MTL - Is the End Really Coming?-~ ask for help

Write an emo for me, hey, it's really hard to write at this stage, my head is going bald, and my thoughts are not clear.

Knowing that many readers are waiting, I feel that I am slower. This is a fact. I feel very guilty and uncomfortable about this, because I am the last person who wants to stop updating... And my friends, friends and editors are actually persuading me a lot. Write something to make more money... It's not difficult, but I just can't write it out, and I'm on my own...

Why does it come to this point, I can't explain a lot of words in a few words, if I finish the book, I can say it and complain as a declaration of victory.

But it's not a problem to just drag on like this. You can comment, brainstorm, and give me an idea to see how the next plot will go better?