My Alleged Husband-Chapter 889 - 829: The Incomparable Human Heart (Extended - )_5

"Even if I give you trust, what then? Does it serve so that you can repeatedly use my trust to hurt me? I really cannot bear it anymore, I have been trying my hardest to control my temper, but you repeatedly challenge me, everyone has a limit. I once said that no heart can be compared, and I have considered showing you my heart to let you see what it is really like, I wanted you to know that as a son I truly wanted to accept you, but I really can’t forget all the pain you brought me in the past. I am not a saint. I have thought many times, why do my own family keep abandoning me time and again? No matter how poor, tired, miserable, or anguished I am, I have never thought of abandoning my child, my grandfather, or my whole family. I’ve never disregarded the interests of our entire clan. But you just did it for a little freedom, for your so-called vanity, you chose to abandon our family’s interests as if they meant nothing. You just wanted to joyfully soar in the sky, during those years outside, what do you think you have gained from being hurt over and over again? Being knocked back to square one?"

In the end, you could only choose to come back to this family and beg for shelter, do you really think that’s fun? Or do you think it’s okay to hurt your family time and again, to constantly challenge the limits of your family members? But you are so wrong, we really can’t treat you like this over and over again. Consider this for a moment, think about how much grandfather has done for you over these years, how many times he silently cared for you, do you know? But you never considered his feelings as a father, facing his son’s repeated abandonments, wouldn’t his heart ache too? His beloved child, who abandoned the father who raised him for so-called freedom, what do you think is in the depths of my grandfather’s heart? You can’t understand. By just shutting you out, you already can’t stand it, then what about the pain you have caused to grandfather? Has he even said a word? Never has he held a grudge against you, instead, he has focused all his love on me, because he felt guilty for forcing you out, that he made you homeless, this is his greatest regret in life."

"Yet every act you engage in, you never repent. You don’t understand what end result your actions might bring; you seem to think that repeatedly hurting your own family is a source of joy. But you forget, even if you continually prioritize the most important person, how can it be inside your heart you will never understand how it feels to be hurt by another person? Living heartlessly may indeed be joyous, but when someone becomes compassionate, how exhausting must their life be? Because the person who cared the most has now turned heartless, what kind of profound pain and blow do you think that feels like?"

Dad, I did not intend to say anything to you, but I hope you can really think about what kind of end you are looking for. Do you truly think such a conclusion is what you want? Now you have returned to this home, but what is the outcome? You still chose to hurt every person in this house, in your eyes, anyone in this home can casually be hurt. Have you considered what kind of outcome this would bring to everyone in the family? Deep down in your heart, all you wanted is just a word of comfort from your family. But you forgot that your family also needs your care and love the most; you repeatedly demonstrate with such cruel facts that you do not deserve the family’s forgiveness. Now how am I supposed to talk to you, in what tone should I speak to you? I know as a son I really shouldn’t say these words to you, but when I saw grandpa cry, I truly couldn’t bear it. Did you know how heartbroken I was? He is my grandfather, during my most difficult and helpless times, he was the one who accompanied me through the toughest years. Where were you then? Now that you are back, what right do you have to resent him, to hurt him? You hurt the person who loves me most, someone who would sacrifice everything for me, isn’t this like slapping me in the face?"