MTL - Psychological Control-Chapter 71

With a bang, the fishing line on Dexter's fishing rod was broken. Maybe the fishhook reached the bottom of the boat or the gap on the reef and was pulled too hard. But Dexter didn't say anything. I turned my head and saw that he skillfully re-threaded the fishing rod and hook.

"Just like human beings' greed for money, succumbing to Gu Yu is the lowest level of humanity. Maybe I am not the same as you think, but for the sake of my true interests, I do n’t make myself into a place that is equivalent to despair. It was the right choice. "I stopped watching his movements, because the fish I was floating on was moving, apparently a fish was hooked.

"But isn't that too difficult ..." Dexter's voice was barely audible. "Suppressing the inner valley of yawning hopelessly, maybe it can be successful for a while. But there will always be a time when it is completely out of control. Then That's what I find most terrifying. "

He finally revealed his inner thoughts, which made me relieved. If the kid is always on guard, I will have to spend more time and energy to complete the task. Perhaps it was because of the scene of fishing on a fishing boat with another person, which was very similar to the time when he was chatting with Harry before, which inspired his emotions. All in all, I want to hear his truer inner thoughts. The first step is successful.

Talking to a stranger about the real thoughts that might be dangerous to you may sound awful. But sometimes, it is often to strangers that you can take that step. After the death of Sheriff Harry, who was able to listen to his thoughts before, Dexter was missing this role, and my presence was just right.

As I closed the line, I naturally said like a gossip: "But there is a reason, a * is produced for a reason. And there is not only a way to vent, but it is more difficult, but as long as you are willing Try ... Dexter, what's causing you Valley despair? "

This time Dexter didn't answer my question directly, and he said after a while: "Karl, don't you know that you are too close to someone like me, and it's dangerous to try to influence me? What ’s the matter? And ask yourself, how similar are you to me? Is n’t it ridiculous to persuade me from your perspective? ”

I listened to his words, and I did n’t intend to fight back directly, but followed my previous words and said, "The reason why some people have an urgent valley despair is because they want to obtain a considerable status, or they want to Revenge your enemies. But most people do n’t make mistakes because of a wrong idea. Only some people do n’t set a bottom line for themselves, so that they get deeper and deeper. ”

"Bottom line? If it's that kind of thing, I think it's not voluntary, but I still have it," Dexter said. I know he's talking about the killing rules that Sheriff Harry has set for him, killing only the mice that slip away from the law. But this level of bottom line is not what I want.

"So the person who set you the bottom line, really did the step where you can hit the perfect score? I don't think so, but he did the best step he can do. Because he doesn't know what makes you feel at the bottom of your heart What is the source of the breed of valley despair, or in other words, he dare not tell you what the source is. Therefore, he can only do this.

I did not hesitate to point out the core of these topics I raised. "What are you looking for? Or, in the end, what do you want to find long-lost. Have you never thought that maybe the appearance of that thing will completely change everything?"

"Tell me, Dexter. How much do you remember before?"

...

On a sea fishing trip, Dexter harvested a bucket of large and small sea fish, and my bucket was empty. But my fishhook actually caught the prey I longed for early. What I need to do now is to carefully pull up the line and wait for the final harvest.

Of course, I also have to be careful about this piranha on the fishhook. When I am not enough, I will turn it into his prey.

Holding the empty bucket and fishing gear back to the rental shop, under the comfort of the boss, I smiled and sent Dexter to his car. As Dexter put his tackle in the trunk, he asked, "Do you really need me to take you back?"

"Don't worry, I'll have something else late, so I'll go there by car." I falsely rejected Dexter's proposal. "In addition, if you really want to rent a house outside. I'll There is a room recommended and the rent is very cheap. I'll take you there next time. "

Let him know where he lives? In Carl Black's disguise, I couldn't tell him a real address. But even if I was using a fake identity, I could not agree to his proposal. Keep my whereabouts in the hands of another person. After trying that raid by David Vincent, I can no longer make mistakes at the same point.

The previous topic on the yacht, because Dexter did not answer my question, the cold field ended without problems. But in our later chats, Dexter unintentionally revealed his idea of ​​moving out of his parents' house and living alone.

I did not hesitate to grasp this, and did not intend to let go. Because I can finally take my brother back to our home. That's right, our home. Although it's just a dilapidated empty house today, it used to be the place where Brian and Dexter lived with their mother more than a decade ago.

That was the only place where Brian and Dexter had happy memories. If Dexter had a psychological trauma stress response, and subconsciously forgot the memory of those three days in the container. Then at least he should remember the memories he and his brother had once created together in that home.

That's why I must win the one million dollar prize from the survivors. Without that money, I don't think I would be able to buy that house in my life. I bought the house that was sold because of debt. 103 Bogle Street.

When I left the sanitarium, I wanted to buy that house back. But do n’t say it ’s just a down payment. At the time, I could n’t even rent it. Now that everything is settled, I have enough money to support my living expenses and tuition, and I should complete the purchase of the house as soon as possible.

Even if I didn't get the survivor's bonus in the end, I didn't want to wait any longer. And soon, the survivor's final ownership will be unlocked at the survivor live broadcast conference. I judged myself to be at least 90% likely to win the final championship.

With his head buried, he didn't want me to see Dexter on his face, and after thinking about it, he agreed to my invitation. We settled three days later and met on a commercial street close to Borgell Street. The reason I didn't tell Dexter the address directly was because I really wanted to see his reaction at that time.

"Dexter, I hope you can tell me the answers to the previous questions next time." I stepped forward and hugged him with a smile. The American enthusiasm is not very suitable for us, but it is so hypocritical After the passion, it has already become a habit.

"If you can tell me at that time, why you are close to my purpose." Because we almost spread out our own topics on the yacht, Dexter will no longer go around three or four words in one sentence. Centered. He directly said what he wanted to say.

I didn't care about him this time, just nodded and said, "Of course, maybe you can understand my purpose there. Even if it is not clear, you will definitely understand."

My words frowned Dexter, and a look of doubt appeared in his eyes. But I didn't explain anything more, but I met after three days. Watching Dexter back out of the car, watching me and waving goodbye from the rearview mirror, I smiled back, watched his car drive further and further, and eventually drowned in the traffic. Then I turned and left.

...

"Mr. Morse, you just need to sign your name here." The sales agent miss pointed at the blank space on the contract in black and white with her finger. "Is the two gentlemen newly married?" She said casually, watching me and Dillon standing behind me.

For the identity of the house, I used the real name of Brian Moss, not the false identity of Carl Black. Because I think, at least until the end of Brian Moss's heart, the only place with good memories will be his last memorial.

I took his body and took away his consciousness, then I would help him fulfill his greatest wish. Brother and the best memory in my heart. It's like the devil's equivalent exchange.

"No, he's my bodyguard." While signing my name under the contract, I ridiculously responded to this habitual agent-client relationship. "I will pass the down payment

The reason why Dillon will appear in this situation is because I redundantly removed all the disguise and went back to see him again. On this trip, I was stained. Dillon would rather close the shop for one day, and also had the excuse to come out, just like my reply just now. He claimed to be my bodyguard, which is why I responded to the agency so.

Although I don't know what Dillon found wrong with me, but he had to follow me uncharacteristically, but it was hard for me to refuse. In order to take Dexter for granted tomorrow, go out and meet alone. I can only let him follow this one, and tomorrow he will get rid of this guy again. 2k novel reading network