parents, the Hayakawa family elders’ pressure was mostly shouldered by Little Arrogant... So having an independent, assertive, highborn girlfriend isn’t entirely a bad thing... A nod to classmate Summer Solstice, once my grand plan is complete, a third of the credit will go to her. As for Black Hearted Lolita, leave it to fate.

Hmm? Why does it feel like the words were flowing out so smoothly? Was something influencing me?

The power of the Bible?

The situation with Tsukimi is still very troublesome... Though I’ve completed quite a few side quests and amassed some money and power, catching up with my girlfriend’s family background is still a long way off...

Last year’s summer was so joyful, and there’s no feeling like that this year, not just because of exam pressure... oh, wait, there’s no pressure for the exam on my side, my bad...

December 24

Christmas Eve again... Thinking about last year’s intense events, there’s a persistent illusion of still being in the vortex at this moment... Whether it was Little Arrogant’s response to my confession, or the responses from Lazy Girl and Tsukimi, those memories are as vivid as if they happened yesterday...

The atmosphere is still very oppressive... Even though I wanted to delay confronting the elders’ chaotic scene, there will inevitably be a day when everything is exposed... According to Black Hearted Lolita’s description, Asano Fūsei allegedly went berserk upon knowing I aimed for five at once... Though Hayakawa Shinsuke was also shocked, there was a hint of schadenfreude about him—kinda makes sense, Hayakawa Shinsuke always trusted his granddaughter Little Arrogant, as long as Summer Solstice and Summer Weave had no objections, he wouldn’t go against me...

Upon reflection, while Hayakawa Shinsuke is half an ally... that’s contingent on him making Midlife Long Aotian Asano Fūsei uncomfortable and his two granddaughters being willing; if Summer Weave and Summer Solstice’s attitudes change, the Hayakawa family might mark me as an enemy...

Hmm... I’ll need to be kinder to Black Hearted Lolita in the future... There’s no worry with Summer Solstice for now, the key is her sister...

There’s not much to say about Little Transparent’s situation, the pressure has always been there... Tsukimi...

Sigh...

I hope that when I visit the Tsukimi family in a few days, at least I can persuade Tsukimi Yamadori not to make Tsukimi repeat a grade...

December 31

Another New Year, this year has been quite a failure indeed... Not only has Tsukimi’s family turned against me, but it seems even the family of cute little Ise Yu has become vaguely aware of something... Unlike before when they sent their daughter, now they almost don’t open their doors...

I used to only know that Tsukimi’s family had trouble accepting me being a playboy, now I understand, it turns out Tsukimi’s family is just her and her mom... I imagine the childhood turmoil left her with such insecurity...

If only I knew this information sooner, I would’ve cared for her more early on...

Such a large family business with no heir, yet facing the covet of a playboy, no wonder Tsukimi Yamadori’s attitude changed so much... (Playboy’s bitter smile)

Maybe I should have a son or daughter and let them take Tsukimi’s surname?

There’s room for maneuvering... but I’d first need to get Tsukimi Yamadori’s approval for Sakurazawa and me to date... anyways, blood ties can’t really be changed by a surname alone...

It seems like the grade repetition situation won’t be solved anytime soon... If it were me, I probably wouldn’t agree easily either... It seems an old-fashioned long-distance relationship will begin... I just wonder if Tokyo University supports frequent leaves of absence...

Otherwise, maybe just drop out after a year or two, and right when my power development reaches a pause, start focusing on wealth accumulation!

In the new year, I must live happier and more lively than today.

February 14

Ah... Valentine’s Day... how more suffocating it would be... Tsukimi’s family issues remain unresolved, cute little Ise Yu is forced out of cohabitation... Tachibana is in a similar mess; though Tachibana Kaisuke can’t openly stop me, he uses all sorts of reasons to prevent us from meeting... A perfectly normal Valentine’s with five girlfriends feels so mournful... But thank goodness... Little Arrogant, the eternal goddess... Without her bearing the pressure from the Hayakawa family, my growth period would have been extremely difficult...

Low barrier system oh low barrier system, if you can really help me, please show a bit of credibility...

April 16

Cherry blossoms falling... it’s both an end and a beginning... Though Tsukimi missed the graduation ceremony, she finally kept the button from my chest. If we meet again, it might be time to call her a junior.

To avoid my presence, Tsukimi also quit the Calligraphy Club. The current Calligraphy Club Director is an ordinary-looking, quiet girl, surrounded by a bunch of students who love calligraphy, and the atmosphere of club activities is entirely different from when Tsukimi was around...

When going with Tsukimi to visit, she seemed to have secretly cried on my shoulder for a while.

The intention of the mother-in-law can’t be changed, it’s only possible to follow her wishes and then secretly meet... Somehow now has enough money, if needed, just accompany my girlfriend to school every day, and give some tutoring, striving to have a senior-junior romance at Tokyo University next year~

Romance among peers? That’s certainly with Little Arrogant... As for cute little Ise Yu and Little Transparent, one chooses the path of a manga artist, while the other chooses a voice actress career... Tokyo University is possible but not necessary.

Hmm? Why do I feel like I’ve forgotten something again?

August 15

Fireworks festival, the same as always. A thousand trees blossomed at night due to east wind, scattering as stars like rain drops.

Hmm, just that my legs are a bit sore, inspired by Little Arrogant bringing me to watch the second round of fireworks before, I’ve run to five locations this year... Good thing I bought a helicopter, otherwise, I wouldn’t have made it in time...

The mother-in-law Tsukimi Yamadori is still firm but at least she tacitly agreed to let me take Tsukimi to see the fireworks... Thank you, mother-in-law, by the way, if you’d also permit me to bring Tsukimi home for the New Year this year, then many thanks, when Aunt Higashino asked me last year, I had no face to answer...

The career is yet to succeed, the playboy needs to strive harder...

(Fast-forwarding timeline...)

November 11

Singles’ Day... Summer Weave secretly moved over to cohabit with me... Taking advantage of Jin’s busyness with her work’s animation, Tsukimi being occupied with graduation, my sister working silently conducts a home invasion, ha, as expected of you, Little Lolita, but don’t assume I’m the kind of guy to be busted by the FBI, I— 𝒻𝘳ℯℯ𝑤ℯ𝒷𝘯ℴ𝓋ℯ𝘭.𝑐ℴ𝑚

November 12

Didn’t expect Black Hearted Lolita to be that ruthless, sneaking into my room that very night, I let my guard down and didn’t dodge, successfully handing over five points... The conversion from manual to automatic mode indeed enhanced driving experience quite a bit, let alone the steering wheel, but take care Summer Weave, ambushes may be disgraceful but they’re effective, is this your creed?

To prove I’m not a lolicon, I specially stayed at Tsukimi’s place tonight, to correct my aesthetic sense.

Tomorrow, tomorrow I’ll show Summer Weave that I’m not the kind of person she thinks! As it’s said, when heaven assigns a playboy great responsibilities... How can an old lecher possibly accomplish a grand career? Must stop being indulgent, must!

November 13

Day1

November 14

Day2

November 15

Day0

November 16

Day0

Shirakawa, ancient people said, "Examine oneself three times a day," how could you be so degenerate?... Black Hearted Lolita’s tricks are many, but that’s no excuse for your depravity! Time to stop this now!

November 17

Day0

November 18

Can’t go on like this... Really feels like Black Hearted Lolita wants me to be addicted to her body and not able to extricate myself... Can’t be seduced by her again, being fooled is foolish!

November 19

Whatever, just foolish then...

November 20

Day0

However, this time it’s cute little Ise Yu’s day0, so it doesn’t count as my degeneracy, ask anyone who wouldn’t love cute little Ise Yu?

November 21

Day0 (Black Hearted Lolita)

November 22

Day0 (Tsukimi Sakurazawa)

November 23

Day0 (Black Hearted Lolita)

November 24

(Black Hearted Lolita)

...

December 1

No need to mention last month’s events, through this double ponytail and boob battle, I vaguely understood a truth.

Turns out I’m indeed a legal lolicon...

Summer Weave, I’m sorry!

Day0

(Certain Black Hearted Lolita: √)