MTL - Seizing Dreams-Chapter 68 The essential

"I don't care about my sister's opposition to fund Lin Xun." Liang Jinmin said, "At that time, I firmly believed that this is the soul mate in my life. Every day with him, I feel that the bright sunshine is shining on me. Soul, now I think of it, it’s wonderful. Yu Yu, you said that I didn’t want to understand, I really didn’t understand it, or from the bottom of my heart, I’m always reluctant to admit my embarrassment. It’s this kind of embarrassment that makes me fall into In the tragic life cycle..."

The living room was quiet, and Yu Hao didn't want to cry, but couldn't help but cry. He could understand how he was. Liang Jinmin was so fond of looking for Lin, but she was very upset when she thought of her.

Chen Yukai’s eyes are also red, and he can hear the faint inhalation.

Zhou Sheng looked at Yu Wei. Liang Jinmin took a piece of paper and handed it to Yu Yu. He smiled and said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't say that."

"No." Yu Yu was busy, "I'm sorry, Teacher Liang, it's my words too presumptuous."

Liang Jinmin said: "Come, eat some chocolate." Then he took out the high-quality chocolate from the coffee table and gave it to them.

"I and Lin seek support from each other, leave home, and go to San Francisco to study, as the marriage vows say, whether it is health or disease, poverty or wealth, young and beautiful, or old, we are always with each other and with each other." Liang Jinmin said, "After that, the eldest sister died of lung cancer four years later. Many trivial contradictions in our married life have gradually begun."

Yu Yu listened to Liang Jinmin recalling the bit by bit between her and Lin Xun, the **** truth and quarrel, all in a dream, the huge metal monster robotic knife, axe, blade, saw, hammer and many weapons . Gradually, Lin Xun and her father's image are integrated into one another.

“A girl who has witnessed a lot of domestic violence since she was a child has also fallen into a tragedy after she grows up.” Liang Jinmin sighed and said, “Is that a habit? Or a yearning? It’s very embarrassing to analyze myself, but On this night, I am willing to present my soul to the local trial and trial in the light of the sun and the moonlight."

Zhou Sheng adjusted his posture on the sofa and smiled: "Sunshine?"

Liang Jinmin nodded and said: "I am a pessimistic person. Nietzsche mentioned in the "The Birth of Tragedy" that the reciprocation of tragedy actually provides an aesthetic approach to life and allows us to obtain ultimate liberation. Longsheng once said bluntly, in my subconscious, because of the psychological shadow of the original family, I have produced some kind of self-pity that is not easy to detect, which makes it difficult for me to escape this constant reenactment."

"Secondly, I think that the tolerance for Lin Xun originated from the kind of remorse and owing to his father after seeing the whole process of his sister killing his father in the evening. Accepting my husband again and again, The violent behavior of the three, and endurance, formed a psychological suggestion of atonement."

Chen Yukai said: "If I am going to trial, I have only one sentence, they are damned."

Liang Jinmin looked forward to Zhou Sheng, but Zhou Sheng did not express his position. He only said: "You continue to say."

Liang Jinmin said: "I have become accustomed to living in this kind of native family. My mother also told me that all the couples in the world will have quarrels and even physical conflicts. I have been convinced of this. After puberty, I I decided to live unmarried..."

"It's the same as me." Zhou Sheng replied, "I just fear that I will be able to control myself like my dad."

"You won't." Yu Yu said to Zhou Sheng.

Liang Jinmin laughed and said: "But love is beyond everyone's control. I have conquered myself countless times and dared to meet a new life. I finally took that step, but I didn't expect that step. The abyss..."

Yu Wei: "..."

"I'm the first time I started to ask for forgiveness, I am still convincing myself that this is the normal state of marriage, although I know very well that this is impossible." Liang Jinmin ordered a third cigarette and said, " I always feel that this marriage in the world is the way my parents get along. I can't imagine the appearance of happiness and happiness. Then Nicky and Takin's love makes me realize that one person will be so tolerant of his lover, which makes the old man The future of love and undoubtedness has become possible."

Chen Yukai smiled and shook his head.

"What else?" The thought in Yu Xin's heart gradually surfaced, but it is still not true. He is waiting, waiting for the moment when it finally becomes clearer.

"If there is, I think, that's love." Liang Jinmin closed his eyes and said, "I talked to Nicky about the future in the coffee shop that day. I decided to make up for my mistake and give me the rest of my life. Professional. But after returning home, what happened to you..."

Chen Yukai said: "I remember when you said that you would be prepared."

"Yes." Liang Jinmin smacked his hand, and the ring finger pressed his own eyebrows and replied, "But many things after three days are intermittent, but I can't remember it."

Zhou Sheng’s expression suddenly became serious, but he did not interject and cast a sigh of relief toward Yu. At this time, Yu Yu chose not to speak.

After a long silence, Liang Jinmin said: "Yu Yu said today, I didn't want to understand, yes, maybe in my heart, the stupid love and expectation left on him is hindering me and shielding me. Some memory..."

"You are obstructing yourself in the subconscious." Yu Yu took the photo frame and looked at the photo of Liang Jinmin and Lin Xun, saying, "I don't want to send him to jail, even if he has formed the fact of murder, right?"

"I think so." Liang Jinmin opened his eyes and said.

Chen Yukai said: "Yu Yu, blaming Teacher Liang for useless, we can't control our subconscious..."

Liang Jinmin said: "It doesn't matter. This is why I want to talk to you. For many years, I may never really know myself."

Zhou Sheng said: "So you were in the hospital that day, after waking up, have been remembering?"

Liang Jinmin nodded: "Yes, the result of the doctor's identification for me is that the long-term coma has caused me to memorize the fault. I have been thinking all day, Nicky and the yellow police officer suggested that I can wait, but only me. I know that the real reason is my deliberate forgetting about it."

The hall was silent for a long time, and the smoke of Liang Jinmin’s fingers slammed to the end.

"Let's finally let Nietzsche's argument, a little modification, to make a knot for today's class." Chen Yukai said, "In the light of the sun, everything shows a beautiful appearance, it changes the nature of the tragedy, so Its painful and mad side is dispelled and reflects the magnificent light. This is our understanding of ourselves."

Zhou Sheng finished drinking the glass of the cup, put the cup down, and then looked at the embers, he was still thinking.

Yu Yu said: "What did you talk about on the day you met at the cafe?"

Liang Jinmin did not answer, thinking.

"At the time, I thought that the evidence you got may not be strong enough. I remember Teacher Liang said," Chen Yukai said. "Then I will go back and continue to collect enough evidence until I am sent to prison."

Liang Jinmin said: "I believe that I said so at the time, but the memory is blurred."

Chen Yukai said: "This is just one of my inferences. Huang's analysis is that if the last thought of Teacher Liang was about a certain hidden place before the coma, then the coma moment, Maybe it will cause this memory..."

"The fragmentation." Zhou Sheng said.

Liang Jinmin nodded: "In the retelling process, when I left the transcript, I still remember that Lin Xun finally said a word to me, and then stunned me, but I can't remember this sentence."

Her eyeliner was smashed with tears, and at this time she dropped the empty wine glass and went into the bathroom.

When Yu Yu heard the last sentence, many flashing impressions in his mind suddenly became connected. In the dream world, it was speculated that Liang Jinmin struggled to fight against metal monsters, but in her cognition. The metal monster has taken away a certain existence that can protect itself and not be destroyed...

He looked down at the photo in the photo frame, and the face of Lin Lin’s face coincided with the metal monster! That "evidence", he saw it in the subconscious!

It is a wooden Mayan sculpture! At that time, Yu Yu was very strange, why is it only shining in the entire subconscious world!

Thinking of this, Yu Yu widened his eyes uncontrollably and shivered slightly.

“What did you think of?” Zhou Sheng first discovered the anomaly of Yu Yu.

Chen Yukai frowned, staring at Yu Yu, Yu Yu said: "In this house, have you ever had a wooden carving for a display?"

"What?" Zhou Sheng did not expect that Yu Yu suddenly came to such a sentence.

"Mr. Liang!" Yu Yu immediately got up and said, "Do you remember a woodcarving? Probably so big, brownish black, Mayan style..."

Zhou Sheng and Chen Yukai immediately got up, followed by Yu Yu, Chen Yukai said: "I remembered it! It was four years ago, I brought it back to Longsheng and gave it to Liang’s crafts..."

Liang Jinmin took a towel in his hand and came out of the bathroom. When he heard this sentence, he suddenly trembled uncontrollably.

"Liang teacher?" Yu Yu until now, does not understand the meaning of this wood carving, but Zhou Shengyi sees Liang Jinmin's expression, and instantly knows that Yu Hao has finally found a key core.

"You think slowly, don't worry..." Zhou Shengdao, "Mr. Liang! Don't!"

"Liang teacher!"

"Liang teacher!"

Liang Jinmin's eyes widened and his face was pale.

"I remembered, and finally he said, I want to collect... what evidence? Your arrangement... oh... oh... I..." Liang Jinmin trembled, and then suffered a mental blow. Fainted. Chen Yukai and Yu Yu frightened a big jump, busy holding her up, suddenly confused. Chen Yukai said: "Come and bring her in..."

Chen Yukai took her into the bedroom, Zhou Shengdao said: "What is that wood carving? Kaikai! Do you remember that it looks like?"

"Wait..." Chen Yukai put Liang Jinmin well, and everyone was nervous. Yu Yu said: "Not in the living room, I have already seen it!"

"It's in the living room." Chen Yukai said, "It was still there when I came last time. What does that mean? Yu Yu, why do you know it?"

"Don't ask!" Zhou Shengdao, "I will find it first! There must be a camera inside!"

Zhou Sheng’s phrase instantly broke through the cognition of Yu Yu, Yu Yu said: “There is monitoring in its eyes! Yes! It must be!”

"It..." Chen Yukai said, "It should be right here!"

Chen Yukai pointed to the front of the TV set. There was a row of ornaments on the low cabinet of the TV. He said, "When I helped them move, I specially took it out and put it here..."

There was a voice coming from inside, like something fell, and the three immediately turned to the bedroom. The embers thought they found it. At first glance, Liang Jinmin struggled and fell under the bed. Chen Yukai was busy raising her, Zhou Shengdao said: "She is mentally unstable, Kaikai, you look at her."

Zhou Sheng and Yu Yu went back to the living room, and the rest of his hair was smashed. He said, "Where will she be placed?"

"Wait." Zhou Sheng said, "Don't worry, calm down, analyze and analyze."

Yu Yu was silent for a long time and said: "Why did Teacher Liang suddenly faint?"

"Because you mentioned that evidence." Zhou Sheng Shen said, "The existence of 'evidence' caused her to be beaten to a coma by Lin, and she had a conditioned reflex in the spiritual world. When she was thought of, she would Spontaneously recalled the moment when the slam hit the coma."

Yu Yu understood, frowning: "It is reasonable to say that after the accident, Huang Wei blocked the scene, not let Lin find home, things should still be right."

Zhou Shengdao: "It was the only possibility that he was taken away."

Yu Wei: "!!!"

Zhou Sheng: "Before Lin Xun stunned Liang Jinmin, he had roughly guessed the existence of this 'evidence', so she hinted at her in the final blow and searched the whole house and destroyed the evidence."

Yu Wei: "..."

Yu Yi was unwilling to accept it, but this was the only possibility. He sat down helplessly.

"Is Lin Xun going to leave it?" Yu Yudao.

"Impossible." Zhou Sheng said, "He will definitely ruin it. Wait, if it is a monitoring of his domestic violence, will he take a look at his computer before destroying it?"

Yu Yudao: "After reading the iron, I will delete it."

Zhou Sheng: "Even if you delete it, the hard disk data can be recovered. I am afraid that he will not use his own computer to watch... Wait, will she back up the cloud?!"

At this time, the car sounded outside the room, and the two suddenly became alert. Zhou Sheng opened the curtains in the living room and looked out. A car parked outside the door. Yu Yu said: "Who? Crossing the road?"

“No.” Zhou Sheng frowned. “There will be no road cars here, and Lin must be back.”

"No! It's so smart?" Yu Yudao.

Today is the first day of Lin’s refusal to wait for a trial. Yu Yu suddenly remembered that Shi Liang’s return home without warning, and it was a bit embarrassing.

"It doesn't matter, I am here, afraid of jealousy." Zhou Sheng calmly said, "Continue to drink his wine and talk to him."

Yu Wei: "..."

The car was driven away, and Zhou Shengjing went to the wine cabinet and poured some whiskey on himself. Someone pressed the bell outside the door.

"Jin Min." Lin Xun’s voice said, "I know you are at home, open the door, I want to talk to you."

Chen Yukai stepped out from the room and the three looked at each other. Chen Yukai said: "Mr. Liang is better."

Zhou Sheng signaled him to go back and hand it to himself, and Chen Yukai nodded. Yu Yu sat down on the sofa, Zhou Sheng took the wine glass to open the door, the moment the door opened, Lin Xun's face was extremely exciting.

"Hey, Professor Lin." Zhou Sheng raised his toast, "I wish you health!"

Lin Xun immediately recovered his calmness and said: "Yes, Zhou Sheng."

Zhou Sheng let Lin find in, close the door, and lock the door.

Lin Xun just saw the wine glass and the ashtray on the coffee table, and he knew what had happened. He shouted in the inside: "Jin Min!"

Without answering, Lin wanted to go in, but Zhou Sheng said: "Don't be busy going in, talk about it, haven't apologized to you yet."

Yu Yudao: "Professor Lin, what to drink?"

"I don't bother you." Lin searched coldly. "It seems that Teacher Liang's academic salon has just been disbanded. You have learned a lot. I hope to have the second half? I brought water, what do you want to talk about?"

"Let's panic that day, you rushed to the wind for 30 miles." Zhou Sheng had a slight drink on his face and smiled. "When the next college kicks off, Lin must sign up for the teacher group. The thief is fast!"

"It is an instinct for people to protect themselves in times of crisis. This is normal." Lin searched for a little bit of guilty conscience.

Yu said: "Even if I confirm that I have committed a crime, is this the same in order to evade the law?"

"I confessed to breaking the law." Lin sought to say seriously, "I have not withstood the temptation of money. Now the teacher has repented. After you leave the society, you must also remember that you should not take my path."

This is not the first time Yu Yu has had a face-to-face conversation with Lin Xun. Last time, he was tempted by Lin, and this time he was not good. They almost can find evidence, but pass it by.

"You are very poor, Yu Yu." Lin Xun said, "I have seen your information, the poor is not easy, the sexual orientation is not normal, this is a very painful thing."

Yu Yan took a deep breath and knew that Lin Xun was angering him. Zhou Sheng looked at Yu Yu and looked at Lin Lin. "The original is called abnormal. What about me? What is the evaluation?"

"Your family is in good condition." Lin searched with a mocking smile. "The so-called 'poor children, unkemptly turning on the street, wide children, demon-like demons, squeaky at home, grow up, They are all in the dark, in the same way as their fathers, or not as good as ', at this point, Lu Xun described it very accurately."

Zhou Sheng sat on the single sofa that Liang Jinmin had sat on before, and ordered a cigarette. He said: "Is Lin's academic salon always discussing this topic?"

"Yes." Lin Xun said, "I am a real person. It is different from your teacher Liang. She likes romanticism, likes tragedy, likes classical genre. She likes to brainwash your teacher Chen. He washes him and forgets who he is. It is."

Zhou Shengzheng was thinking about how to confront Lin Xun. Yu Yu suddenly said: "You are not the first one, Teacher Lin."

"Oh?" Lin asked, "What is the first?"

“The first person who said that he is 'advocating reality'.” Yu Yudao said, “They always teach me a lot of life, such as this society, the weak meat, you don’t harm people, others will harm you; Take, you are an idiot, you will regret it sooner or later; life is alive, it has no meaning, everyone will die in the end..."

"Correct it." Lin seeks, "The last point of view, called 'nihilism,' does not matter if it is not realistic. You need to read more books, and when you read enough books, you will question the world. Form your own world view. Do you know, Yu Yu? Reading is to choose faith. You will come into contact with the whole wonderful world, this world is full of many theories, with your life experience, one after another, one by one I am overthrown by you. I believe this when you are twenty. Believe it after the age of 30. When you are 40 years old, believe in others. You will continue to doubt yourself, deny yourself, and then "enlighten" a new life law. There is no absolute correctness, only the choice that allows you to live freely, and with power, you have a choice."

Yu said, "I don't have as much knowledge as you have, I have read many books. My faith comes from introspection to my heart. I think you may never be self-examination. You have strength and wisdom, but you use evil, maybe nothing. People can come to sanction you, and you can live happily. But your spiritual world has become a ruin, with overcast clouds, no sunshine, no life on this wasteland, you can no longer experience There are so many wonderful things in the world!"

Zhou Sheng: "..."

Zhou Shengyuan thought that he would have a fierce confrontation with Lin Xun. Unexpectedly, Yu Yu was more excited than him. This is the first time he encountered the embers to argue with others so long. Zhou Sheng also said a word. Can't say it.

He never thought that there were so many words in Yu Xin’s heart! At this moment, the screen of the mobile phone placed on the coffee table lit up, and three messages sent by Chen Yukai in the bedroom were popped up.

"I don't have to be introspective." Lin Xun sneered. "I live very well. I live better than you. I am more successful than you. This is the life my faith brings to me. I don't need a student to give pointers." I, you two, even Nicky, Longsheng, you are just children who live in the mud. You are not qualified to judge me, no, you can just say it, but it will not have even a little impact on me, I don't care. Idon'tcare!"

"This is the inequality that makes you helpless. When you leave the campus and go to the society, you will find more inequality in the world. This is what I call 'reality'. Finally, as I predicted today. I understand that this society is realistic and materialistic. Later, you will remember the words that I said tonight, this is a winner, sharing the feelings of the losers, and also a little experience of my experience as a person coming over. ""

"You are like a blind man." Yu Yu said, "From the day you started evil, you lost the most precious things that the Creator gave to everyone. This is the price you pay for it!"

Lin searched and laughed: "Maybe, we can't convince each other, but the conclusion is obvious, you have lost."

"Not necessarily?" Zhou Sheng suddenly replied.

At this moment, Zhou Sheng made a move to make Yu Yu unexpected. He put the wine glass on the couch, sat side by side with Yu Yu, and took out the TV remote control from the coffee table.

Yu Yu's brow screwed up slightly, and he turned his head to look at Zhou Sheng. Zhou Sheng's side head responded to Yu Yi's glimpse, and his eyebrows picked him up, revealing his usual, mischievous smirk.

Immediately, Zhou Sheng pressed the remote control, and the TV lit up with a blue screen. The option to jump out of AppleTV under the screen, mobile phone projection, video slide, click, select one, unlock the screen lock, set the horizontal full screen, play.

That is Chen Yukai operating the phone in the bedroom!

When Yu Yu looked at the TV screen, Lin Xun suddenly trembled violently, his eyes wide and his face pale.

The video of seven minutes and twenty-five seconds began with Liang Jinmin and Lin Xun quarreling in the living room. Lin searched for a suit and walked across the sofa. Liang Jinmin pulled Lin to find a suit. Lin sought to turn around and pushed Liang Jinmin to the ground. Liang Jinmin trembled and Lin searched to drop the suit, loosen the cufflinks, dragged her over and slapped.

This is the first time that Yu Yuping saw the surveillance video of the domestic violence. He couldn't help but clench his fist. Zhou Sheng pulled up the hand of Yu Yu and covered his hand with the palm of his hand.

Liang Jinmin couldn't help but hide. Lin looked at her hair, dragged her back and slammed into her temple. When Liang Jinmin was sideways, she fled deliberately to the TV. Yu Yu saw her painful cry. She fled to the door, but was dragged by Lin Xun, and then she pressed her head and slammed into the wall. When Liang Jinmin turned and broke, Lin searched for her neck and hit the wall twice.

Liang Jinmin ran down the wall, and his head fell down and hanged his head. Lin looked at her hair, kneeling on one knee, whispering something in her ear, and finally pressed her head, slammed into a collision, Liang Jinmin softly fell to the ground, into a coma.

The whole process is only three minutes.

Lin Xun also kicked Liang Jinmin and returned to sit on the sofa, throwing a glimpse at her side, and then poured himself a glass of wine, slightly squatting, as if thinking. He got up, picked up Liang Jinmin, and went underground from the corner of the stairs. Two minutes later, he came back again and looked around, seeming to wonder if there was any abnormality in it.

Until the seventh minute, Lin found himself and judged the special features of Liang Jinmin's move to hide in front of the TV cabinet. From left to right, he began to check all the ornaments. But only halfway through the inspection, he noticed the camera, reached out and took it down. The camera turned to the side and swayed Liang Jinmin, who fell to the corner. After a short time, the black screen, the surveillance video ends.

Lin Xun is like a petrified, generally stuck in the sofa, and has not got up for a long time. Zhou Sheng will light up the floor, and Yu Yu saw the expression of Lin Xun, just like a dead man.

There was a noise in the bedroom, and Chen Yukai opened the door.

"Mr. Liang remembered it." Chen Yukai said to them, "After going back that day, she installed a camera in the woodcarving and uploaded it to a separate cloud account, but I didn't think about it for a while. I have already notified Huang Wei. They will come soon."

"It’s really a turn of the peak." Zhou Sheng said, "So... you may really want to go to jail, Teacher Lin? How is your mood now?"

Lin Xun did not speak. Zhou Sheng looked at Lin Xun and said seriously: "Mr. Lin, you are very 'realistic', so you think that the world is what you understand, but don't forget, we also live in this world. We are also part of this 'reality'."

Yu Wei: "!!!"

Someone outside the doorbell, Zhou Sheng got up and opened the door, Huang Hao came with a colleague.

"Go back." Zhou Shengchao said, "The two got up and came to the door. Zhou Sheng said loudly: "Mr. Liang, goodbye!"

"Goodbye." Liang Jinmin's calm voice came out of the bedroom.

Liang Jinmin did not come out of the bedroom from start to finish, even if I look at Lin.

"Goodbye, Teacher Lin." Yu Yu looked for Lin.