MTL - I’m Walking the Career Line In Dog Blood-Chapter 37

In order to protect the privacy of the guests, the program team prepared an unmonitored room for the guests. Now An Yinong is sitting in it. He pressed the call button: "Is that A Ran?"

"Mr. Ke, it's me." But a strange voice came from the other end, which was full of fear and confusion.

"Who are you? Where is Tao Ran?" An Yinong stood up.

The person on the other end quickly explained: "Please don't get me wrong, I'm Tao Ran's manager."

"What happened to Tao Ran?"

"I'm looking for you because of this..." He hesitated for a few seconds, then lowered his voice, "Can Mr. Ke solve Aran? He...he's in a bad mood right now."

An Yinong directly thought of the few slender scars on Tao Ran's wrist, which were traces left by cutting the wrist.

"What happened?"

"It's inconvenient for me to say more about this, please talk to Aran." The agent came to the ward with a mobile phone, there was only one bed, and Tao Ran had a needle in his arm. . His face was as white as paper, and his eyes were hollow, making people suspect that this was just a body.

"You shouldn't be looking for him." Tao Ran looked at his agent, "He's working, don't cause him any trouble."

"You're like this, don't worry about it." The manager's eyes were red, and he handed the phone to Tao Ran.

I don’t know when it started, Tao Ran has fewer and fewer friends, and the only relative is this virtue. The agent thinks about it, An Yinong is the only Tao Ran he can find. friend', maybe this friend can inspire him a little bit of survival.

Tao Ran looked at the words 'on call', his face was pale, he dared not answer, but wanted to answer. Finally, he answered the phone: "Yinong..."

"Did you hurt yourself?" This was the first sentence of An Yinong who had been waiting there for a long time.

Tao Ran's breathing stopped for a while, his heart was pounding, he was afraid of hearing voices accusing him of not cherishing his life, and also afraid of hearing casual comfort.

But the man just asked: "Does it hurt? ... I said something stupid, it must hurt a lot."

Suddenly felt this kind of purposeless concern, those things that made him feel pain seemed to have a vent, but Tao Ran suppressed this impulse: "I'm sorry."

He will never die, and he will always cause trouble to the people around him. It is normal for a person like him to have no friends.

"It is said that the pain we can feel is the signal from the body - danger, leave, save me. Your body has not given up on you."

"I'm sorry." Tao Ran covered his face with his arms, his body trembling slightly.

An Yinong lowered his eyelids as he listened to the suppressed cry over there: "You can tell me about unhappy and painful things, how hard it is to carry alone. Have you forgotten, We're friends."

My aunt who loves me got into a car accident because she went to get the cake..."

"Nonsense, you helped me before and saved the little girl." An Yinong guided him, "You forgot, did we make an appointment to see her together?"

Tao Ran was silent, and An Yinong didn't rush him. He talked about their past in the "I'm Really a Star" variety show, evoking Tao Ran's memory, while recalling the content of the plot .

Tao Ran also attempted suicide in the plot. That time because...

The system asked in surprise: "Why do you think so?"

“…plot.”

In the plot, Tao Ran's father owed 15 million in gambling debts, which was the last straw that broke the camel's back. Unfinished gambling debts, a disease with very low hope for cure, and a hopeless future... Tao Ran committed suicide.

After he was rescued, Zhao Ze 'just' appeared like a hero and lent him 15 million.

Because of these 15 million, Tao Ran, who had been rejecting Zhao Ze, had to accept Zhao Ze's existence. So An Yinong suspects that this is a trap against Tao Ran, like the original owner, and the perpetrator is Zhao Ze.

To love someone, you must cut off all his social relationships, including family and friendship, and only socialize within the scope of your own permission. .

They take everything from their prey, and give a little tenderness when he breaks down.

The selected prey shows a little bit of spiritual weakness, and he will seize the opportunity to invade life and achieve the purpose of psychological control.

Those who yearn to be controlled will probably be very happy, especially Zhao Ze himself, who is a rich and handsome person, who is most likely to impress Mu Qiang. But neither Tao Ran nor An Yinong were characters with a lack of personality.

"When are we going to see that little girl?" An Yinong continued to talk to Tao Ran, his voice was gentle, like the evening wind blowing his face.

"I heard Brother Guo (I'm really the person in charge of the star program group) say that the parents are a little confused and don't know what is going on now. That little girl has no other relatives, if they treat her No, what should I do?"

Tao Ran was attracted by the topic and thought about it.

"If we can visit often, will things be better? After all, we rescued the child, right?" An Yinong added, he was giving Tao Ranga 'responsibility'.

He didn't know what would leave someone who wanted to die, but whatever it was, he wanted to try.

His mood seemed to be sensed by Tao Ran over there, after a long silence, Tao Ran finally revealed his situation: "Yinong, I am sick, even if I am cured, I may not be able to continue. work and become a jerk."

"What did the doctor say?"

"The doctor said, unless there is a miracle, it will be like this in the future."

An Yinong thought for a while, then raised his head: "You know, the doctor told me the same a year ago. He said that my throat is unlikely to be cured, even if it is cured , and will not be able to sing in the future, unless there is a miracle."

Tao Ran was slightly startled.

"Look," he said, "isn't the miracle here?"

Tao Ran froze there, neither of them spoke, the air was quiet.

"Host." The system appears again.

"Speak." An Yinong was calm, "Is it him?"

"It's him."

An Yinong closed his eyes, and for a moment he even felt nauseated.

"Host? You..."

An Yinong raised his hand and made it quiet.

He thinks of those who intend to control his life, drug him, use human nature to set traps, hurt those around him, ruin his career, alienate his relatives and friends...

Even if An Yinong is strong enough, there are times when he is discouraged, so what about Tao Ran? He is not such a strong person.

"I now suspect that in the plot, the reason why Tao Ran has no news after going abroad is not because he finally let go, but because he disappeared."

An Yinong calmly analyzed the possibility: "There are multiple reasons for Tao Ran's misfortune, but Zhao Ze is definitely the incentive that inspired his misfortune. If the incentive exists, the nightmare will always exist. If he doesn't want to live, no one can stop him."

"No way? You mean Tao Ran died after he went abroad? Didn't the first phase of the operation succeed? Wasn't the original plot a brainless sweet love drama?"

"Brainless sweet love drama?" An Yinong looked at the system, "Do you believe it?"

The system feels creepy.

"Sorry. I've calmed down now, I won't do stupid things anymore." Tao Ran's voice appeared again.

An Yinong knew that this was just a word of comfort for him. If he was really just impulsive, he would not have the idea of ​​committing suicide again and again.

If the core of Tao Ran's despair is not eliminated, he will never be able to get rid of this predicament.

"The system, can't you really find evidence that Zhao Ze administered the medicine to the original owner?"

The system checked: "Now his remorse has reached seventy-six, and the protagonist's halo has faded, but there are special people around him to clean up the traces, they are very cautious, and it has been a year, so There is no evidence to convict. Zhao Ze's family is a typical official-business marriage, and ordinary people can't provoke him."

The system was startled: "You want to do this?"

An Yinong keenly felt something was wrong: "You don't seem to want his remorse to reach one hundred."

"Host..." The system hesitated and hesitated again, "If his remorse reaches 100, our mission is over. Pursuing the ultimate does not necessarily mean happiness.

"Sorry, because of some 'rules', I can't say too much. But please consider the host carefully, we must have other ways."

The system has secrets, but An Yinong is more concerned about Zhao Ze's affairs now: "I can't find the evidence for too long. What about the evidence that led Tao Ran's father to borrow usury and gamble?"

"Three or four people's hands have found it, but it is of no use. Legally, there is no way to convict."

"Oh," An Yinong smiled, "So this is the treatment of the protagonist, powerful, powerful, lawless, really amazing."

An Yinong was smiling, but killing intent was brewing in his eyes.

This is the first time the system has seen a host who hates scumbags so much. Even if those hosts didn't like it, they would soften their attitude towards scumbags who fanatically pursued them. In the host's case, it's just the opposite. The more enthusiastic, the more disgusted it is.

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"Invite me?"

"Well," An Yinong tilted his head and tried to make his voice relaxed, "the work will be checked on the third day, and I will go to the studio that day, and there will be a lot of audience. I I hope Aran can come and cheer for me, okay?"

“…good.”

Tao Ran put down the phone and looked at the agent: "I'm hungry, do you have anything to eat?"

The agent's eyes widened, and he almost cried with joy: "Yes! Everything! What do you want to eat? I'll buy it now."

And An Yinong over there walked silently all the way back.

Bei You, who I met on the road, said happily: "The arranger teacher said that your song is very good, and I look forward to hearing the complete work."

But An Yinong just forced a smile and didn't answer. He went back to the room where he wrote the song, looked at the song he had written on the table, and for a long time he picked it up and tore it up.

"I want to change the song."