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MTL - Waiting For You Online-Chapter 139 Sorry, Qin Hao
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139. Qin Hao is sorry.
Qin Hao was so busy recently that he didn't know anything about He Jin's recent thoughts and plans. He thought that if he didn't have a class, he would go back to the original company to go to work or just stay at home and write a thesis.
On the evening of the same day, he was only near 9 o'clock and went home. He didn't eat at night. He hungered open the door, but he smelled a fragrant dish. He Jin actually cooked the kitchen himself!
Cohabitation for half a year, He Jin is even a kitchen white, often see Qin Hao do also learn to draw a gourd, braised pork, poached eggs, moss mushroom soup ... look at a table selling is not so good, but by the sweetheart The dishes that were cooked, Qin Hao was moved by a mess!
After a gorging, he touched his stomach and squatted on the sofa. He saw He Jin take the initiative to clean up the dishes. Suddenly, "Wife, I found that you have become better and better for me recently."
He Jin was in a stiff state, almost slipped off a plate. "What is good..." He pretended to be stupid.
Qin Hao dragged his head with one hand, leaning on the sofa and looking at the back of He Jin with a look of ignorance. He asked me sweetly: "How do you treat me so badly, how can I spoil me?" My heart is guessing that I may be famous. He Jin is aware of his goodness and cherishes him more and more.
"Just a meal." He Jin put the plate on the shelf, turned and took a can in the refrigerator to help digest the yogurt, and gave it to Qin Lan, he did not dare to look directly at Qin Yu’s eyes, that There are so many deep feelings that he can't bear. He is afraid that he will read it and he will not go away.
Qin Qin machine lay down on He Jin's thigh, spoiled and said: "You feed me."
He Jin: "..."
In the evening, I went back to the bedroom and turned off the lights. He Jin went to Qin Hao and asked: "Do you want to do it?" The low and soft voice with a hint of shame and temptation, Rao is Qin Hao and then tired, can not help He Jin take the initiative to ask | Huan, Immediately, the incarnation of the beasts threw the lover down. He Jin of this night was more gentle than the last time. The two men were lingering, as if there was no tomorrow.
Early the next morning, Qin had no job. He applied to stop the school for a period of time, and did not need to go to school. Because he was not in the middle of the night with He Jin, he was still lazy and refused to get up. .
He had a hobby of sleeping late, and if nothing happened, it was possible to sleep until lunch time.
Stupidly, Qin Yu wanted to hug He Jin, but he could reach out and touch it. He Jin had already got up. Qin Qin was a little lonely. He closed his eyes and called two "wife", and no one promised.
Qin Hao opened his wrist with his eyes and sent a message to He Jin: "Have you gone to class?"
For a long time, I didn't wait for the reply. Qin Hao rolled up the quilt and leaned on the bed. He sat down with his sleepy eyes and went out to sleep in the bathroom. The bathroom was outside the bedroom. He had to go through the living room, and Qin Qin saw what he had on the coffee table. I bought it early, and there is a stack of paper... Is it a note?
Qin Lan had not fully woken up, waited until the toilet was awake, and went out to see the breakfast and paper on the coffee table.
He Jin bought him an egg burritos, added the ham and shortbread that Qin Hao liked, and put a lot of sweet noodles. Qin Hao took the microwave oven and adjusted it for 45 seconds. He opened the book with suspicion. Paper collected.
Until I saw the first two lines of words, Qin Hao’s eyes widened, his fingers trembled, and he woke up completely—
Qin Yu:
I really can’t dare to mention this to you in person, but I can only tell you by writing.
Sorry, let's break up.
......
Strong and powerful, it is the word of He Jin.
Qin Hao did not dare to look down, dialed the phone number of He Jin directly, and rang seven or eight times before it was connected.
"Where are you?" Qin Hao gasped, the background sound on the phone was a bit noisy, and the signal was very bad. "He Jin, are you there?"
He Jin got up and walked to the end of the carriage, only gently yelling Qin Qin’s name: "Have you seen my letter?"
"I didn't watch it!" Qin Yu opened the video, and the projection was dark. He Jin didn't open the video. Qin couldn't see his face, but he heard the unique broadcast in the car and asked nervously: "You On the train? Where are you going? Why do you want to break up?"
He Jin: "The reason I wrote in that letter."
Qin Lan clung to the piece of paper and tore it in the face of He Jin. He did not know that He Jin could not see it. He fiercely shredded the paper and said with anger: "I want you to tell me personally, why! ”
He Jin: "..."
Qin Wei: "Is your parents still giving you pressure? You said that you will not break up with me because of them... Are you kidding me? He Jin! Are you scaring me right? Answer me!"
Looking at each other's sorrow and despair, He Jin felt his whole heart twisted.
Qin Hao hurriedly asked: "Is it because I signed the entertainment company to bring you pressure? Is it that someone is looking for you trouble? If you don't like it, I will immediately cancel the contract with them!"
"No, Qin Hao, it has nothing to do with you. You don't have to change anything for me." He Jinxi lived and shook his head. "Because I, this road is too difficult for me. Even if there is no pressure, we also It’s not possible to be together for the rest of my life, and it’s even more difficult to walk in the sun rightly... Qin Hao, you can still look back and break up.”
"I don't want it!" Qin Yu hurriedly piled up his arms and pleaded. "He Jin, don't break up, I beg you, I will go to the train station now, buy the fastest high-speed train to q city, you wait for me, I I want to see you, I want to see you..."
He Jin immediately stopped: "Qin Wei, I have made up my mind, mature, don't do impulsive things, don't come to me... you are so good now, don't be obsessed with me anymore, you will like to compare I am a better person, but that person will not be me... I am not worthy."
He Jin resisted not letting his voice tremble. After saying this, he cut the phone and closed the bracelet.
It seems that there is still the temperature of the lingering with Qin Qin last night. His shoulders are shaking, and he can no longer stand still. He slowly squats down and holds his body. The heart seems to be about to be broken.
He persuaded himself in his heart, He Jin, you indulged, crazy, drunk, staying up late, playing tennis, skipping classes, skiing, and an unforgettable love... you have experienced all the things you want to do. You have no regrets. It is time to return to the "right" way and assume your own responsibility.
Qin Hao couldn't get through the phone of He Jin, kicked the coffee table uncomfortably, fell on the mat, hit the wall with his fist, and finally sat on the ground, trying to reflect on what he had done wrong, why He Jin had to leave himself, he could do Everything has been done, and efforts have been made to become strong. It is clear that everything is going very well. Last night, He Jin’s figure of cleaning up the tableware seems to be still in sight. Today, there is only one person left in this small nest. Abandoned...
Efforts to force myself to calm down, Qin Hao smashed the pieces of shredded paper that were everywhere, shook hands, some went under the sofa, the corner of the table went, could not find, only one missing Mismatched letter -
"Qin Hao, I am sorry..."
"Two months ago, my father came to me and told me that my mother was ill. I was suffering from major depression. I went back to see her. Her mental condition is very bad. The mind is also a bit unclear. I originally wanted to fight for you. Freedom together, but she didn't even agree to let me stay in a city. As I mentioned, she seemed to be greatly stimulated, so let alone be with you..."
"My dad knows that I am with you and slapped me. This is the first time he has beaten me since he was young. He is very disappointed with me. I am not trying to complain to you, but I want to tell you that we are together. ,too difficult……"
"She gave birth to me at the age of thirty-nine. In her forty-four years, my brother was gone. I am now their only son and their only spiritual sustenance... they are now more than sixty, if I continue to be willful, only to make my mother's condition worse, but also make my dad's stress more serious, so forgive me, I can not be so selfish to pursue my own happiness."
Qin Hao clenched his fists and continued to look down with tears in his eyes...
"I might listen to them and find a safe job at home. Then I might get married... but I don't know if I have the ability to like a woman because the traces you left in my heart are too Deep..."
- I don't agree, He Jin, I don't agree, you are mine, I don't allow you to get married!
"Qin Wei, your father once asked me, don't hurt you, I renegeed, I am really sorry, I can't hurt my parents, so I can only choose to hurt you... Sometimes, I also envy you, you are full of courage. And self-confidence, all the sunshine, I am very happy with you... I am too jealous of you, so I am gone, I want you to know that this world is not around you alone... I am not very Despicable? Yes, I also think that I am too bad, inferior and weak, so don’t like me any more."
"I curse myself to use my life's pain to redeem your sin. I also wish you to meet someone who is a hundred times better than me. I hope that person will not leave you again and again like me, I hope he will always be Stay with you, love you, protect you, and cherish you."
- Not worthy of your favorite, Ajin.
"Stupid... stupid He Jin..." Qin Hao held the pile of shredded paper, tears rushed out, like a lost child, can't help but fear, crying...
I don’t know how long I cried. Qin Zhen felt that some of the body was broken. He stood up and looked around and found that He Jin’s things were all except his notebook and tennis racket, desk books, game helmets, and wardrobes. All the clothes are in... These things have caused Qin Jin to do a kind of He Jin and have not left his own illusion, as if that person just came out of the door and will come back soon, even with a cold, complaining The number of places to fall "lazy" is like a scorpio.
Escaped from reality, Qin Lan lay back on the bed, wrapped himself with a quilt, and slept for another afternoon, until he woke up in the evening, he hoped that this was just a nightmare of his own, but he could open his eyes. The brain was stimulated by the fact of "breaking up", the house was silent, and Qin Qin was holding his head in pain.