MTL - I Married the Second Male Lead After Reincarnating-Chapter 420 I want to keep this child

  After hearing his question, Xia Zimu shook his hands, maintaining his composure on the surface, "It's nothing, just searched casually."

  Mo Xiaoyuan narrowed his eyes, "Why did Shi Yan suddenly heat up milk for you in the middle of the night?"

   "He used to be nice to me"

   "Mumu," Mo Xiaoyuan interrupted her coldly, "To be honest, are you pregnant?"

  Xia Zimu hesitated for a while, but finally admitted, "Don't tell your parents about this beforehand."

  His voice was deep and deep, "Shi Yan doesn't want to be responsible for you?"

   Don't blame him for thinking too much, before Lu Jinghao was planning to marry Yang Ying, this prospective brother-in-law has been unqualified in his heart since then, and he always held some prejudice against him.

  He suddenly remembered what Mu Qing said to him tonight.

  He hates Lu Jinghao's behavior of betraying his sister, but he himself is doing the same thing as him.

  He was choked up, but he quickly walked out of this emotion.

  So what about double standards, he only does what he wants.

  He wants to protect his sister, and also wants to keep Mu Qing.

  In a world where the jungle preys on the weak, Mu Qing doesn't have a solid umbrella, no wonder others.

  As long as she chooses to stay, he can give her the same treatment and protection as his family.

"No, I haven't figured it out myself." Xia Zimu looked down at the ground, "Ruiwen has several big projects in progress now, and I want to follow them personally. If I decide to have this child, it will take at least half a year in the future I can't work.

  “The most important thing is that a classmate of mine had an accidental miscarriage last year, suffered from depression, and even had suicidal thoughts. I was a little afraid that I would become like her.”

  The pressure to bear during pregnancy is huge, and I am afraid to face it.

  Last year, a friend of hers was pregnant for four months. There was no problem in the preliminary inspection, but when she went out to play, she suddenly started to have a stomachache.

  At that time, she had no friends around, and felt that the slight pain should not be a big problem, so she didn't care.

  Unexpectedly, when I got home, my stomach started to hurt violently.

  At that time, her husband was away on a business trip. She called her mother-in-law, who was playing mahjong, but did not receive her call.

  When Xia Zimu received the news and rushed over, her friend was in so much pain that she could hardly stand up.

   She took her to the hospital.

  At that time, they didn't know that she had a cervical funnel, and Xia Zimu walked in with her support on the way to the hospital.

  After entering the hospital, she borrowed a shared wheelchair to push her friend upstairs.

  The doctor helped her to lie on the bed. Before the examination, the child's foot was already wrapped by the placenta, and a section of it slipped out mixed with sticky blood.

  Her friend collapsed from the pain and was covered in sweat, as if he was being tortured more cruelly than a cracked car.

  Xia Zimu likes to watch foreign movies, and he has seen **** scenes before.

  But that scene that day still left an indelible shadow in her heart.

  Later, the doctor performed an abortion on her friend.

  After that, her friend became depressed and rarely saw her smile.

  This year, her friend recovered a little bit, and her mother-in-law started to give birth again, saying that she just had a miscarriage, and her body was not hurt at all. If she doesn't give birth to the child while she is young, it will be more difficult when she is older.

  If her husband hadn't been defending and supporting her, Xia Zimu felt that her friend might have committed suicide long ago.

   Today she consulted several mothers. Although they all love their children, they all feel bitter when they mention various problems during pregnancy.

   Breast swelling, urine leakage, emotional sensitivity due to progesterone surge, nausea and retching after eating, abdominal throbbing pain all night

   There was even a friend who had a smooth delivery, who suffered from mild depression for a long time after giving birth. With the care and company of her family, it took several months to get out.

   Giving birth to a child needs to bear too much, and she is not sure if she has the courage to bear it all.

  She is in awe of the birth and continuation of life, and also wants to raise a new life with her lover.

   But in her heart, she was still afraid.

  Mo Xiaoyuan heard about this issue for the first time, and he said silently: "Our family has enough ability to bear your life problems when you get old. If you are really afraid and want to dink, your parents should not blame you."

   "It's not that I don't want this child, it's just that the incident happened suddenly, and my mind is still a little messed up."

   Mo Xiaoyuan couldn't give any advice on this issue, so he could only say: "Then you and Shi Yan should discuss it clearly, but in everything, you should give priority to your own ideas, and don't be influenced by outside voices."

"good."

   "If Shi Yan dares to force you, tell me at any time, I will solve the problems you can't solve with Dad."

  Xia Zimu's heart warmed up, "Okay."

  After the two separated, Xia Zimu continued to walk towards the stairwell.

   Walking to the corner, she realized that Jinghao Lu had appeared in the stairwell at some time.

  He should have heard what she and Mo Xiaoyuan said just now.

  She suddenly felt a little guilty, "I checked the abortion process just to have a psychological preparation, not that I have decided to abort the child, don't think too much about it."

"I know." He came over with milk, kissed her on the forehead, and coaxed in a soft voice: "Don't be so anxious to explain, as Mo Xiaoyuan said, whether you want to keep this child is up to you right.

   “Don’t stress too much about me.”

  Xia Zimu nodded, he put his arms around her waist, and led her back to the bedroom.

   After drinking the milk, Xia Zimu glanced at Lu Jinghao who was about to take the cup downstairs, and then remembered his meticulous care these two days, his heart suddenly became hot, and he felt an impulse.

   "Time Yan."

  Hearing her calling him, Shi Yan turned his head, "Huh?"

  Xia Zimu pursed his lips and said, "I want to keep this child."

  Jinghao Lu was shocked, "I told you not to force yourself."

   "I didn't force it." Xia Zimu looked down at his flat stomach, "I actually want to keep him, but I'm afraid."

  He put down the glass, sat down on the edge of the bed, looked at her with clear eyes, "Why are you not afraid all of a sudden?"

   Hearing her words in the stairwell just now, he thought that there was a high probability that she would not keep this child.

  “I just suddenly felt that maybe I wouldn’t live as hard as other expectant mothers during pregnancy.”

  She is lucky, the rich material base ensures that she can enjoy the best medical conditions, and her family and lover still care about her so much.

Lu Jinghao understood what she meant, put his arms around her shoulders, pulled her into his arms, rubbed his cheek against hers, and said slowly: "You can think about it for a few more days, if you are still afraid, we can first Wait a minute."